40th Voicemail – April 17th, 2015

This was the night when things got a little crazy. We had a very intimate and awesome evening. Very passionate. And then things got a little sideways in the communication. What happened was I left. I completely shut down and would not talk to her. I was pissed.

40th Voicemail 4-17-2015 11:00pm

Honey I didn’t say…

34th Voicemail, 35th Voicemail, 36th Voicemail, 37th Voicemail, 38th Voicemail, 39th Voicemail – April 16th, 2015

I was out of town and was flying back to Las Vegas this day. This was the day when I didn’t have much time to talk but we had made a date for that night. I remember it because of what happened.

This was the first time we had sex in her bed at her house. It’s not something I will forget that’s how I remember it was this specific day. We waited until really late at night. We had talked off and on that evening. Still in love, she was still being very long and reassuring that everything was great. She kept talking about being with me forever. She was very sure she wanted to leave him. We had talked about making a plan but there was no plan yet. She was more beautiful than I had ever seen her that night. She really looked gorgeous. I could not get enough of her that night.

34th Voicemail 4-16-2015 1:07am

Baby, just wanted to call and say hey, how’s it going. See what you are up to, thinking about you. Anyway, just give me a call when you have a second, okay? I love you and I’ll talk to you later. Bye.

35th Voicemail 4-16-2015 5:50am

Good morning babe. I sure wouldn’t want you to be missing the flight this morning or anything like that. This is not a day you would want to be late so I hope you get up. Okay, I love you I’ll talk to you later, bye.

36th Voicemail 4-16-2015 5:57am

Good morning babe, just checking on you. Wanting to make sure you get up and catch your plane. I will talk to you later, bye.

37th Voicemail 4-16-2015 11:05am

Baby, I just wanted to tell you that I was thinking about you. And that I love you very much. And you mean the world to me and you are amazing and I love you. So, give me a call when you can. I would love to hear your voice, okay. I love you.

38th Voicemail 4-16-2015 6:58pm

Baby, how is it going? Hey don’t be asking if I am breaking up with you. I’m not ever breaking up with you. Okay? It was just a little note that I wrote to you because I was sitting there in the shop getting work done on my car. Anyway, so don’t be nervous about that I’m not ever going to do that, okay? Trust me on that. Hope your day is going okay. Hope the dog is good and everything. Hope you are happy and hope you are having a fabulous day. And I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. But I’m sure you already know that. But I will tell you anyway. I love you Sam Cooper. I love you, I love you. Okay I will…

39th Voicemail 4-16-2015 10:51pm

Hey baby what happened?  Where did you go? I love you. I really love you I don’t. Did I scare you off or something? I don’t know. Anyway, give me a call okay? I love you I want to talk to you again.

31st Voicemail, 32nd Voicemail, 33rd Voicemail – April 15th, 2015

We were still communicating very well. Things were fine. Still in love and working on how we were going to be together.

31st Voicemail 4-15-2015 12:34am

Hey babe I just thought I would try and reaching you. It kicks me right to voicemail so your phone must be off. So, anyway, oh I just got your text, no you are not available. Sorry about tonight. I hope you are feeling better with me. I love you and I hope you sleep well and I hate that we didn’t get to say goodnight. If you wake up and you want to call me, feel free. Okay. I love you.

32nd Voicemail 4-15-2015 4:18pm

Hello Mr. Cooper. I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I want to see your face and I want to have your babies. And I love you very much. And I will talk to you soon. Give me a call whenever you want. Okay.

33rd Voicemail 4-15-2015 7:25pm
Look at you throwing me to voicemail. Okay, so that video of the puppy (Sam jr.) is adorable oh my gosh he is so cute. Alright, give me a call later, okay? I love you.

26th Voicemail, 27th Voicemail, 28th Voicemail, 29th Voicemail, 30th Voicemail – April 14th, 2015

We were very much in love and Meri was opening up to me everyday about how she felt. She told me she kept dreaming about me. She would think about a future with me and how she didn’t want to be without me. She said she wanted to leave him, not the family. She wanted to be in Chicago with me when I moved back. She said she had never felt this way before and she felt in her heart she would love me forever. She said I treated her better than she has ever been treated and I really made her feel loved and wanted. I loved her very much and told her everyday how beautiful she is.

