I know it’s been a while. Things have been messy. The past few weeks I’m dealing with a lot. I’m legally separated for my wife. Things went from calm and amicable to she’s nuts and I can’t even. We are currently speaking through lawyers and as shocking as it is, she still doesn’t want to see the kids. Not even Talon. It breaks my heart. She has her reasons, I will never understand, but we are all trying to deal with it one day at a time. Lindsay has moved in. Sarah is coming on weekends to help out. She has a very good job and was willing to quit it for my kids but I told her don’t. We had already held her life up for 2 years. She deserves more than just taking care of my kids all day. Heather and Brandi are also helping out so it’s nice to have all of my girls back. Family dinners are the exact same. Someone complains, the other 3 attack, they get into it then no one eats. The kids love it because they find it entertaining. I’m reduced to please top yelling and a lot of Lindsay, be nice Lol We all know how that works out.
My divorce is going to take longer than I thought. It’s going to be okay and I just need to have patience.
In the mean time I will be going out to Colorado Springs for the next 2 to 3 weeks. I have rented an AirBnB house because I don’t want to stay in a hotel. I can never sleep very well in extended stays. The place I rented is very nice and away from the big part of everything. I’m looking forward to spending a lot of time with Mike. He is doing great. I have missed him and I look forward to us spending a lot of time together soon. He’s a good kid and I’m happy to see one of his career dreams finally come true.
Anyone ever been to Colorado Springs? What should I do as a tourist there?
I’m sorry I haven’t been writing back. I will get caught up by the end of today. Lindsay took the kids with the nannies up to the Dells. The photos look like everyone is having a lot of fun. I’m happy they all got away from this mess I’m in. They needed a break from it all. I needed time to get my head together.
I’m doing….okay. That’s about as far as I can stretch that status. I hope everyone is doing well. We are going to have a big family cookout for Memorial Day as we celebrate all of our men and women in service. Remembering their sacrifices and those who we have lost is very important. I put up the giant American flag on the pole in the front of the house for the weekend. It is so hot today I got home from Church and the grocery store and took the boat out for a little ride. I can’t believe how hot it is here today. I love it.
I hope you guys enjoy the rest of your weekend and Monday off of work if you are so lucky. Keep praying for me and my kids. We appreciate the thoughts. I will try to update more this week. I love you guys!