The mole game

watch  There are a lot of questions in regards to my twitter account. I lock up my twitter account when I’m either traveling or I am out of town. The reason is every time I announce I’m going out of town the trolls have used that opportunity to spam my twitter account with their bullshit. I got tired of it. In order to stop it I locked up my account and kick off anyone I don’t really know. This causes problems for people that are actually wanting to support me and begin a friendship with me. But I hope those folks understand my reasoning.

I have tried making friends with a few people that Lindsay was telling me don’t trust them. They are trolls trying to act friendly to get to you. I didn’t listen because I’m both naive and stupid. They were nice, respectful. I just assumed I knew better. I was wrong. One of them has decided it would be fun to give out my cellphone number. So now I receive No Name or Private number calls at any hour of the day which I refuse to answer. It’s another annoying part of my life right now.

What are they going to say to me if I decide to answer? What kind of woman would call someone you don’t even know, to harass them or let them know they have my number by repeating to call. Who does that? Is there life that boring or is my life so interesting they need and want to be a part of it for a few seconds? What joy can you get to run back online to your troll friends and say I called Samuel! I got him on the phone. Creepy.

If you got kicked off my twitter prior or during my Paris and Dubai trip I’m sorry. You are someone that I don’t know well and you are someone that doesn’t communicate with me. So you were viewed as a threat for a few days. If I’m wrong, let me know. Anyone that reaches out to me I forgive. Anyone that tells me I’m wrong, I do listen to and I try to correct whatever it was that we disagree on.

Please understand the trolls are a devious group of liars. They spend a lot of time talking about or Lindsay. It’s very disturbing. Thankfully Twitter and Facebook are finally listening to my lawyers and beginning to do a second sweep of these accounts to get them offline. Because it’s legitimate stalking.

If you don’t believe me go look do a search of my twitter name. @notbatmanyet You will see the amount of horrible people talking about me, or Lindsay. Saying disgusting things. Sending me photos of dead animals, dead babies, making threats. This is why I block so many. And I know that it’s causing me to lose out on some very decent, very supportive people in my life. At this point I trust Lindsay. She is the most loyal person I have ever met and she checks people out to let me know if they are bad to be around or not. She has a 100% record of telling me who is a troll and who isn’t. It is only when I don’t listen to her that these things happen.

Yes I had an affair. I’m the one standing here admitting to it. Is that reason enough to cause a group of women to sit on their asses all day, everyday, even on Thanksgiving, to harass me? Don’t they have kids to raise or husbands to take care of? Jobs? What is in their life they feel they must continue this.

I stopped talking to Meri August 30, 2015. And have had zero contact from my side to her since then. She is the one that has contacted me. And I refuse it. I don’t look at it. I don’t care.

So who is the one stretching this out? She is going around gathering up anyone that has ever known me or can claim they talked to me a little online over the years. I have had this blog off and on since January 1st 2012. Yes I have talked to a number of people online in regards to my blog. Some of them I know well. Some of them I don’t. And they are running to her for the attention of a celebrity with the most insane stories. All calling me Jackie. Or calling Lindsay Jackie.

It’s a lie that these trolls are creating. There is not one shred of proof that I am Jackie. Or I am a girl. Or I am Lindsay. Nothing. What they have is created stories, lies, and photos they have photoshopped to make it look like I catfish people. It’s not true. If she wants to continue to listen to these people who have motivation of getting attention, media attention, maybe money from her or media, that’s okay. Because the truth is not one person, not one media source, no one has ever come forward to prove I am anyone but who I say I am.

Please don’t listen to this group of people. Don’t buy into the bullshit. Don’t take their harassments. Ask anyone on my twitter how they are harassed just by following me. I have locked up my account this time because I have begun to share photos of myself and my life. I’m not going to hide that stuff away. A lot of people are asking for it. I’m showing it. Finally. Because that’s how you get to know people online. The ones that can become friends. The ones that are nice and respectful.

I trust people until they give me a reason to trust them. Lindsay trusts no one and makes them prove they are trust worthy. Together we are doing our best to bring peace back to my life. Things have significantly calmed down and I’m so happy for that. Because even I don’t deserve this amount of shit in my life.

I told my side. I gave you all proof. I have answered your questions, I have video Skype, Facetimed, and talked on the phone with over 50 people at this point. There are a lot of people that believe me. Because in her own words, she showed and said how much she loved me. And that all the other things on this blog point to it was more than what she said on tv. I didn’t have to do much of anything but post what I had. Because I knew she really did love me. I knew what our plan was for her to leave. And now I’m dealing with her lies. And she is lying. I get it. I understand why she has to lie to her family. To her fans. Because that money source is all they have. I was never out to destroy the family. If I was, I would have just started tweeting to them with photos and links to the voicemails. It was pretty simple and easy to do. I left them all alone. When we broke up. It was an epic fight. And in the few minutes of the fight ending I texted her “I will leave you alone”. And I have.

She hasn’t. So who is the victim? How can I harass or endanger her or her family if I stopped talking to her the day we broke up? How can I target someone without running to the press to sell this story? Why is my name not in any interview sharing my side? Why are there zero reporters that claim they spoke with me. Any of these rag blogs that print trashy stories and snark comments ever have one comment directly from me? None.

There is none. I was never a threat to anyone. I never sold a story, her friends did. And she did. She got paid for what she said. And some of America bought it. But some of them didn’t. And they came to me to ask questions. I have been answering them. Because I have stood here the entire time in my truth and told my story. Nothing more. I’m not making any of this up. This is exactly what happened. And I have so much proof how can anyone ever think it wasn’t real or didn’t really happen?

You all come here for some reason. Please make sure the reason is curiosity and not harm. I’m not a bad guy. I had an affair. I know better now. I’m doing better with my life. And I’m looking to make something positive come out of this whole mess. I take full responsibility for all of my own words and actions. When I have needed to apologize I have. When I have said to say I am wrong, I do.

I’m done trying to please everyone. If you want to be apart of my life and want to support me I am willing to give you a chance. Please contact me in some way and I will do my best to add you back.

If you are a troll, leave me alone and move on with your life. Your investigations went nowhere with zero result. All you did was make yourself look like a stalking, lying, asshole. And that part does amuse me. Because people are looking you guys up now. They are seeing all the horrible things you say and do. And it’s actually working against you because people are supporting me more and more based on what you all do online. So thank you for being assholes. Lol

And any troll that thinks they can get to me, or annoy me, or do anything to disturb my life anymore, you can’t.

Not on my watch.