26th Voicemail 4-14-2015 9:23am

Good morning Sam. So I thought I would try to call you but I guess you are not available. So anyway. I love you and just thinking about you this morning so, just call me when you can. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you later.

27th Voicemail 4-14-2015 1:38pm

Hey. I just was thinking about you and I’m feeling very obsessed with you and I love you. And I just wanted to call and tell you that. So, I love you Sam. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.

28th Voicemail 4-14-2015 3:56pm

Sam. It’s been like 6 hours since I’ve heard your voice and I’m going through withdrawls. Oh my gosh I’m just playing. Checked to see if I could catch base with you. Anyway, alright, call me whenever you want. Okay? I love you I’ll talk to you later.

29th Voicemail 4-14-2015 6:58pm

Baby. You need to hear this right from my voice okay? And you need to listen to me and what I’m saying. I love you. You love me. I’m not going anywhere. That’s not something you have to worry about. The only kind of curse that you have on you is the curse of me. The curse of love. The curse that we are going to spend the rest of our lives together. This is a good thing baby, okay? That we still don’t have to worry about anything. This is real. Just like you and I have said last night and every other time that we have talked. Okay? Don’t worry about anything. I love you more than I can even say and I wish that you would know that when you hear this that and I hope your voicemail is not full. I hope that you are actually going to be able to hear this. Anyway, I love you intensely and passionately Sam. You know this, okay? You don’t need to worry about anything. Call me as soon as you can. So that I can tell you and you can hear it with your own ears how much I love you and how much I’m not going anywhere except for closer to you everyday. Okay? I love you with a passion like no other and you know this baby. You know this. I love you so much. You are so good to me and we are so good together and you know this. Okay? Don’t let doubts creep in today, okay? I love you…

30th Voicemail 4-14-2015 8:31pm

Hey baby. You had just said that you were going to call me in a little bit and I just wasn’t sure by what that meant by that like if you meant half hour, hour, 2 hours, I just didn’t know. So I was just wanting to let you know when this meeting was. I will be able to step out of it for a bit and talk to you as well. I just don’t know what your schedule is so I just was wanting to let you know what mine was. So, I’m kind of nervous because you kind of seemed like frustrated when you were like Oh, have a good night. I don’t understand why you are saying that, I don’t know. I hope you are okay. I hope you are okay with me. I just wanted to make sure. Anyway, but I will be able to talk after if you can’t call in the next…

21st Voicemail, 22nd Voicemail, 23rd Voicemail, 24th Voicemail, 25th Voicemail – April 13th, 2015

This whole day we were laughing all day. So many weird things had happened and we were trying to get in touch with each other to share them. We were in such a good place together that she was being a lot more open about how she felt about me and us. We were completely in love. And very, very happy.

She also mentions me writing her a letter and mailing it to her. I had been traveling so much I didn’t have time to continue to write her letters. She loved the letters I had written and given to her. So she was reminding me to keep doing that but mail some so she would be surprised to get them. I asked if anyone else got the mail and she told me she was the only one with the key so it was safe. She said she would grab them and go into her room and lock the door before she opened it.

Each time I sent her a letter she would read it a few times then call me and be very emotional. I can write really good letters. And I have always been very romantic.

21st Voicemail 4-13-2015 1:43pm

Hey babe I saw you tried calling me a couple of times I was just trying to call you back. I just stepped out of a meeting to try to reach you. Anyway, I hope everything is okay, I love you very much and I will call you back in a little bit. Okay? Alright, I love you, bye.

22nd Voicemail 4-13-2015 2:34pm

Hey just give me a call when you have a second. Okay. I’m getting texts from you, give me a call, bye.

23rd Voicemail 4-13-2015 4:06pm

What is it with you babe, about texting me and then not answering me when I call? Holy crap. I am so confused by you. What were you saying about me like being the protecter. I never said I was a protecter. Why are you cracking up? I need to know why you are cracking up. So anyway, call me. Now. Obey.

