Interesting Interview

Someone emailed me a link to this interview.



During the interview Meri says this:

We don’t have the romantic love that we did at the very beginning. We don’t. But I definitely love him and I have a lot of hope for our relationship and our future.

Kody says:

On a platonic level. I mean we are just not in a loving relationship.

The host ask is divorce on the table.

Meri says:

Not for me.

Kody says: No, then.


Be sure to check out my interview with a local Utah Fox station we filmed last week. It airs this week and will go on Youtube.


Season 7 Episode 11 Recap – Tell Lies Part 2

Back for more bullshit. Welcome to hopefully the last time you ever hear about me on this show.

Meri kicked Kody out in May of 2015. She said her marriage had been over for a long time and there was no point pretending anymore. She kicked him out so that her and I could spend more time together and we could make plans for her to leave. We all find out that Kody has never moved back into the house since he was kicked out. And it seems like he isn’t even going over on his day’s schedule to spend with her. That was something Andrea told me but I didn’t believe it. This also means they aren’t sleeping together anymore either. Which is sad since the last time I had sex with Meri was in August of 2015. No wonder she’s so depressed Lol

Everything I have said about Kody being kicked out is finally being told in the full truth. He was kicked out for May, June, July and in August that’s when we broke up. I had just assumed in August or at least September of 2015 he had moved back in and they were working through the affair. Nope. He stayed away.

The host lady asks why they fell in love to begin with. And the answers are pretty standard. You get along, you are happy. They want to build a family. Seems normal. Add in the I need another woman so that I can sit on a cloud throne when I die and we have polygamy. Nice huh?

Meri talks about how they have to build trust all over again because of all of the damage they have caused. People in the family want them to stay together. Social media wants her to leave. Everyone does. Kody says if Meri left it would affect his ego at this point rather than affect how he feels. Then why even keep her around? That’s the most selfish reason to keep an unhappy woman in your life. I hope she leaves him soon. She really does deserve so much better. As I have always said, this guy is a douchebag.

Again Kody tells the whole world exactly what I said 2 years ago. Meri was leaving. He admits Meri said that to him. This proves once again how much she has lied about that. She was leaving to be with me.

Kody was asked would you save Meri if she was on a burning bridge and he basically says no because we aren’t at that place in our relationship. WOW. Just wow. Douchebag.

And of course Robyn comes to clean up his mess, as usual. That used to be Meri’s job. This is very embarrassing for all of them. It really is.

The host lady asks what does your Faith say about being gay? Robyn says We are Christian. What?????????????????????????? When did an FLDS polygamist family turn Christian? Why isn’t this entire show being pulled now? The whole thing is based on polygamy. So now they are Christian polygamists? Because there is no such thing. Which brings me back to what Meri had told me early on. They are their own religion. I said what does that mean. She said we don’t have a Church all we have is Kody leading our services. I said that’s a cult not a religion and she said no it’s not. I said yes, yes it is. You are in a cult. She didn’t like that at all.

So now we have a bunch of Christians Lol Come on. This show gets more ridiculous every season.

Again Robyn just said we are Christian based. No that’s not Mormonism at all.

The backwards hat is a statement. She’s owning the gay it looks like. Good for her.

A lot of the issues with Meri’s conversations is she’s always self-centered and she doesn’t see or think outside of the self bubble.

Mariah talks about being gay. I think that is very cool. If things had worked out between Meri and I, that wouldn’t have been a problem.

My cousin Taylor was gay. She was also a twin. So I grew up with twin cousins who I saw every weekend. All of her life her brother Tyson and I protected her. And when she began dating and got kicked out of the Catholic Church she didn’t care. She found a different Church and continued on loving God. She said God didn’t kick me out of the Church, those ignorant fools did. I miss her very much. She is the whole reason why I love and support gay people. She taught me a lot by living her life the way she wanted. If one of my kids turns out to be gay I will be happy. Because at least they will know who they are and I can guide them into God’s grace much easier than trying to figure out what’s going on. I pray I can be a great parent if that comes into our family.

