We were so in love at this point. We were having an amazing time together. Great late night dates or late night talks. Whatever we had time for. It was very special to both of us.
119th Voicemail 5-31-2015 4:51pm
Hey baby. I know you are busy but I just wanted to call anyways and leave you a message and tell you how much I love you and just been thinking about you all day. Can’t get my mind off of you. Anyway, hope you are having a good day and I can’t wait to talk to you. I think I’ll have to go listen to some of the voicemails that you’ve left for me because I just got to hear your voice. Anyway, I love you. I will talk to you whenever you can. Okay.
We had a very intimate and passionate the night before. She was still mushy and in love with me from that. It was an amazing night. I read a poem to her in bed and we talked a lot about having a baby or adopting a baby together. We both really wanted children that we would raise together. I knew she would be an amazing mom because she already is.
116th Voicemail 5-28-2015 8:16am
Baby it never rang. I don’t know why it didn’t ring. Anyway. I’m still out on my walk and now I’ve tried calling you back and now you are not answering. So tag you’re it. Okay. Alright I love you I’ll talk to you later.
117th Voicemail 5-28-2015 3:57pm
So it’s been like 3 and a half hours and I just couldn’t take it anymore. So I just had to call and at least try and reach you. Anyway, so hey how’s it going. I love you and I hope to talk to you soon. And I really hope to see you today. I hope you’re day is going well. I love you, bye.
118th Voicemail 5-28-2015 6:07pm
Okay baby I’m really starting to get worried now because I have heard from you in like hours. And this is just not like you. I’m just really, oh gosh. I just hope you are okay. I just miss you and anyway. I hope everything is okay. Okay…
Another day of us talking more because I had more time. She always left me little messages like this to let me know when she was available to talk or done filming for the day. The usually got done filming at around 3 or 4pm.
115th Voicemail 5-27-2015 3:48pm
Hey just touching base. Just give me a call when you can. Okay. I love you. Bye.
This was around the time when Kody finally moved out. He began spending the nights he was supposed to be at Meri’s over with Robyn. She said Robyn could have him. She did not want him living in the house anymore. After 2 weeks of him not listening to her he finally said okay. She was trying to tell me that they had sat down and had a talk about it. She said he said if this is what you want, okay.
The funny part is starting the next day he started coming around a lot more than when he was actually living there with her. To see what she was up to. And most of the time she was either gone from the house or on the phone with me. With him being out of the house we could finally talk all she wanted. She was so happy to have him gone. She told me several times she wished she had done that years ago because he didn’t help her with anything that broke or needed moved or sprung a leak. She said she depended on Logan and Hunter to come help her out. And now more and more she was depending on Paedon.
111th Voicemail 5-26-2015 11:27am
The moment when you run upstairs to bring something up there and you think I should grab my phone and take it up with me. Totally missed your call and you must be leaving me a super sweet message I can not wait to hear it. Okay. I love you babe. Talk to you soon.
112th Voicemail 5-26-2015 1:20pm
Hey I need you to call me right away please. Okay, thanks. Love you, bye.
113th Voicemail 5-26-2015 2:24pm
Hey it’s me again. I am not quite sure why you are not answering my calls. Can you please call me? Okay, thanks bye. I love you.
114th Voicemail 5-26-2015 4:39pm
Baby can you call me please. I’m sorry I’m good now but please give me a call. Thank you, bye. I love…
We were still in love and trying to find time to talk to each other during the day. We were really happy during this week.
110th Voicemail 5-24-2015 12:32pm
Hey baby I’m calling. Where are you? Give me a call back okay? I love you. Bye.
We had been able to talk a lot more during this week. Still in love and still checking up on each other during the day.
109th Voicemail 5-23-2015 5:09pm
Hey Samuel I was just calling to say hi, touch base and I love you I was just thinking about you, so. Anyway I hope you are having afternoon or evening. Okay I love you bye. I’ll talk to you…
Another busy day working. We were getting along much better. Each time something came up we always talked about it. I usually needed about 10 minutes to cool off and accept things for what it was and then I was able to talk.
108th Voicemail 5-22-2015 12:05pm
Okay dialing you was completely an accident I meant to text you but then I thought it would be totally rude to just hang up. So I’m leaving you a message. It’s so funny how you can just sit there retweeting a text and yet you won’t answer my call. You are such a dork. Okay I’ll talk to you later. Okay, love you bye.
She had to film the day after Kody was being an ass to her. She was not happy at all. She said she was making smartass remarks about his hair and all the women laughed. She said she was tired of pretending on camera everything was fine and she was happy.
She was feeling a lot closer to me now that she realized he was not going to even miss her when she left. None of them had came to her after the therapy to ask if she was okay. They didn’t check on her or even talk to her. They just left her alone. She said that’s what Kody would do, wrangle all of them after her and him would have a fight and get them all on his side by not disclosing everything to them. She said he had done it for years and she was tired of taking all of the blame for their many problems with each other.
Then she confided in me a lot of things he had said and done to her over the years. I was shocked. I didn’t even know what to say so I just said I love you and you don’t deserve to be treated that way.
107th Voicemail 5-21-2015 3:09pm
Hey baby, just touching base with you. I finished up here for a while. For quite a while actually. And I just thought I would call and see how you are doing. Hope you are having a good afternoon. Okay give me a call when you can. If you have time. Okay.