Question Time Part 1

This is only half of them. I haven’t done this in months so the questions sort of piled up. Hope you enjoy my answers. I love getting questions. I just wish they were more about me and less about Meri Lol

1.    Are you nervous for what Meri will say this year on Sister Wives about you?

2.    Does it make you mad at all that she is lying as you say about your relationship/affair with her?

No I get hurt by her not admitting that we were in love. Everything else I don’t care about.
3.    How are the twins doing?

4.    Why did you adopt? Why not wait until you find someone to marry then have kids of your own?

That is still an option but the opportunity came out of nowhere. I prayed on it and I said okay to one child. When they found out it was a twins and both boys I got scared that I may have asked for too much but I decided this is what God wanted for me so I said Let’s do it. It all worked out perfectly.
5.    Do you think God will forgive you for having an affair of some sort with a married woman?

He already has. She is divorced btw
6.    Does the fact that she is only spiritually married to Kody make it a relationship or dating rather than an affair? Just trying to sort this out it’s so interesting to me.

It was an affair because she is spiritually married to him.
7.    I just want to say I know all the bad things that keep getting said about you and I wanted to say keep fighting to share your side Sam. You do have a lot of support.

Thank you
8.    Are you ready for the new season of Sister Wives to start?

If it is starting great for them
9.    Will you be watching Sister Wives this year?

Heck no
10.    Will you answer questions about anything Meri says about you on the show so we can better understand your side of things?

11.    What do you do for a living?

I am the CEO of 9 companies
12.    How much money do you make per year?

Depends on how you mean. From my job around $15 million last year,  from my inheritance money sitting in the bank each year more than that. I don’t do investments like stock markets or anything like that. I collect interest off of my bank accounts and pour that money into my saving accounts. I have an accountant who is also my financial advisor and he helps me out. I do donate a lot to charity. Probably around $1 to $2 million per year out of what I earn. I make donations quietly each month to multiple charities that I support and find out about.

13. Not answering that one
14.    How many businesses do you have and what are they? What are the names of your companies?

9, Construction, commercial investment, commercial real estate investments, gas stations and strip malls. I’m not disclosing the names but you can find that out online. Several people already have.
15.    Will your boys work for you some day?

No. If they want to and it’s their idea, yes. But I prefer they both go to college and figure out what they want to do. They will both work.
16.    Are you going to make your kids go to Catholic school?

Yes I am all the way through High School.
17.    How do you justify having an affair and being Catholic? It’s a sin. You are going to hell for what you have done.

It was a mistake and I fell in love. I don’t justify it I take full responsibility for it. I’m not going to hell I have repented my sin and been forgiven by God.
18.    Do you and Meri still talk?

No comment Lol
19.    Does Meri still contact you or send you messages?

No comment Lol
20.    Do you think Meri will be biting her bottom lip as a signal to you on the show this year?

Yes I know she will
21.    Do you think Meri is still in love with you?

Yes I know she is
22.    Are you still in love with Meri?

I always will be but I have moved on
23.    Will you ever get back with Meri?

24.    Why doesn’t Meri leave Kody and help you raise the twins? She said she wanted to have your babies and raise kids with you now is the time for her to leave him finally.

Go ask her
25.    Do you think Meri is scared of Kody?

I know she is. She told me several stories or things that had happened that day that prove she is scared of his reactions, what he will think, and how he treats her.
26.    Why would Meri lie to her family and to her fans about the friendship she had with you?

It was never a friendship. We kind of blew past the friendship and right into loving each other. We had an affair. She is lying so she doesn’t have to explain what she felt about me.
27.    Was it just a friendship or was it an affair?

It was an affair
28.    Did you have sex with Meri Brown?

29.    What do you do for fun?

I play my guitar and sing. Everyday. I sing to my boys.
30.    Are you still single?

31.    I think you are very handsome. I would date you. Are you interested in dating a divorced 32 your old mom with 2 kids and a good job? I live near Chicago.

32.    You have always been polite and nice to me every time I leave a comment. How do you hold your temper with all of the terrible and vicious things people say about you?

I ignore it so I don’t see any of it. The messages that do get through don’t bother me at all.
33.    Who is Vic Urben? Is that a guy or a girl?

A guy
34.    Why is Vic Urben stalking you on Twitter?

