I love this!
I miss you so much it hurts. And it’s silly to feel that. But it’s true.
It’s so interesting to me to have all of these feelings bubbling up now. Why didn’t I feel them before? And now it is much too late. It feels good to have the memories of my past. I feel connected to Source and at the same moment I realize it’s no longer the same. I feel I am suffering. Want more?
Good evening my friends. Things have sure changed since the last time I found time to write on here. I have begun a new relationship. It’s exciting and scary all wrapped in one. I can feel my heart skip a beat when I’m around her. She has all of my attention and I have found myself thinking about her a Want more?
Tomorrow when I blow out my birthday candles my wish will be for her happiness in life. She has my heart. She can have my wishes too. I hope she knows that but I know she never will now.
Tomorrow is my 42nd birthday. I’m taking the day off of work. I have no plans and no idea what to do with myself. I guess we’ll find out tomorrow. It really is nice living here. The stores are close. The neighborhood is quiet. I look out the windows a lot. I like my house. It fits me. There’s only Want more?