Voicemail Page finally fixed!

After months of taking a break from all of the technical stuff regarding the texts, voicemails, and photos Lindsay is finally fixing everything that isn’t working on this blog. There are MORE voicemails going up soon. Lindsay had them all in the R-Rated section but she deleted that page when they became screwed up somehow. Now she is putting them all into the main voicemail page instead. I have a total of 320 voicemails. So far on my page there are 233 that you have all had access to. We locked the dirty ones up Lol Now that Lindsay has added a BEEP noise to cover all her dirty words and phrases so we can’t get in trouble, I can now add them on my blog and Youtube.

Keep in mind, these are voicemails sent to me. They are my property. I already asked several lawyers. I own them all. And they are the proof of everything I have said. We were in love, we were in a relationship, we met several times in person and had sex over 60 times. We even took 2 vacation trips together. Once to Disney, once to Utah for a week. All of the proof is on this blog. Just look through it and see for yourself. If you don’t believe me, that’s not my problem. If you do believe me it probably makes you sad to realize how unhappy Meri was and still is with her life. I hope she leaves soon. She deserves a lot better.

All of the voicemails are now back up and on the main Youtube Account, the one that her and I share. Every single word from the voicemails has been typed up and spell corrected. You can view the entire page and all the contents right….here….



So as months have gone by and I haven’t commented, a lot has happened. Turns out I wasn’t the first or the last guy Meri has been flirting with on the internet and/or in person. 2 guys have contacted me to tell me their stories. Neither of them have the month long story that I do but all of the main stuff is very similar. She kept contacting each one over the course of a few weeks on the first guy, the 2nd guy stuck around for 2 months he claims. Both provided text message and call log proof. No voicemails for them Lol Interesting. Makes me sad to know I was just one of many.

She must really want away from that douchebag. Good luck to the new guy. I hope he can handle it. I know I couldn’t.

I am happy with my dating situation right now. I have 2 girls I am dating. It’s very casual and we are keeping it only to movie dates or dinner/event dates. Things are moving very slowly because I am not looking for a relationship right now. It’s companionship only. Neither have ever come to my home or met my boys. They know about them. They also know about all of this. And the affair. And each other.

Kisses on the cheeks and hugs is as far as it goes and I’m happy about that. It’s sweet. Dating can be so stressful. Right now keeping things friendship/dating is best for me. I have way too much stuff going on and I really have no time to date but maybe 3 or 4 times a month.

I’m happy that Lindsay is finally fixing things. I had to go get her some Baconator fries and a 6 pack of Diet Coke before she would do anything Lol

We are going to watch some Olympics tonight and I will go grab us a pizza later. She loves Chicago pizza. It really is very delicious.

I am happy. I made it through all of this mess with a sense of humor and an increased knowledge that ignoring bullies online really is the best way to go. The trolls have done nothing. They have accomplished nothing. They have only ruined their own names because people have been looking up all the nasty comments and photos they post at me Jackie or Lindsay. It’s disgusting. They really are horrible women and I’m glad that Lindsay has been getting more of their accounts suspended. I would like them to all go away and leave me alone but that will not happen until they get a new target or someone in their life makes them look in a mirror on how they treat people. These women do not even know me, they were never a part of my story and they assume, create, or just completely lie about everything. They try to guess at what my life is, where I’m at, and who my friends are. Good luck I learned a year ago to lock all that stuff up. They continue to bash me online, go for it ladies. I don’t see it, don’t care, and really could not spend 1 second of my time thinking anymore about you. Get a life and quit trying to live through mine. You aren’t wanted by anyone around me.

To my supporters, thank you all! You are a huge group of really cool people that I have gotten to know. All of our Twitter DM, emails, calls, and texts have been great for me. I have learned a lot about myself. I know better, I do better. My life is in a really good place.

Having kids was the best thing that ever happened for me. I am so blessed and that is all I really care about now. At some point this will all be taken down I will wipe it clean of all the Meri bullshit. But not yet. Let’s see what happens this fall 😉

Thank you for reading this. Have a great night!

Home sweet Homemade cookies? Yes!

We are home! Well at least I am. Lindsay is staying the week so we can get a clear direction of work things before she heads back to Las Vegas. Ben is flying in Friday night to spend the weekend here. We get today off to sleep, shower, eat, and just chill.

