Good morning. I wasn’t able to walk this morning. I don’t even know what to do with my free time. I have an appointment to go see a psychic tonight after work. I had seen her last year. She said a lot of things that didn’t make any sense at the time. Now it makes sense. She sent me an email once a month asking me to come back for a follow up. I’m finally interested enough to go find out. I will update tonight on what she shares.

I do believe some people are truly psychic. I think people can tune into their inner being and get messages from beyond. I can’t explain how or why I know that but I fully believe. I also think some psychics are full of shit. They play on people’s desperate need to find peace in loved ones that passed or in hope of something to happen in their life. 

I believe we are all intuitive. I believe some people use their gift to guide their life and some people shove off any and all so called coincidences as things that don’t make sense. I use my intuition to give love to everyone. I honestly want everyone I know to be happy. I want to help some people break the chain of fear and restlessness they live in by throwing my entire life onto a canvas and either learn from my example or learn from my mistakes. I do not know what I’m doing. I do try my best but I wake up in the morning with endless possibility. I can afford anything I dream of financially, but I sometimes feel like I don’t deserve any of this. I struggle accepting compliments even though I am enormously confident. I know I can help people. I know I can provide for my employees with great lives because I don’t run any of my businesses pushing people so hard they crack. I give people time off if they need it. Sometimes they just want a day. I treat them as if they are family because they all are. I want to make money but not at a cost of losing my respect or character. To me, I can’t afford that. 

I am excited for today. Big things are coming together and I am happy. My life is amazing. God has blessed me so much. I love everything that is happening for me. I pray you all reach that peace in your life too. It makes life getting out of bed for.

22 thoughts on “Rainy morning”

  1. Lindsay found out who you really are and decided you aren’t ready to stop hiding or trying to control things. So she booted all your posts off of here.

  2. I have been laying low recovering from being sick… What a great post to come back to! I too was born/raised/practicing Catholic. I went to a medium about 2 years ago. I was hesitant, but had to see it for myself. My loved one came through! I had a book of theirs hidden in my purse. No one knew. When my loved one came through, she asked me for the object of theirs I had. They wanted to “hold” it. Much to the room’s surprise (I was in a group of 5), I reached for my purse & pulled a cherished book out.

    It wasn’t just me, it happened to others too. Too many specific details came out about the people there (dead & alive). I never felt as close to my loved one as I did that night (since their passing) it was such a comfort!

    Not to be rude to others, but I can be a good Catholic & believe in connecting with the after life. I get signs all the time & the medium even nailed some of the subtle signs I had a hunch were signs.

    Just my 2 cents…

  3. The best way I can reply is to ask How do you know what God wants me to do? That’s a very interesting story about your father. I respect your opinion but you are leading me to your version of your beliefs. I’m going to the psychic. And I can’t wait to find out what she says.

  4. Hi Sam I have committed adultery as well I repented my sins I asked God for forgiveness and I was forgiven ~ See you in heaven ! 😍 Enjoy the psychic can’t wait to hear all about it !

  5. 1. God/Jesus loves us all as His children, He forgives all, we have only ask.
    2. God speaks to us all in whatever ways we will hear Him.
    3. It frustrates me when humans try to define…the undefinable. Have faith and keep trying. Jesus only message was to LOVE.

  6. I don’t know why people are all up in arms about a psychic when you’re all only here reading this because he committed adultery with a celeb. If he’s going to hell it would be for that.

  7. Sam, are you planning on shutting down your blog after the babies come? I know there are certain restrictions about sharing photos of children in foster care but I can also see how you might want to lower your profile for their safety. You’ve had your say in the book, maybe now it’s time to walk away from all this hatred and the trolls attacking you. Just a thought.

    1. I will not be posting photos of them until they are legally adopted. It will be May of next year or sooner. I will not shut down my blog. I like writing and making new friends.

  8. I also have seen a psychic—– the messages I received were pure and simple—I know that I was only allowed to receive them because God wanted me to have them, to soothe my soul, to know he was watching over me and my broken heart, and to strengthen my faith in God. I hope you are blessed in this way.

  9. I like your comment because it’s so interesting talking to different Catholics. I agree that’s what the Bible says but I also know that information from all sources will allow you to connect to feelings or thoughts I can’t get anywhere else. I know going to a psychic is not a popular thing in my religious community, I just think why not? It’s not going to harm me or make me stop believing in God. The most I will get out of my reading is maybe a little affirmation or peace on the direction of my life. I think everyone should experience a psychic at least once and really see what message comes through. I’m very skeptical but I stay open to everything. That’s why I know God is supporting me going tonight. He has a message or messages for me. Coming from this lady is just a path to understanding.

    1. Jesus does not hate anything. That is your interpretation of what the Bible says to you. I pray you become more open minded about the teachings of Jesus.

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