I did not catfish Meri Brown. I did not catfish anyone else either. There are a lot of false stories. Think about who the source is that you got the information from before you believe anything. Just Sayin 😉
The reason why I held on to this last set is because it tells why we broke up. I had begun working incredibly long hours. It was too much for me and for her. I wasn’t able to talk to her very often or even see her like we had been doing. We started doing Facetime and Skype to stay in touch when it had been a few days since we saw each other. But I couldn’t get work caught up. I tried to do my best to stay in touch. She was pretty upset. I was upset that she was upset. And we began to bicker. Often about not having time for each other. We both had gotten so used to spending all of our free time together. This was not what we had promised to each other. I didn’t realize my work was going to happen like this. I was stressed out, she was missing me. And it a very hard time on both of us. Mostly her because she just missed me. It was very unfair to her.
195th Voicemail July 9, 2015 10:32am
Um, I just hope you’ll trust me. Okay? I’ll talk to you later.
196th Voicemail July 10, 2015 10:51am
There’s that comment, hey I’ve got to take this call. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you later, okay. Bye.
197th Voicemail July 10, 2015 9:14pm
I love you babe. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.
198th Voicemail July 12, 2015 6:38pm
I need to know where you are babe. I need to get in there and see you. Okay? Give me a call. Come on answer my phone. Alright? I love you?
199th Voicemail July 13th, 2015 3:51pm
Hey, just give me a call, okay? I love you. Bye.
200th Voicemail July 14th, 2015 1:12am
I was just trying. I was doing everything that you wanted me to do. So.
201st Voicemail July 15th, 2015 8:31pm
Samuel. I don’t know if you are even going to get this message or you are even going to listen to it but I really need you to hear me out. I need you to stop doing this. Please. I am here for you for whatever you need whenever you need it and you know that. I have done this. The whole time. I am here and you are not sharing with me. You are not opening up to me and you just keep shutting me out. I don’t know what you need unless you open yourself up to me. You can’t just call me and say what are you doing? And I start sharing with you what you are doing and then your just shutting me down. I don’t know what that is all about. I don’t understand this. I love you. You called and say you just have a couple of minutes what are you doing and I start telling you and you are like Oh, okay, well nevermind, okay, bye. And then like I needed help but nevermind. That’s fine and I’m like babe just tell me what you need. I can’t read your mind. I can’t read your mind. I try. I try so hard but I just can’t do it I’m doing my very best. Baby, gosh. Tell me what you need. Tell me how I can help you. Tell me how I can be there for you. That’s all I want. Okay? You just need to open up to me. I love you. And when you hang up the phone on me and you just run away and don’t say anything. God, baby.
202nd Voicemail July 16th, 2015 10:02am
I love you. I love you. I love you.
203rd Voicemail July 17th, 2015 6:30pm
Oh, anyway, I hope you’re okay. I just want you to know I love you and I would love to touch base with you again today. We haven’t, I mean we talked this morning you know, for a while and that was great. And just for a second this afternoon and I caught you at a bad time but, anyway. So I would love to talk to you this evening and say goodnight to you and stuff. So, anyway, I hope you are okay. I’m kind of getting a little nervous that you are not and I just want to make sure that you’re okay. So, I just need you to know that I love you very much and I’m not going anywhere I’m right here. And I’m happy about it.
204th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:30am
I had fun. It was fun. You got to see me. You are really cute on the phone. You are really sweet. I don’t. Now I’m just afraid I scared you off or something. Anyway, I love you. I just wish you would talk to me. Okay?
205th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:35am
Don’t take that away from us okay? It’s very special to me. You know that. I feel like you have been struggling tonight and I don’t understand why. And I’m trying to just be very caring and very understanding. You’ve hung up on me like 3 times. And I’m just. I guess I’ll just give you your space I understand that you need that and just know that it’s breaking my heart because I don’t know what’s going on. You just keep saying it’s fine, it’s fine. And usually when you do that something is really bugging you and I don’t know if it’s me or if it’s some other external thing. I don’t even know. I guess I will just give you the space that you need. Just know that I am really sad about it. Because I don’t know what is going on and I feel like it’s me and I don’t know what I did. If what I said was not how I think you took it and it wasn’t at all. So I’m very sorry that I said it in a way that you misunderstood and it came across in a different way. I’m very sorry about that. Anyway. I wish that you weren’t so mad at me right now. I hate it when you are mad at me. I wish that you weren’t pushing me away. I love you very much.
206th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:41am
Okay. I look forward to talking to you on the phone.
207th Voicemail July 21st, 2015 10:59pm
Um, let me know what’s going on because I’m kind of confused now.
208th Voicemail July 22nd 2015, 11:10am
Why won’t you answer your call, your phone? Why are you ignoring me? I don’t understand. I didn’t do anything wrong here.
209th Voicemail July 22nd, 2015 11:51am
Sam. I need you to call me. Please. Okay? I don’t know what’s going on. I just don’t understand why you’ve completely shut down on me. I didn’t do anything wrong. You didn’t do anything wrong. There is absolutely no reason for this to have happened. I don’t understand. And you are saying to me I don’t understand why it gets like this and I’m like I don’t either. So why don’t you just give me a call and let’s talk about it. Okay? I love you. We need to figure this out because…
210th Voicemail July 24th, 2015 11:41pm
I don’t know what’s going on. You are ignoring me you are not talking to me and I just don’t know what to do. So just please call me, okay? I love you. I do. I’m sorry for whatever it was that I said that made you mad at me. I don’t even know what’s going. Thinking back over the conversation and thinking what did I even say obviously I said something so. I’m really sorry, please forgive me, please come back to me, please stop being mad at me. Please just call me okay? I love you I’ll talk to you later. Call me whenever you want, okay. I’m here I’m not going anywhere, okay? I love you.
211th Voicemail July 26th, 2015 11:46pm
So I see you don’t want to say goodnight to me anymore because it’s probably been about, well I guess Tuesday night we did talk. But other than that it’s probably about the last 5 nights or so you refuse to talk to me at night and I don’t know why. I don’t know what’s going on. One time you told me that you wanted to you know that you have this expectation, you were upset with me when I had texted you to say that I was going to bed or something like this. This was a while ago. And you got mad at me, you were like well I have this expectation that we would say goodnight, everynight. Well I now have come to have that expectation too and you know I’ve enjoyed that I like that. I like chatting with you and touching base with you at night, saying goodnight I love you sleep well you know that kind of stuff. And you’re ignoring me, completely shutting me out and I did nothing wrong here.
212th Voicemail July 26th, 2015 11:48pm
I need some communication. Without communication I don’t know what to do. Okay? I want to talk to you. That’s what I need. I need that. I need you to please call me. Okay? I love you, you know I love you. You know this. But I need to know that you love me too. And I need you to call me. Okay? I need us to talk on the phone. We can’t go to bed like this. I can’t have you just ignoring me like this.
213th Voicemail July 27th, 2015 10:04pm
Babe, there’s no way in hell for me to know that you really wanted to meet me tonight, again.
214th Voicemail July 27th, 2015 10:10pm
I promised you I wasn’t going anywhere. I love you but I just need to know what you want. I need you to open the hell up to me and tell me what you want from me. Tell me what you need from me. I can’t read your mind. Alright, I love you.
And more on it’s way soon 😉