March 6, 2015

This was a big day for us. We were fully feeling something going on. And it was not changing. There was a lot of conversation about the Disney trip and how to behave. How to avoid being obvious. But all I did was make her laugh. I couldn’t help it. She got me. She was the first person to really get me. And I loved her laugh.
This first attachment. When she sent me that I was dying laughing. This was the kind of thing I’m talking about. She has a great sense of humor. She sent me stuff like this often. It still cracks me up. I had forgotten all about it until I found it writing this.
This is when we started talking about What If. As in what if she left. I started to realize how unhappy she really was in her marriage. Leaving was something she had been thinking about for years. At least 5 to 6 years, she later told me. We were assessing what would happen if she did leave, how it would affect her. How it would affect me. My only problem is, I knew once it got out I would lose clients.
And what has happened to me now is that because of the false story Meri told the entire world, not only have I lost clients, I have lost deals. I have lost money and I’m still losing money. It’s bad. On top of which, my employees are pissed. I’m having huge issues with all of my businesses. And I blame myself. I shouldn’t have had the affair. But I don’t regret it. I still do not regret it. It was an amazing 6 months.
The flirting was nonstop. Even on the phone calls we would say stuff to each other about love and relationships and just sit there and sigh. And drive each other crazy, but it was all sweet, affectionate stuff. Nothing dirty. That comes in the next post Lol
As you can see, it was Meri that named my cat Penelope. And it fit her. My cat has recently passed away. The trolls thought it would be great to send me photos of deceased cats. Which broke my heart even more that day. They are horrible people.
This is when we came up with a code to start posting stuff to each other on twitter that no one would find out. She began putting ……. behind stuff for me. I would up a 😉 on messages to her. This is also the first love letter I wrote to her. Which she has. Or had I’m sure it’s in the toilet by now. Just a one page love letter. Telling her how I feel about her.
I flew into Denver to pick up Mike. Meri was very excited. And then I flew into Las Vegas with Mike. I have owned a house in Las Vegas for 8 years. Long before Meri moved to Vegas. So no I am not the reason they moved to Vegas. That rumor is ridiculous. It was a condo to me and my friends. We used it for Boys Trips for the weekend. To have wild, party weekends and hit the strip. I also used it for any of my friends or family wanting a Vegas weekend. But I had been trying to sell it and m realtor was not doing anything to move it. My accountant told me to yank it off until closer to summer. So the Vegas trip was a planned thing at some point. Meri inviting me to Disney just pushed it up a few weekends.
Mike and I got into town. We got groceries and then McDonald’s for his supper. I went to my house. Got the house ready. Made sure Mike’s room was good to go. Then I went outside to talk to one of my neighbors that I hadn’t seen in months. We went outside of the gate to look at something. Meri called me. I was standing outside of my gate at that point. I told her I would call back in a few. Then we started texting as I was walking back into the gate and over to my house.
This is when things went to a whole new level!


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About Samuel

Single dad of 4 beautiful kids, Heston & Alex my twin boys, and my daughters Peace and Sky. Dad of 2 angel babies in Heaven, Ryan and Talon. Divorced. Semi-retired app developer, business partner, Commercial Real estate investor, Chicago Bears & Chicago Cubs fan, vegan, lifelong Catholic, voting independent party member, guitar playing singer who owns a dog, and 2 cats. We live in beautiful Denver, Colorado. I started my first blog Janaury 1st, 2012. Official owner of and @NotBatmanYet Twitter account.
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  1. do you have a fb page that’s open?

  2. Email me your Twitter name and I will unblock you.

  3. None of the positive posts are real.

    • That is not true. I do not make fake comments to make myself look real. I get around 100 or so comments per day and read them all. The ones that are hateful get deleted before I finish reading them fully. I pick interesting comments and post those. Most people are supportive. They keep asking for more and more.

  4. Post more. Very convincing. When will you be posting more?

  5. When will you be posting your next post?

  6. Thanks for responding to my question. Would you mind posting a photo of you with Meri? Or some confirmation in a text with meri proving you met?

  7. I have a lot of questions about what’s going on with meri will you answer them?

  8. Why did ‘Lindsay’ meet Meri in Disneyland? Why weren’t you there??

    • There were two trips to Disney where Meri and some kids were there the same time I was there with someone. The Lindsay and Meri Disney trip is a completely separate thing. They decided to go because Lindsay and someone else went and had a horrible time. Meri and her went together to do somethings and that also turned out bad. They only stayed a few hours because Lindsay was really sick. She threw up all over the Indiana Jones waiting area.

  9. What’s youe reasoning behind not posting a photo of yourself holding a newspaper with today’s date?

    • Even if I did that no one would believe me. We are almost to the part in my story where there are a lot of photos to prove everything. Once those are on here doing current photos will be an option.

  10. What’s Meri’s cellphone number?

  11. People who are unfulfilled, lonely, empty—–seek happiness, warmth, companionship—– it should never hurt, or be denied. Two people searching —- never be ashamed.

  12. im startin to think Sam is real

  13. I’m addicted to reading these texts….am I the only one….I know this is probably just a story….but it feels so real when you read it….like a clean romance novel….lol

  14. Meri looks hot. Have you seen her recent photos? I would have went for it too

  15. I have heckled Sam for months. I’m sorry Sam. Meri loved you look at what she’s saying to him

  16. Wait until you guys see the photos he has. I had the password and was a believer after I saw that page

  17. Lesson learned about sending texts or leaving voicemails on people’s phones. I love the show we watch it every Sunday. This guy Sam whoever he may be is making a compelling argument that they met. More please. Dying to see what happens next.

  18. I get that the trolls are obsessed with this story and stalk every word he says. But sending dead cat photos????? Really trolls???? Leave him alone already

  19. Meri is a cheater. Emotional affair/real affair. A cheater is a cheater.

  20. I’m starting to side with Sam. He is giving proof. Meri maybe is covering the affair up by claiming catfish instead of admitting it is all real. TLC plays media games with all of us. I wouldn’t be surprised if they all catfished us to believe Sam isn’t real to protect that show lol…Look at their other 2 scandals

  21. Kody is a dick to all of those women. Meri is not happy sitting on the couch anymore. She deserves better. Sorry I doubted you Sam.

  22. I know there are a lot of people that believe Meri. I was one of them and I was angry someone would do this to her. Then I found this blog. I’m believing Sam. Because he has proof. This looks more like a real affair than any emotional affair. They way they talk to each other. And this Disney trip. What if they really did meet in person and Meri is lying about it?

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