Maddie is pregnant. That’s very cool! I knew someone eventually come up with a baby. That’s awesome. Congrats to them!

They revisit the burning bridge comment because obviously Kody was embarrassed and thought he needed to fix what he said. What an asshole.

I will finally address the tabloid stories since they seem to want to use my name and blog to quote from. I have spoken to tabloid reporters before. I have never approved or signed away my story to any of them. None of them have ever been authorized by me or anyone that represents me to do any kind of story about me. Anything the tabloids say about me they get from my blog.

That being said I will tell you all the truth. Since September of 2015 it is Kendra and Lindsay that have been running the tabloids. Everything goes through Kendra who gets paid very well for her quotes. Lindsay finds out the info from the trolls or others and she gives the info to Kendra. Kendra is contacted weekly usually on Tuesdays from the reporters that need a story by Thursday. They have to print things out. I didn’t know this whole tabloid thing would get as big as it did. Kendra and Lindsay have successfully gotten over 12 cover stories on the tabloids. Something they both find hilarious. They are currently still working with the tabloids but not as often. For over a year, Kendra and Lindsay have been in total control of what stories the tabloids have printed. All money has gone to Kendra. Lindsay has never asked for money or wanted any money from Kendra. She wants the story to keep going so that I can sell books and my version of the story gets out to more people. That’s why she has helped Kendra.

They work with In Touch, Radar, Design & Trend, and a few of the other online blogs.

So if you wondered who the anonymous source is or wonder if Kendra really did give a quote about the Brown family, yes, all of that is true. Now the tabloids do spin the stories sometimes. But for the most part whatever those 2 decide to use for that week, they must have proof to back it up to get it printed. And that’s what they have done. They continue to get out smaller stories as this whole thing is dying down. But I wanted to give them both all the credit and also let everyone know I have NOTHING TO DO WITH THE TABLOIDS. I refuse to speak with them now. They are all horrible people and use you to get info either true or not.

So now I will start divulging the stories and more info on each rumor the Browns are talking about.

1. Is Kody in debt? That’s a story Lindsay found out about. He is in debt because he’s attached to Robyn and Christine. They both have medical liens on their homes because of Dayton’s accident and Truely’s sickness and hospital stay. He has money and they are making payments to the mortgage liens but he is not in debt at much as you think.

2. Is Robyn doing her own spin-off? Kendra came up with that one based on the TLC producers coming to Kendra and asking her to scout talent for a new show. Robyn is the one that stays up late reading things on the internet. Kendra told us that. She reads the blogs too and twitter. The reference Sobbin Robyn came from Facebook because that’s what all the Robyn hate trolls call her. I think that’s mean. Robyn is a nice lady but she’s also shady af.

3. Does Nancy travel with you everywhere? That one is Kendra’s Lol So funny.

4. Is Meri leaving the family for good. That one was Lindsay’s. Lindsay had heard from Andrea that Meri was wanting to leave but didn’t know how. So for now she’s trying to earn some money so she can leave in the next year or so. The guy in Hawaii is gay Lol Lindsay started that one just to be a shit but got busted out a week ago because Lindsay finally told Alex from In Touch that the guy is gay and gave the link to prove it. That one did float around for months though and to date is the longest rumor that stayed alive. Lindsay was pretty proud of that one.

5. Is Kody taking Mindy as the 5th wife? Kendra started that one Lol

6. Is there plans for a 5th wife? That was Kendra Lol But Lindsay kicked it up a notch and added it in that there were 2. She even floated a photo of Meri and Kody around about it.

Thank God it’s over. I hope that I am never mentioned on that awful show again. The ratings have been shit. We found out for both of the Tell Alls they only got around 400,000 viewers for each one. That is less than half than normal. I hope they get cancelled. They lie and do everything they can to keep the money from the show coming in. It’s time to cancel it and move on. Go get real jobs and take care of your kids. Not lay around with your dirty ass feet and read gun magazines Lol

Have a great Super Bowl Sunday everyone!

