I don’t feel well. I have spent the better part of today getting poked at. It’s not fun. The good news is that after draining a golfball size disgusting thing from the side of my incision on my neck, I do feel non-feverish and well. I also do not need to have a 2nd procedure, unfortunately it took them all Want more?
I have been planning for today for 3 weeks. It’s been a lot of creative thinking and really intently listening to my wife. She was specific on what she wanted to do and gave me some ideas for gifts. This is our very first Valentine’s Day as a married couple and I really don’t want to screw it all up. Want more?
We are 9 months into this catfish story. And the one thing everyone seems to overlook is how much she loved me. It wasn’t fake, it wasn’t pretend. It was real. Why did she love me so much? Because of how I treated her. She was my Queen. She completely trusted me and gave me her heart. She never felt Want more?
Meri’s brother passed away early in the morning. She told me via text that woke me up. Then I called her right away and we talked for a few minutes. This was a hard day for Meri. I tried to say the right things but I didn’t know what to say at all. As soon as she told me I Want more?
Breaking down in my life has opened me up to a new path. I had it in my head what my perfect life looked like. Now that it’s over, what do I do? What will my path be? I could spend hours worrying but I give my life to God and wait. The waiting part is easy. I have waited Want more?
I cried in the elevator today. Kevin was with me. Nothing was said, no music was playing to provoke it. I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. He did what any good dude would do, he asked if I was alright, told me to suck it up, and then stood in silence as we rode the rest of the floors Want more?
This was our last good day. I found this astronomical calendar event that I wanted to check out. She was at home. So she went outside, laid in the grass and looked up at the sky that night while I pointed out constellations while we were on the phone. It was very romantic and we had a great time talking Want more?
This was the day before she left Alaska. The whole family went to a big family dinner at a restaurant. The problem was it was so busy there they had to wait hours before they got to eat. I think she said they were there a total of 5 hours. Everyone was cranky, restless, and starving. But she said they Want more?
This was a day we were on the phone more than texting. We both were busy working.
Another busy day for both of us. We didn’t really get to talk much on this day. Not until later in the evening.