It was love, nothing else

We are 9 months into this catfish story. And the one thing everyone seems to overlook is how much she loved me. It wasn’t fake, it wasn’t pretend. It was real. Why did she love me so much? Because of how I treated her. She was my Queen. She completely trusted me and gave me her heart. She never felt like that before. Not with him, not with anyone else. She was open to all the love I gave her. And I loved her more than anything.

It was love. Just complete, true, exciting, love. I loved Meri. Meri loved me. That’s all there was to this story.

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About Samuel

Single dad of 4 beautiful kids, Heston & Alex my twin boys, and my daughters Peace and Sky. Dad of 2 angel babies in Heaven, Ryan and Talon. Divorced. Semi-retired app developer, business partner, Commercial Real estate investor, Chicago Bears & Chicago Cubs fan, vegan, lifelong Catholic, voting independent party member, guitar playing singer who owns a dog, and 2 cats. We live in beautiful Denver, Colorado. I started my first blog Janaury 1st, 2012. Official owner of and @NotBatmanYet Twitter account.
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  1. I have followed sister wives since the beginning and I find this whole situation so exciting

  2. I don’t think she \stop loving you or that she wants to stay with him but after seeing what is coming up on the next show I think she gave you up because of her daughter she knew she would never forgive her for leaving her dad and she loves her daughter more than anything

  3. No one is forgetting the love Meri had for you and the love you had for her. Personally, I don’t believe she was a victim. She is playing up for the camera but it is clear she wanted to be with you at the end of last season. This season she is back to crying and whining. I think she is depressed because she hates her husband, Kody, but feels she is stuck in that life.

    I guess I would be depressed as well if my husband spent all his time and energy with his new, young favorite wife. Kody said he had no clue how to handle the emotions of women but he went ahead and wife up 4 women. What he thought would have happened when he stopped paying attention to his old favorite wife? That she would have stuck around, waiting for scraps of love? He likes to walk around telling people he has 4 wives but I wonder if he realizes 3 of those wives are miserable. What’s the point in having 4 wives and three are miserable? Furthermore, he doesn’t tell people that those four women are with him for religious reasons only. If religion was out of the equation, Kody wouldn’t have any wives because he has no qualities that would make him a good husband or father.

    That is the realization Meri is facing. Her husband is a jerk. A complete asshole. Everyone can see it just by watching their show and how he treats his wives and children. She knows this and wants out of that “marriage”. Those voicemails, those texts do not lie. Those are words of a woman coming to terms that she has been in a very bad marriage and wants out. She knows polygamy is a very bad situation for her to be in so she chose a monogamous man to fall in love with.

    That is why she was looking for love and that is how she found you. Someone who is totally different from Kody. Someone who understood a woman’s emotions and needs. She looked fantastic last year on their show.. Glowing and biting her lips. She was in love….deeply and truly in love.

    Whatever happened that made her change her mind has made her depressed and it shows this season. She is not happy being a sister wife. She is not happy with Kody. She needs to open her eyes and realize there are people who can help her get away from polygamy. There are men out there who are monogamous and faithful. She blew it with you, Sam, but she should know she is free to try again. She doesn’t have to stay with Kody now or for all eternity. I hope she goes on to live a great life. Hate to see her wake up one morning and realized she wasted her entire life on a man who doesn’t love or care for her.

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