Non-Disclosing the truth

The least Meri could do was try to tell the truth at least some times. Instead of blatantly lying all over the tv.

This is THE ORIGINAL Non-Disclosure agreement she emailed to me. Lindsay and I reviewed it and we DID NOT SIGN IT. We do not invest in retail businesses like this. Especially ones with very poor quality products. The business only makes around $50,000 per year in 2015. I’m sure that’s gotten lower the past 2 years. I was not the one that talked about investing in Meri’s business. She asked if I had interest. I said I would have to see your financials. That part is true. She had Robyn go to a lawyer, draw up this agreement and she emailed it to me. She said once I signed it Robyn would get the Financials from Janelle, then we could all meet up to talk about any questions or concerns I had.

We looked at this and decided not to sign it. Now if I was the one begging to invest in her company why would she go to a lawyer to have this drawn up? There’s no way I could possibly have made that happen on my own. Meri would have to put that in motion based on her own decision to ask me to invest. If you read this agreement we would have been bound by it for 5 years. And NOT BEEN ABLE to talk at all about the show or the family.


The purpose of this was as it says here” To facilitate discussions about, and the evaluations of a potential business transaction between the parties.

That being said if I had signed it, as Meri claimed, they could 100% sue my ass as well as Lindsay for any and all things we have said about the show, the family, and her Lol

No lawsuit has ever happened, no police report for all the HARASSMENT and THREATS she claims she made against us. There is nothing at all she has ever done to bring any type of legal action against either one of us. If she was in such fear of Lindsay why did she continue to talk to her, go see both of us and keep the affair with me going up until the last part of August? Does that make sense at all? No. Because it’s bullshit.

Meri lied. And this is proof once again she lied about me, again.

Season 7 Episode 10 Recap – Tell Lies Part 1

First thing I notice is Meri is still not wearing her wedding ring. Why is that? She chose to stay. Interesting. And what the hell is she wearing? Is that a triple layer thing? Weird.

They continue to talk about the struggles in polygamy yet won’t address the main reasons men lure women into it. Yes most women go in voluntarily these days. But the men use backwards faith-filled ideology that’s out of date and nonsensical. And what really does a woman get in this type of relationship? A lot of people say the man gets a higher place in Heaven with God. He is awarded the more wives and children he has.

This is the AUB wiki. This is where I’m getting my info on this stuff.

The entire purpose of polygamy according to the AUB wiki is this statement.

While not all members take part in plural marriage, it is considered a crucial step in the quest for obtaining the highest glory of heaven.

This is what these people believe. Going further you click on the 3 doctrines and practices they subscribe to.

The first is called the United Order. This one is mostly about sharing everything you have and own. As well as sharing with other community members.

In this doctrine the only notable thing I see is this statement:

The United Order established egalitarian communities designed to achieve income equality.

The wives each earn a paycheck from this show. Kody earns his paycheck from the show. And each of the children earn a smaller fee for being on the show. It has been widely speculated on what that amount is per episode. That’s how TLC pays their people. They also are given bonuses based on the ratings and audience size. Each episode they earn $75,000. The bonuses can be as much as $500,000 depending on the advertisers they can gather up to support and pay their talent. Remember there are writers for this show. The producers/director come up with the premise and say here, this is what we want you to do, where to go, and what to talk about. It is up to the actors/talent to say whatever they want. That’s where they earn their pay. It doesn’t matter this is supposed to be reality tv and none of it is authentic or real. It’s all planned out. The one good thing about this show is if they did not get their shot or they missed a moment they refuse to reshoot. They want it all to be organic. Most reality tv people will do a reshoot. And it’s all up to the editors. 2 of which are very good friends now with Lindsay Lol That’s where she has gotten all of her info. And with Andrea, a mutual friend of Meri and I. Andrea has been on my side for over a year now. We have met in person and we have been trading info for months. I did stop getting updates and everything shifted between Andrea and Lindz. I no longer cared. I also felt it would be very disrespectful to my wife.

Each wife is paid around $5,000 – Meri all the way up to $7,500 – Janelle per month by Kody. Kody makes all of the money decisions with Janelle’s help. The woman are forced to live within these means. No matter what. Anything that is too expensive or out of budget they have a weekly meeting to talk it out and Kody hands out checks at those meetings. He does not allow each wife to collect her entire check. Because that’s not For The Good of the Family. Yet he is allowed full control over the money. And he spends it on guns, ammo, and whatever the hell he wants. Sounds fair? Right? Isn’t polygamy great? It gets better. Keep reading.

The second doctrine is the Adam-God rule. The AUB says this about it:

Apostolic United Brethren

The Apostolic United Brethren (AUB), a fundamentalist Mormon group, accepts the Adam–God teaching, and their leader Joseph W. Musser wrote a book on it in the 1930s. In the book, Musser contended that the rejection of the doctrine by the LDS Church can be linked to its rejection of plural marriage, which occurred around the same time:

    And let us here remind the reader that as long as belief in the Patriarchal order of marriage and other advanced principles of the Gospel was maintained, the minds of the Saints were open and receptive. … But with the surrender of the glorious principle of Celestial Marriage—a union for time and eternity—came darkness, mental drowsiness, a detour from the Gospel path, until all sorts of speculation pertaining to the plan of Salvation was indulged in.[71]

It also states:
 According to Young, he was taught by Joseph Smith[1] that Adam is “our Father and our God, and the only God with whom we have to do”.[2]

According to the doctrine, Adam was once a mortal man who became resurrected and exalted. From another planet, he then came as Michael to form Earth.[3] Adam brought Eve, one of his wives, with him to Earth, where they became mortal by eating the forbidden fruit in the Garden of Eden. After bearing mortal children and establishing the human race, Adam and Eve returned to their heavenly thrones where Adam serves as God and is the Heavenly Father of humankind. Later, Adam returned to the Earth to the ancient prophets, and to become the literal father of Jesus.