He’s obsessed with me
35.    Do you know about this supposed documentary that is being made about you? What do you think about that if you know already?

Yes. I was asked by Shannon whatever her last name is to be in it I said No, No thanks, and No. She continues to play games online to try to get my attention and I ignore her. She’s really weird. I think it’s a stupid idea. They have zero info about me and will obviously fill it in with their games and lies. You will see.
36.    Do you think Meri will ever tell the truth?

She will someday. She will have to.
37.    Meri is lying. I just wanted to say that to you. I can tell she is lying and not just about things with you. She is not being honest about a lot of things in her life. She needs to get help.

Yes she is
38.    Do you miss Meri?

39.    The first show is out now Sam, did you watch it?

40.    Do you watch tv? You talk about reading a lot and you always seem busy. What shows do you watch?

Rarely. I’m too busy and I take care of my boys when I’m at home. If I watch tv it’s usually the History channel or sports. I like Pawn Stars and Vikings.
41.    What kind of music do you like?

All kinds. My favorite is Christian contemporary
42.    Are you dating? Who is she if so?

43.    Do you want to date?

Not right now. Maybe in a few years.
44.    Have you been in any relationships since things ended with Meri?

No relationships I did date Peyton and I did date Ellie. Both lasted 1 month. I never had sex with either one and we were not in love at all. Casual dating.
45.    Do you still talk and Facetime with your fans?

Yes I do. Anyone that finds my number and shoots me a text I talk to unless they are rude then I block them.
46.    What is Lindsay really like? She seems so mean and angry.

She is loyal and fun. She is a smartass. Anything she says on Twitter is hilarious to her. So don’t take anything she says seriously. She goofs around all of the time.
47.    How did you meet Lindsay?

At a convention she was working in a booth for her job. She started harassing me and we began talking. That was almost 21 years ago.
48.    Do you know who Jackie Overton is?

I am aware of her but we don’t know each other. I have spoken to her 3 times now answering her questions about all of this and her name being flung in there. She is innocent and has nothing at all to do with any of this. There was not catfish and Jackie is not a catfish. A lot of people are telling lies and stories on her ruining her name. It’s sad to me. I have tried to help her out. She refuses to let me help her.
49.    Why are the trolls so vicious and mean towards you? You don’t even talk to any of them yet they continue to ride your ass every single day. It’s disturbing how those women act. It really does upset me when I read the things they try to pass off as truth. They are only about creating games and trying to trick people into believing them.

They have nothing better to do with their time than to harass, stalk, and bully me online. A very sick group of women. They are liars.
50.    Do you know what the trolls say about you?

No. Any messages that do get through I ignore and won’t read.
51.    Meri keeps saying you are a woman. Are you?

No. All male.
52.    Why does Meri keep saying she was catfished when all of this was clearly an affair?

Go ask her
53.    Meri wanted to leave. She even said so in Alasaka. Why is she lying about wanting to leave Kody?

Because we broke up and she ran back to him. Now she has to kiss everyone’s ass and try to convince them she wasn’t leaving when my blog proves she was.
54.    Do you watch Sister Wives?

55.    Did you target Meri from the beginning?

No. We both fell in love with each other. Me first then her 3 days later. She said I love you for the first time the day after we had sex for the first time. She texted it to me as she was leaving Disneyland because she was crying and wanting to stay with me.

56.    Won’t answer that one
57.    Did Lindsay hack into Meri’s phone or bug her house?

No and if she had done that she would be in jail or there would be a police report. Meri is making that up. It’s ridiculous.
58.    Why did you never get married?

I was engaged once. I have never met someone that I wanted to Meri Lol Until Meri.
59.    Do you want to get married someday?

I will be getting married this someday. I know that for sure.
60.    Are you still in love with Meri?

Yes always will be.
61.    What would you do if Meri called you?

I would say Hello, it’s me. I was wondering if…. Lol I would say Hey baby!
62.    What did you know about Polygamy before you met Meri?

I knew it meant men married to many wives. That was about it. I had heard about the horrible things Warren Jeffs has done. But I really didn’t know much more.
63.    What do you think of polygamy now?

Totally for it. I think it’s great for the right group of consenting adults. I think polygamy has a lot of historical meanings and is a good thing if done with focus on love and family. It’s not for my life, for my life it would be a sin but I support all polygamists.
64.    Do you think Meri will ever leave Kody?

