I was struggling with all that she had revealed to me. So I pulled away from her. I didn’t know what to do. The guilt of the affair had always been something I struggled with but now with all I knew, I was stunned. So she started to get worried because I was not really talking to her at all. If I did it was short and sweet. I was being polite. That was it. At this point I was telling her we need to stop. She flipped out and said it wouldn’t be much longer at all and we could finally be together. She said filming would be wrapping up soon and she would be free.

79th Voicemail 5-3-2015 7:57am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Axznbc0vxLo&feature=youtu.be

Hey sorry I don’t know if you got the other message or not because I heard this weird beep and I don’t know if it erased whatever. I don’t even know what happened, I don’t know if you got it. I just want to tell you I love you I’m here I’m not going anywhere. I made a promise to you and I’m not leaving. I know you are struggling I’m very sorry about that. I wish there was something I could do to help you through it. I just need you that I am still working on my stuff and I hope you will be there at the end of my road because that’s what we said we would do. You said you would be here with me, you said you’d wait for me and I am just praying that that’s the case, so. I’m just trusting. I’m trusting you. And I’ll just keep trusting you and I hope you’ll do that for me too. Anyway, I love you very much and I hope I get to hear your voice again. Call me please baby.

80th Voicemail 5-3-2015 11:17am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuIr3Vk_gCI&feature=youtu.be

Hey there just wanting to call and say hi I haven’t talked to you for a long time. Texted a lot but I haven’t talked to you and I like to hear your voice so anyway. Hope you are doing well hope you have had a good day and I hope to talk to you soon. Okay. I will talk to you later, love you bye.

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