24th Voicemail 4-13-2015 7:11pm

Well Mr. Cooper. So here you are throwing me to voicemail again. I’m just teasing you. So I just wanted to mention to you really quick that I was just out getting my mail and I haven’t gotten it for a few days but there is no letter from you or anything like that. So I just needed to remind you that you are more than welcome to write to me and send a letter to me anytime you would like. Because it would be a fun little surprise to get something in the mail from you. Just saying. Anyway, I was just thinking about you and wanted to say hi. And, I love you, so I will…

25th Voicemail 4-13-2015 9:45pm

Good evening, Sam. Hey, I was just thinking about you and thought I would give you a call and I know that you like voicemail messages I guess. Anyway, so yeah, just thinking about you so anyway. Call me back whenever you want. Okay. I love you, call me later.

17th Voicemail, 18th Voicemail, 19th Voicemail, 20th Voicemail – April 12, 2015

We had a very long and very good talk about a future and what were we doing together. This was the first say we really started to believe we may be able to make this last. She was so loving and reassuring. I was sending her text messages telling her I wouldn’t leave her. That I loved her very much and we could work something out. I told her I would wait for her no matter how long it took because I knew in my heart she belonged with me. She told me I was the only one that really understood her and saw her for all of her passion and not for how crazy she would get with frustration and anger. I was also very busy at work and wasn’t able to call back as soon as she wanted me to.

17th Voicemail 4-12-2015 1:58am

Hey baby. I just wanted to make sure that you are okay. I just want you to know that I’m thinking about you and I love you. And I just love you very much. I’m hearing you sending me a bunch of texts right now. It’s not screwed up I don’t know why you said it’s screwed up, baby. It’s not screwed up I’m just trying to respect your time, you know? Just like you do for me. Anyway. I love you very much. I’m not sure why you are texting and you’re not answering. I don’t. Anyway, that’s okay. I understand you need your time and your space right now. I just miss you and I’m just thinking about you and I’m just really, you know, concerned about you and I just really care about you. And I don’t want to bug you and I just want you to know that. Okay? Alright, babe. I love you and I will talk to you…

18th Voicemail 4-12-2015 10:06am

Hey Sam it’s me. Just wanted to give you a call this morning. Touch base with you see how you are doing. Just wanting to let you know that I’m thinking about you and I love you very much and I just want you to know that. I’m here for you, for whatever you need. Whenever you need. Just know that, okay baby? Alright, I will, just give me a call when you can, okay? I’ll text you and just try to touch base with you. I love you and I will talk to you very…

19th Voicemail 4-12-2015 1:21pm

Hey babe. I thought I might be able to catch you since we were texting. Maybe you had to step away from your phone or something. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and I love you and that’s just all. I just love you. You told me to call you whenever. And I just want you to know that I was thinking about you and I’m always here. I’m not going anywhere, okay?

20th Voicemail 4-12-2015 7:22pm

Hey Sam. Hey, wow you are texting me saying you said Don’t. I just wanted to let you know that I’m thinking about you and that I love you. And I had a very interesting thing happen to me today and I’m really excited to talk to you about it. I hope you are okay. You seem kind of frustrated but I wanted to call you because earlier you said call you anytime. So I’m kind of confused. Anyway, I love you. I hope you are doing well, as well as you can anyway right now. Just, I want you to know that I’m thinking about you and I love you and I’m here babe. And I’m not going anywhere…

16th Voicemail – April 9, 2015

We were still struggling a little bit. It wasn’t serious but it was causing insecurity in both of us. The affair was a month into it by now and we were very much in love. For me the guilt of all of the sex with knowing she was still spiritually married really bothered me. She kept reassuring me it was not at all what it seemed. We were always able to talk all of this out.

16th Voicemail 4-09-2015 10:58pm

Sam, I need you to know that I love you and I’m sorry that what I said upset you, okay? I love you, don’t shut me out please, okay? We promised we wouldn’t do this to each other, okay? I love you. I’ll talk to you soon, okay? Bye.