August 3, 2015

In the mornings she would go for a walk and call me. We would talk about an hour every morning. During the day it was texts and maybe a quick call. But like I said, she was on a schedule for filming everyday. Long filming hours so she had no time to stay in touch. She did the best she could and I really appreciated it. At night when she got home, got all the kids settled she would call me and we’d talk a few hours. I was missing her very badly.

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About Samuel

Single dad of 4 beautiful kids, Heston & Alex my twin boys, and my daughters Peace and Sky. Dad of 2 angel babies in Heaven, Ryan and Talon. Divorced. Semi-retired app developer, business partner, Commercial Real estate investor, Chicago Bears & Chicago Cubs fan, vegan, lifelong Catholic, voting independent party member, guitar playing singer who owns a dog, and 2 cats. We live in beautiful Denver, Colorado. I started my first blog Janaury 1st, 2012. Official owner of and @NotBatmanYet Twitter account.
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  1. I love reading your posts. You’ve had an effect on me and the way I view things. Thank you for being so open. The truth is both freeing and healing…

  2. embarrassed voyeur

    I bet some of the jackals online will make it their duty to try and find her. If they can prove she is not real, it will be more ammo for the catfish story. If she is real, they will be shocked and find photos that show that you are real. I hope you are real because it makes this story so fascinating. Like Angelie Jolie and Brad Pitt! ha

    • Sorry to disappoint all jackals of the online variety, but I am real. I am a guy and my name is Sam. She’s pretty fiesty. If they find her and try to cause a mess she will handle it Lol I block everything and everybody. I don’t allow that negative stuff into my personal space. That’s why I’m happy and living my life.

  3. embarrassed voyeur

    I hope you used a fake name for Peyton or the gossip reporters will be searching all of the Vegas hospitals for a nurse named Peyton of her age. Not a common name .

    quick question . Once I hit notify me of comments, do I have to hit it each time I post at a new place? My husband is busy watching sports this weekend so I will be free and ready to read comments 🙂

    • Peyton is her real name. She doesn’t care if people look for her. I really doubt anyone cares to find her though. Some people do not think she exists Lol So stupid. She is all over social media, facebook, twitter, myspace, pinterest. She mostly does Instagram and snapchat though. Our photos together are on her Instagram.

      I think you do have to hit it each time to get notified. But I’m not really sure. Ask anything. I will do my best to answer questions.

  4. Hi Sam, you had mentioned in a previous comment, if i understood correctly, that you were going to go back to the earlier posts and add summaries for context and also add pictures to the actually days they were sent/taken. One commenter had made a suggesting that you add an “*” to those updated posts so we wouldn’t have to scroll back thru, or make a post with the list of updated blogs. Are you still going to do this when you have time?

    I’m worried why peyton is coming to see you and what she has to tell you, will she let you post it to the blog and tell us all?

    • Hi Brian. When I get time the plan is to go back and fill in the holes. I did all the voicemails. I’m doing all of the texts now. Then I have to go back through all of the backup files of my texts and grab out the texts that did not come through on my phoneback up. I did a backup on Itunes then a backup off of my deleted stuff using Wondershare Dr Fone. There are over 8,000 text messages and it’s a lot of work. As I’m going through when I find a photo, I put it on the post it was dated for.
      Yes as I add photos I will add ** to the dates to make it easier.

      I don’t ask permission to post anything. The first date I told Peyton about this blog and told her I may/may not write about her. She was okay with it as long as I didn’t post anything too personal. She reads this, she is subscribed so anytime I post a new blog post it goes to her cellphone right away. She usually texts me or calls with questions right away. She admits the gossipy intrigue of my story has her hooked and she wants to see all of it, like many people that come here. She grills me with questions. I think she is seeing how honest I am being about all of this. It’s very uncomfortable for me to talk to her about but I want her to understand. She knows I’m still in love with Meri.
      She came here to get away from work for a few days and she said she missed me more than she thought she would. We stayed up until 3am talking. She says she is starting to have feelings for me and wanted me out of Las Vegas to see if I can focus on her or if I’m still not open to letting her like me. She said I’m so guarded it was hard for her to get to know me there, and here there might be a chance for something to develop. She said as crazy as all of my life is, she sees something in me. And can’t walk away from that without at least trying. So she came here to see what happens.