We are at July 2016 and I still haven’t gotten a date yet for my adoption hearing. It is a little frustrating because I have passed every test, jumped through every hoop, dotted all of my i’s. I have done what they told me to do. This waiting part of adoption, not a fan. At all.

I understand it is a process but I just want it official. They are my babies. My sons. In name already and also in my heart. Once the judge signs that one sheet of paper I will never, ever have to worry about losing them. Not ever. I am giving them the best life I can. And it’s not about money. I am spending all of my free time with them. I am hands on. I change the diapers, feed them, cleaning up after them. I’m the dad. Super Dad! And I do my very best with my boys. When we get our quiet time together I rock them and talk about God. I talk about how much I wanted them and how much I love them. Forever. We are a family and it really is the best decision I have ever made.

Having kids has been the greatest job of my life. I just want this to be legal so I can stop looking over my shoulder for something bad to happen here. It’s frustrating. But I know it’s worth the wait. I love my boys. Heston and Alex are my whole life. I love with them both with all of my heart. I know the judge will see that.

Please continue to pray our adoption comes soon. I hope it’s this year. I just don’t know when.

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