Season 7 Episode 10 Recap – Tell Lies Part 1

First thing I notice is Meri is still not wearing her wedding ring. Why is that? She chose to stay. Interesting. And what the hell is she wearing? Is that a triple layer thing? Weird.

They continue to talk about the struggles in polygamy yet won’t address the main reasons men lure women into it. Yes most women go in voluntarily these days. But the men use backwards faith-filled ideology that’s out of date and nonsensical. And what really does a woman get in this type of relationship? A lot of people say the man gets a higher place in Heaven with God. He is awarded the more wives and children he has.

This is the AUB wiki. This is where I’m getting my info on this stuff.

The entire purpose of polygamy according to the AUB wiki is this statement.

While not all members take part in plural marriage, it is considered a crucial step in the quest for obtaining the highest glory of heaven.

This is what these people believe. Going further you click on the 3 doctrines and practices they subscribe to.

The first is called the United Order. This one is mostly about sharing everything you have and own. As well as sharing with other community members.

In this doctrine the only notable thing I see is this statement:

The United Order established egalitarian communities designed to achieve income equality.

The wives each earn a paycheck from this show. Kody earns his paycheck from the show. And each of the children earn a smaller fee for being on the show. It has been widely speculated on what that amount is per episode. That’s how TLC pays their people. They also are given bonuses based on the ratings and audience size. Each episode they earn $75,000. The bonuses can be as much as $500,000 depending on the advertisers they can gather up to support and pay their talent. Remember there are writers for this show. The producers/director come up with the premise and say here, this is what we want you to do, where to go, and what to talk about. It is up to the actors/talent to say whatever they want. That’s where they earn their pay. It doesn’t matter this is supposed to be reality tv and none of it is authentic or real. It’s all planned out. The one good thing about this show is if they did not get their shot or they missed a moment they refuse to reshoot. They want it all to be organic. Most reality tv people will do a reshoot. And it’s all up to the editors. 2 of which are very good friends now with Lindsay Lol That’s where she has gotten all of her info. And with Andrea, a mutual friend of Meri and I. Andrea has been on my side for over a year now. We have met in person and we have been trading info for months. I did stop getting updates and everything shifted between Andrea and Lindz. I no longer cared. I also felt it would be very disrespectful to my wife.

Each wife is paid around $5,000 – Meri all the way up to $7,500 – Janelle per month by Kody. Kody makes all of the money decisions with Janelle’s help. The woman are forced to live within these means. No matter what. Anything that is too expensive or out of budget they have a weekly meeting to talk it out and Kody hands out checks at those meetings. He does not allow each wife to collect her entire check. Because that’s not For The Good of the Family. Yet he is allowed full control over the money. And he spends it on guns, ammo, and whatever the hell he wants. Sounds fair? Right? Isn’t polygamy great? It gets better. Keep reading.

The second doctrine is the Adam-God rule. The AUB says this about it:

Apostolic United Brethren

The Apostolic United Brethren (AUB), a fundamentalist Mormon group, accepts the Adam–God teaching, and their leader Joseph W. Musser wrote a book on it in the 1930s. In the book, Musser contended that the rejection of the doctrine by the LDS Church can be linked to its rejection of plural marriage, which occurred around the same time:

    And let us here remind the reader that as long as belief in the Patriarchal order of marriage and other advanced principles of the Gospel was maintained, the minds of the Saints were open and receptive. … But with the surrender of the glorious principle of Celestial Marriage—a union for time and eternity—came darkness, mental drowsiness, a detour from the Gospel path, until all sorts of speculation pertaining to the plan of Salvation was indulged in.[71]

It also states:
 According to Young, he was taught by Joseph Smith[1] that Adam is “our Father and our God, and the only God with whom we have to do”.[2]

According to the doctrine, Adam was once a mortal man who became resurrected and exalted. From another planet, he then came as Michael to form Earth.[3] Adam brought Eve, one of his wives, with him to Earth, where they became mortal by eating the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden. After bearing mortal children and establishing the human race, Adam and Eve returned to their heavenly thrones where Adam serves as God and is the Heavenly Father of humankind. Later, Adam returned to the Earth to the ancient prophets, and to become the literal father of Jesus.