Yes I know she will. She not only told me she will she promised me she will.
65.    Why do you think Meri stays?

For the money.
66.    What happened between Meri and Janelle?

They got along great until her married Kody. Then Meri and Janelle had a lot of issues talking to each other and working together as a family.
67.    Did you really help Meri try to heal things with Janelle?

Yes the day before she was going to film talking to Janelle about healing their relationship her and I filled out the Judge Your Neighbor worksheet by Byron Katie and we discussed our answers. She told me all about why her and Janelle don’t get along. It comes down to trust and that Janelle won’t apologize or even acknowledge how mean she has been to her.
68.    Did you know about the Facebook page for Sam and Meri fans?

No Lol
69.    What do you think about people becoming Sam and Meri Fans?

I think do whatever you want just leave me out of it please.
70.    Can I have some money?

71.    Why don’t you buy Lindsay a new car this year for all of her hard work?

Lindsay just bought herself a new Jaguar.
72.    Don’t you think Lindsay needs to take 2 months off of work to travel Central America?

No….hmmmmm wait a minute here
73.    Why can’t Lindsay have more time off of work to gamble and drink beer?

Lol Lindsay!
74.    How is your dog doing?

He’s great. He’s so good with the babies. He does bark and wake them up sometimes though.
75.    Did you steal your dog from Stacy?

No Lol That is the most ridiculous thing. Lindsay had him for a little bit and Stacy had fun hanging out with him but that was the extent of that. Lindsay would take him when I was going out of town so much. That’s just really dumb. My goodness. Stacey hates dogs. She had 3 with her ex-husband, she never fed them wouldn’t take care of them and made them be outside in the backyard. They weren’t allowed in the house. Stacey does not like any pets at all. She doesn’t take care of the pets she did have.

Church it Up

Church was so great this morning. I had so much fun listening to the message and I feel like I had a very good prayer afterwards. I got to see some folks I haven’t seen for a few weeks. We had been staying in Chicago and I have been out-of-town. This Church is smaller but more like a community. I like it. Sarah comes with me. We were both raised Catholic so she gets it. We are both expected to go to Church, preferably Sunday or Friday night. Then go to Confession on the last Saturday of every month.

Let me tell you the poor Father that has been hearing my last 9 month confessions must have his mind blown at this point Lol I mean my accent is so unique to this area it’s not hard to tell who’s in confession. Even though the politeness of confidentiality will always keep the weird looks off of me. I can’t even imagine what my religious leaders think of me. I know what some of them do because I routinely get called in on Wednesday nights to talk over what’s in the media or what other people email to them. The most asked question is why am I allowed in that Church when I had a public scandal/affair? I simply say I come here to be closer to God, not for gossip or to harm anyone. I’m here for me. That usually is a good enough answer for everyone. I’m trying to live a better life in Church, not without it. I want to come. I deal with all of the looks and whispers. I can handle it. But I’m there for me. I want to go. It’s a very deep need of mine. Without Church I do feel completely lost. As soon as I can I will be taking my boys to Church. It’s very important to me to set their spiritual foundation in place. I will make them go up until they are at an age they can sit me down and explain why they don’t want to go anymore. I know that age is around 12 or 13. Hopefully not sooner than that.

Sarah actually gets more looks showing up with me than I get being the local Church whore Lol She is African-American, she is beautiful and young. People automatically assume we are together. We aren’t. She is my nanny and my friend. On Sundays she is my friend and I introduce her as such. If someone asks how we met, I let her answer it however she sees fit. I stay quiet. And if someone sneaks me off to ask about her I bring them over and introduce her and offer to answer any questions they may have about us. Sarah is a very sweet, smart, loving woman. Until she finds a boyfriend or more friends that want to attend Church with her she’s stuck with me. The best part is the car ride home from Church. She always calls her mom and talks about what the Mass was about that day. And I hear her mom always ask did you go with Sam? Yes, mama Lol So funny. In Chicago we have been picking up her friend Kelly to go to Church with us. She is also in Sarah’s college and doing the online classes just like she is. They have bounded over trying to balance work and school. Trying to figure out what to do next for the courses and just life in general. Kelly seems like a great girl. I’m happy Sarah has been making friends. I want her to. I don’t want her stuck at home with me all of the time. I want to be at home. I have lived. I have partied, I have had my fun. And I will continue to have fun when I can. Right now my entire life and free time is all about my kids. I love it. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I don’t even miss going out. I do miss some restaurants but I figured out I can call in my order and swing by after work to get it.

