We were still doing great. I had more time to talk to her that morning. The reason I know all of this is because I compared my cellphone bills with each day and had a spreadsheet built to let me know when I talked to her, how long we talked and who called who. It made it easier to stay Want more?
On this day I had plenty of time to talk to her and spend time with her after work. We were back in love and everything was fine. Again. 82nd Voicemail 5-5-2015 12:24pm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8m-l6BWLLo&feature=youtu.be Hey baby just thought I would touch base by phone like we said we would I hope you are doing okay. I haven’t heard from you Want more?
By this time we were still struggling a little but neither of us could stay mad for even a few hours. It was too much love to ignore. She would always talk her way back into my heart and then we would be fine. I drop things very easily. And I let it go. I loved her. I loved her Want more?
I was struggling with all that she had revealed to me. So I pulled away from her. I didn’t know what to do. The guilt of the affair had always been something I struggled with but now with all I knew, I was stunned. So she started to get worried because I was not really talking to her at all. Want more?
I have a lot to say about this day. The day before we had a huge discussion. I went off on her. I was really upset about all of the times she kept manipulating me into believing she was going to leave soon. She kept telling me she would that she didn’t care about the show anymore. She cared about Want more?
I was back in town and able to spend time with her. You can always tell when I’m in town or when I have more time to spend with Meri. There are less texts and a lot less voicemails on those days. 73rd Voicemail 5-1-2015 11:36am https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-514Lxtn6U&feature=youtu.be Good morning or afternoon as the case may be. Just thought I’d try Want more?
We made it a habit to talk before she went into class and when she got out of class. Sometimes she would leave school and come right over to my house to hang out for an hour or two. Or we would meet up somewhere real quick. It depended on where I was and if I was in town. 72nd Want more?
This was the day I finally told her that she didn’t need to get upset if I didn’t answer. That I am very busy and we had a nice long talk about it. She said she just misses me a lot during her day and wants to know what I’m doing. She said she wanted to know where I was, Want more?
I had realized that anytime I was busy and wasn’t available to answer Meri’s calls she would get upset with me. Then she would think I was the one upset and that’s why I didn’t answer. Most of the time I did not answer is because I was at work or in a meeting or busy with things. I always Want more?
My work schedule had slowed down finally so I was able to talk to her and meet up with her a lot more. 66th Voicemail 4-27-2015 8:27pm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNW3LJFBmkU&feature=youtu.be Hey baby. I just thought I would try to catch you and I was just thinking about you so I thought I would try. Anyway, I love you Sam. I will talk Want more?
On this day she had a doctor appointment scheduled. She was trying to figure out what was going on with her stomach issues. She had lost about 30 pounds very quickly and still was not eating very much. She said it hurt when she ate. I was supportive of her going to the doctor and figuring it out. At this Want more?