So Adam is Father and God.

Really? No. Not at all.

And in the final doctrine the 1886 Revelation. This is the exact text that I discussed with Meri over and over again. The one that caused us to have differences in beliefs and I asked her why does she believe in polygamy if this is what it means. She didn’t know how to answer me and got very upset with me. She called her Brother in law and asked him about it and he told her to go read her texts and see it’s the sole reason all polygamy works. To me it’s disgusting.

Read it here:

 41 And as ye have asked concerning adultery, verily, verily, I say unto you, if a man receiveth a wife in the new and everlasting covenant, and if she be with another man, and I have not appointed unto her by the holy anointing, she hath committed adultery and shall be destroyed.

 42 If she be not in the new and everlasting covenant, and she be with another man, she has committed adultery.


 54 And I command mine handmaid, Emma Smith, to abide and cleave unto my servant Joseph, and to none else. But if she will not abide this commandment she shall be destroyed, saith the Lord; for I am the Lord thy God, and will destroy her if she abide not in my law.

 55 But if she will not abide this commandment, then shall my servant Joseph do all things for her, even as he hath said; and I will bless him and multiply him and give unto him an hundred-fold in this world, of fathers and mothers, brothers and sisters, houses and lands, wives and children, and crowns of eternal lives in the eternal worlds.

So when Meri and I had the affair she knew it was wrong. She asked me if I thought it was wrong and I said yes. But I also said once we are married I will ask God for forgiveness and spent the rest of my life paying for that sin. I would do all I could.

The AUB uses this to show that a man can have as many wives as he wants. Because he is promised a higher glory in Heaven. The husband has to CALL upone each wife and invite her up. I guess to his big pimped out cloud mansion Lol I don’t know. But the fights came when I said so you will be destroyed if he takes on a wife that you don’t want or support? He will destroy you how? She said he would unseal himself from her and put her out. That’s what she said. I said so do you get alimony? Child support? She said you get nothing. And that’s exactly what she got when she got the legal divorce. She stayed sealed to him spiritually. And she lost all money, property and position. As you can tell, Robyn is now the wife that Kody defers to for everything. Robyn has taken over and as much as they say all wives are equal. Kody listens to Robyn. He sides with Robyn. They are the main unit and they are running the show now. Meri has been demoted and as I can tell after watching this season, she’s on her own.

The AUB is not that big.

Apostolic United Brethren
Main article: Apostolic United Brethren

The Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) is estimated to have about 5000 to 9000 members throughout Utah, Montana, Arizona, Wyoming, Missouri, and Mexico. Several of its towns are organized into United Orders; the church has established a temple in Mexico, an Endowment House in Utah, and operates several schools.

The AUB emerged when their leader, Joseph W. Musser, ordained Rulon C. Allred as an apostle and counselor, which led to a split between Mormon fundamentalists in Salt Lake City and those in Short Creek, Arizona. The AUB is currently headed by Lynn A. Thompson and a priesthood council.

The AUB is one of the more liberal of the Mormon groups practicing plural marriage. The leaders of the AUB do not arrange marriages nor do they authorize plural marriages for people under 18 or for those who are closely related.

Looks to me like Mykelti made her own choices. She found someone who didn’t kick her out of the house and refuse to help her grow as a young lady and adult. Good for her. She was thrown out and she spread her wings and flew. I’m happy she found a great guy.

Here we go. I appreciate the people finally saying that I am real and maintain we had an affair. Finally they show that side of this.