I am working on a few things for this blog today. There will be some changes. Lindsay is back home finally. She basically had most of May off of work dealing with the loss of her mom and handling all of the estate stuff. She has been working on a lot of things that I wanted on here. I am ready to add them. I am happy to see her doing better. She was in a real funk for several weeks. That’s just not who she is. She is always happy and smiling. She can be very quiet but lately she’s just been keeping busy. Silent. Not her usual loud, gregarious self. I think finally being home will help and she will find her new life without having to worry and take care of her mom anymore. I do know she is looking to sell her house soon. She wants something bigger. I get that but I hope she doesn’t go too crazy. I know she will always get what she want so I wish her and Ben the best in finding her Vegas dream house! They are still going through with the divorce. Ben lobbied one last shot at trying to save it and she said it’s either you divorce me or I go dig a hole in the desert and there’s that Lol So he said he would sign the papers and he did. She said it will be done in a few weeks and then everything will be perfect again. They will remain together, very strange to me. But like she said, she only got married to make her mom happy. Now she’s getting the divorce to make herself happy and if Ben is “stupid enough” to marry her he will be “smart enough” to divorce her Lol Her words. Ben just wants her. Forever. He really does love her. He says no 2 days are ever the same. Her spontaneity is what keeps it all fun and she is the most non-judgemental person he has ever met. She simply says k to everything he wants to do. She doesn’t crab at him or ask why. She accepts it and goes on. Except anytime he goes out-of-town without her. That she does pitch a huge fit. She thinks if they travel the “law” is you offer to take the other with them if they can go. She loves traveling and she wants to always go somewhere. If he has trips out-of-town for work she makes his life hell until he gets home Lol Doesn’t surprise me, she has been doing the same thing for me for years with work trips.

My boys are chunks. I love them so much. They really are getting to that fun age. For the longest time they just looked at me. Now they are moving their hands to touch my beard and face. They are always trying to grab my hair or ears. I play with them everyday and every night. I am taking care of them. There has been questions on why I have 3 nannies. Well I have 2 right now and I’ll explain it. Not that it’s anyone’s business. Sarah is my live in nanny because I have to work. I need someone to watch them when I’m working. I have 2 part-time nannies for the weekends so Sarah and I can take a break from getting up at night. Also so Sarah or I can go out and do the shopping or errands. Sometimes Sarah and I go together if it’s been a week or 2 that she has actually left the house. I have 3 nannies so I can work and I don’t get burned out raising twin babies. I have 3 nannies so Sarah doesn’t get burned out and quit on me. I understand the question of why have 3 when 2 would be enough but the answer is this. If I solely rely myself to 1 person being our backup and I solely rely on her schedule always being with us every single weekend I do believe she would have quit on me already. Every single weekend she would give up until she either quit or I let her go. So I got 2 of them to trade-off shifts so no one would leave me, no one would complain they have no time off on weekends and no one would leave Sarah and I without any help on the weekends. I hope that explains it. Most of the times during the days on Saturdays and Sundays I have my boys all by myself. The nannies are there, they are doing other things or just hanging out, but their role is to help me. Not raise my kids. I am raising my kids. I am doing everything I can for them all on my own. There are sometimes I just can’t do anymore that day. I run out of energy usually by Thursday. On Fridays I’m brain-dead and I still have to get through an 8 hour work day. It’s the exhaustion new parents feel. Do you remember those days? It’s hard isn’t it. Try doing that and working all day. I’m not complaining, this is the life I choose but it’s still hard. The night-time feedings are better now. Only because both of my boys are sleeping more at night.

That should answer that one to the best of my ability. I need to go make lunch and get packed up. I have a big Question post I’ve been working on a few days. It’s over 100 Questions long that we have taken out of the comments and emails. I will answer most of them. Some I did delete because they were just rude. I will post that later on.

Hope ya’ll have a great Sunday! I prayed for all of you this morning.