March 4, 2015

This is the 4th day that we begin texting. We had been talking on the phone a lot. A lot of very personal and great conversations. Flirting. A lot of flirting by both of us. I am a southern guy. If you don’t flirt, you aren’t alive. She was flirting back with me and wasn’t telling me to knock it off. I loved our beginning. It was so exciting and new. She is a completely different woman than I thought. And she took me by surprise. I had a huge crush on her.
So how did I get all of this stuff if I deleted everything? I actually did delete every thing off of my phone. The calls logs, the texts, anything on twitter DM. All photos we were exchanging. It was gone. Then I got a new phone and wanted to donate my old phone. Lindsay put the old phone on a program called Dr Fone Wondershare. To make sure there was nothing work related on there. When she ran it, all of this stuff came back. So she stuck it all on a flash drive for me and I put it on a desk drawer. I had forgotten about it until Meri’s friend started harassing me. Then I pulled it out, shoved it on my Macbook and saw it all again. That’s how I have most of it. Some of it became corrupted during the backup process so some is lost forever. But I have most everything.
On the phone was the first time Meri talked to me about Utah. She said I needed to go someday to check it out. That it is gorgeous and she would love to show me around. Since we both love to travel.
This was the day there was a shift of us just casually talking, into more flirting and us talking about a chance of more. She confided in me that her marriage was not what it seems like on the show. Not that I watched much of the show, to know anything. I’ve seen last year’s season but maybe a handful of any of the other seaons. I couldn’t even name the other wives’ names or any of the kids to be honest. Until she would tell me things. I usually asked who is that and she would laugh and tell me.
We were both feeling something neither of us could describe. It just felt good. We wanted to talk more. We were both scared and I knew for me, this would be a bad idea. But it felt so good and she was also feeling the same way so I went for it. I’m romantic and I believe in fate, destiny, love, souls connecting.

So I went for it.
Have you ever felt like that before?

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March 3, 2015 Evening

  1. I’m not sure how to add the attachments in where the link is showing up so forget that. I’m attaching the photos I have. During the backup of my phone I did lose somethings. But as you can see I still have a lot. Okay let’s get to this section of the texting.
    I sent her the poem that is one of my favorites. Then I had to sit through a meeting at work. I was distracted. At this point, things are fresh and new. And you just want to talk to each other all of the time. I kept daydreaming about her. Have you ever been through that before? You meet someone and it’s not just a boom but a sonic BOOM in your life. And you can’t stop smiling? This is how I was feeling about this. The more we talked, the more we liked each other.
    During my meeting I drew a Mickey Mouse. A horrible rendition, but it made me laugh. It made her laugh too.
    When she said Lord give me strength. This is when she was filming the scene with Janelle coming over to talk to her. We were texting right before that. She asked me to make her laugh to calm her nerves and I tried. I don’t know how well I did. But she appreciated it.
    She called me around 8:30 and we talked about filming. This was the first time we ever talked about the show. I didn’t really ask anything because I wasn’t really into it. I was more into why Janelle felt she needed to talk to Meri about something privately. I didn’t know they had issues. And Meri really didn’t go into depth at this point with me. She just explained they had issues for years and she wasn’t really wanting to work things out with her. It bugged me when she told me that. I put a pin on that and left it alone for that moment.
    We were both exhausted heading into the night. She was doing homework. I was doing work emails and we were texting.

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