Meri went to go see Cheryl, my stalker. I have proven she has been stalking my since 2011, without me ever knowing it. Twitter and the police got her to leave me alone. Thanks to both of them for the help. She has lied to Meri and got her to believe her insane stories, yet offers NO PROOF of ever knowing me! She had her 15 minutes of fame and she only used it to make shit up. That’s how stupid this woman is. But Meri is using her to make her own lies believable. The good thing is a lot of people reached out to me about Cheryl and said she has a long, long history of stalking men online. Her own family told me she is mental and dangerous. I’m happy to know that she was watching and screenshotting everything I said or did online for the past 6 years. Now I have changed the things I post and I am very protective of myself and my family. That’s the only good thing that I learned about this Cheryl stalker. You can read about Cheryl on my blog.

Yes Lindz and I have been friends for 21 years now. She got that right. Meri and I met several times. For months. Weekly. She is lying. She met with Lindsay, several times. For a few months. In July Lindsay stopped talking to Meri. Because Meri was driving her nuts.

Look at how red Meri’s face and neck are. She’s making shit up. Keep in mind that Lindsay nor I have ever threatened Meri. Not ever. If we had, where are the police reports? And keep in mind the Disney trip with just Meri and Lindz happened in April of 2015. Meri and I broke up at the end of August 2015. So you tell me why did she carry on and leave me all those voicemails and send me all of those photos, as well as continue to sleep with me if we were threatening her? She is so full of shit. Thank God a lot of people finally see that for themselves. I have been so humbled by all of my support. And I’ve made great friends from all of this.

Yes I wanted her to leave Kody and the family for me. We were in love. She told me over and over again that’s what she wanted. Did I push her? No. Did she leave? No. I made the right choice in ending it. And she has stayed there.

Keep in mind the first tell all this came out, Meri did say I was never going to leave. Now she has lied and been caught. She finally admits that she was going to leave. So what else has she been lying about all of this time? Think about it? Her face is all in red. She can’t stop it from happening.

Until Meri takes full responsiblity and tells the truth about the affair they will have no interest in fixing anything with her. Mariah and Kody know there is a lot more to the story. And because Meri has never came out with the full truth or even anyway to show proof of what she says about me, they punish her by pushing her away. That’s her fault. All she has to do is talk it all out and tell the damn truth. So I don’t feel bad for her at all. She can fix it and change it. She wants to continue to lie to both of them. And they won’t move forward in any way with her until she does that.

Kody admits that for 10 years or more their marriage was shit. And that’s why she found me. She wanted to feel loved again. And I loved her very much. I wanted to marry her.

See. She chooses to stay. That’s on her. She hopes things with Kody will love her again. She wants Kody to say I want you here honey. Please don’t leave. And he never will.

Interesting to see how bad their marriage is now. I would have thought they would have fixed it by now. That shows how horrible he is to her.

Season 7 Episode 9 Recap

I thought it was nice they got back to filming something fun instead of all of this heavy stuff all of the time. We all know Meri’s pet name for me was baby. When I started getting serious in dating my wife she knew this and told me not to ever call her that. I said fine, I will call my children that. It’s just a southern thing to call your woman baby so I came up with 2 different pet names for her. Which I won’t share. My wife has one pet name for me, it’s not baby. And we have gotten past that.

I will say my wife being so much younger than I am, she gets her monthly Cosmo magazine and lawyers answers out of me like the vicious lawyer she is Lol If I get even one question wrong I am immediately accused of not listening enough. But when I get one right she says Very good, (insert pet name). I can also say taking those relationship quizzes makes me want to poke my eyes out with a fork Lol It’s just all a big set up. Cosmo does not have relationship saving advice. And that magazine is very raunchy. I don’t like that she reads it when there is so much more informative thing to read. But Cosmo and Vogue are her dirty little things she does she says. And she doesn’t complain about all of my pilot, food, or veganism magazines I get. We work it out.

Great way to get the audience back to watching, some silly fun and getting more insight on who these people are.