I missed my boys so much. They are so awesome. Already awake and waiting for me as soon as I got home. I took a shower before I went near them. You never know what air-borne pathogens are you on after an international flight. We played for a while then they went back down for a short nap. This time Sarah had made us homemade cookies. It was so sweet and they are really good! We brought out all of our stuff we bought for her and the boys. They are heading to the laundry for today but I think Sarah really likes all the stuff I got her. She asked me for a tshirt. I bought her so much stuff Lol She’s spoiled and I think she deserves it.

Lindsay and I set all of our other gifts out on the kitchen table and started putting them into piles of who gets what. We have a list but some things I started grinning and saying Um no, that’s mine. So then she started doing that too Lol We really got some unique and cool items. I hope we have enough for people we promised gifts for. This always happens with me. I can’t help it.

So recap yesterday. We went to watch Rugby. Rugby is very violent with no padding. It makes you feel like a caveman watching it. You make this grunting noises and say Ooooohhhh a lot. You also yell out things like you never thought you would ever say like GET HER! TACKLE HER!

It was very interesting to watch. Those women are all very tough and I’m sure could flatten me if I ever tried to play rugby. I can’t imagine how many bruises they all have. I hope everyone survives. After Rugby we made our way over to weightlifting. I had never seen Olympic weightlifting so that was my pick. I can honestly say I will never get tickets to watch that again. I was in constant worry hoping no one ripped their arms right off or a neck did not snap under all that weight. I could barely watch it. I do not know how those athletes do that! My goodness I love to lift but I do nothing compared to that. I’m pretty proud of my 250 bench and my 225 dead lift squat. But that’s about all I can handle if I’m going to be doing 5 sets of 10. My arms burn my legs turn to jello and my back says Hellllooooo what are you doing! So happy everyone that we saw did a great job, made it through without injury and it looked like they were pleased with how they competed. There was this one guy that flipped out. He scratched? He disqualified himself? He did something wrong. A buzzer went off, he completely dropped the entire bar then screamed. I thought he was about to go Rollo Viking on somebody but that didn’t happen Lol It was exciting but worrisome. So that’s not tickets I will get again.

We left there grabbed something to eat and went over to say one last goodbye her to cousin. I asked her what will happen when she wins a medal. She said she and her horse will do a victory lap and she will not stop smiling for a year Lol I really really hope she wins. She works so hard! They all do. Not that I understand equestrian stuff at all but it looks hard. You have to be completely in tune with your horse. And she seems really really good. Lindsay said she wants her to send a text photo with whatever medal she gets this year. We were both trying to encourage her a lot. She said she is very hopeful she will medal. She didn’t care which medal but she really thought she had a great chance at the Gold this year. I really pray hard she gets it. She’s a very sweet woman and so tiny. I hope she has all of her Olympic dreams come true! If not I’m sure I will get to see her try again in Japan in four years. She said she has no plans to quit anytime soon. As long as her keeps qualifying and being invited to try out for the team she’s staying with it.

Good luck to all the athletes. Even the Russians. They were cleared to compete. If they are still doping they will get caught again and lose their medals. The IOC would not have cleared them if they had not taken the steps to prove they are clean. It’s so controversial but the point is they are allowed to be there, don’t trash them. They are doing the best they can too and I really hope no one else is cheating.

Team USA medal count is, let me go google it,

medalLook at that. USA in the lead already! And who is that in 5th? Lol Australia does have a really great team this year. They aren’t as dominate in swimming like in the past. That surprises me a little.

I really do hope all the athletes are injury free and okay. They really are all doing their best. Even the poor french guy that snapped his leg. Geez that looked bad and he was a trooper. Pray he gets well soon.

I had a great time at the Olympics. I am done traveling until November. I have no more trips planned for the next few months.

Still no news on my adoption court date. I know my hopes are up for this year but they are starting to fade. It’s going to happen when it’s meant to. They are both already Coopers so I just need to be more patient.

I’m going to go help out with my boys, they just got up from their little nap and then I’m going to bed. Lindz and I both slept on the plane a little bit but it’s nothing like stretching out in your own bed. She’s already passed out. She was out as soon as she got out of the shower. It was a real honor her allowing me to hang out with her cousin again this time. She did not drink at all and was actually very fun to travel with this time. Usually she’s sleep deprived and crabby. We had such a good time. I think I like sober Lindsay. A lot.

Hope everyone has a great week. It’s so good to be home!