So Adam is Father and God.

Really? No. Not at all.

And in the final doctrine the 1886 Revelation. This is the exact text that I discussed with Meri over and over again. The one that caused us to have differences in beliefs and I asked her why does she believe in polygamy if this is what it means. She didn’t know how to answer me and got very upset with me. She called her Brother in law and asked him about it and he told her to go read her texts and see it’s the sole reason all polygamy works. To me it’s disgusting.

Read it here:

 41 And as ye have asked concerning adultery, verily, verily, I say unto you, if a man receiveth a wife in the new and everlasting covenant, and if she be with another man, and I have not appointed unto her by the holy anointing, she hath committed adultery and shall be destroyed.

 42 If she be not in the new and everlasting covenant, and she be with another man, she has committed adultery.


 54 And I command mine handmaid, Emma Smith, to abide and cleave unto my servant Joseph, and to none else. But if she will not abide this commandment she shall be destroyed, saith the Lord; for I am the Lord thy God, and will destroy her if she abide not in my law.

 55 But if she will not abide this commandment, then shall my servant Joseph do all things for her, even as he hath said; and I will bless him and multiply him and give unto him an hundred-fold in this world, of fathers and mothers, brothers and sisters, houses and lands, wives and children, and crowns of eternal lives in the eternal worlds.

So when Meri and I had the affair she knew it was wrong. She asked me if I thought it was wrong and I said yes. But I also said once we are married I will ask God for forgiveness and spent the rest of my life paying for that sin. I would do all I could.

The AUB uses this to show that a man can have as many wives as he wants. Because he is promised a higher glory in Heaven. The husband has to CALL upone each wife and invite her up. I guess to his big pimped out cloud mansion Lol I don’t know. But the fights came when I said so you will be destroyed if he takes on a wife that you don’t want or support? He will destroy you how? She said he would unseal himself from her and put her out. That’s what she said. I said so do you get alimony? Child support? She said you get nothing. And that’s exactly what she got when she got the legal divorce. She stayed sealed to him spiritually. And she lost all money, property and position. As you can tell, Robyn is now the wife that Kody defers to for everything. Robyn has taken over and as much as they say all wives are equal. Kody listens to Robyn. He sides with Robyn. They are the main unit and they are running the show now. Meri has been demoted and as I can tell after watching this season, she’s on her own.

The AUB is not that big.

Apostolic United Brethren
Main article: Apostolic United Brethren

The Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) is estimated to have about 5000 to 9000 members throughout Utah, Montana, Arizona, Wyoming, Missouri, and Mexico. Several of its towns are organized into United Orders; the church has established a temple in Mexico, an Endowment House in Utah, and operates several schools.

The AUB emerged when their leader, Joseph W. Musser, ordained Rulon C. Allred as an apostle and counselor, which led to a split between Mormon fundamentalists in Salt Lake City and those in Short Creek, Arizona. The AUB is currently headed by Lynn A. Thompson and a priesthood council.

The AUB is one of the more liberal of the Mormon groups practicing plural marriage. The leaders of the AUB do not arrange marriages nor do they authorize plural marriages for people under 18 or for those who are closely related.

Looks to me like Mykelti made her own choices. She found someone who didn’t kick her out of the house and refuse to help her grow as a young lady and adult. Good for her. She was thrown out and she spread her wings and flew. I’m happy she found a great guy.

Here we go. I appreciate the people finally saying that I am real and maintain we had an affair. Finally they show that side of this.

Meri went to go see Cheryl, my stalker. I have proven she has been stalking my since 2011, without me ever knowing it. Twitter and the police got her to leave me alone. Thanks to both of them for the help. She has lied to Meri and got her to believe her insane stories, yet offers NO PROOF of ever knowing me! She had her 15 minutes of fame and she only used it to make shit up. That’s how stupid this woman is. But Meri is using her to make her own lies believable. The good thing is a lot of people reached out to me about Cheryl and said she has a long, long history of stalking men online. Her own family told me she is mental and dangerous. I’m happy to know that she was watching and screenshotting everything I said or did online for the past 6 years. Now I have changed the things I post and I am very protective of myself and my family. That’s the only good thing that I learned about this Cheryl stalker. You can read about Cheryl on my blog.

Yes Lindz and I have been friends for 21 years now. She got that right. Meri and I met several times. For months. Weekly. She is lying. She met with Lindsay, several times. For a few months. In July Lindsay stopped talking to Meri. Because Meri was driving her nuts.

Look at how red Meri’s face and neck are. She’s making shit up. Keep in mind that Lindsay nor I have ever threatened Meri. Not ever. If we had, where are the police reports? And keep in mind the Disney trip with just Meri and Lindz happened in April of 2015. Meri and I broke up at the end of August 2015. So you tell me why did she carry on and leave me all those voicemails and send me all of those photos, as well as continue to sleep with me if we were threatening her? She is so full of shit. Thank God a lot of people finally see that for themselves. I have been so humbled by all of my support. And I’ve made great friends from all of this.

Yes I wanted her to leave Kody and the family for me. We were in love. She told me over and over again that’s what she wanted. Did I push her? No. Did she leave? No. I made the right choice in ending it. And she has stayed there.

Keep in mind the first tell all this came out, Meri did say I was never going to leave. Now she has lied and been caught. She finally admits that she was going to leave. So what else has she been lying about all of this time? Think about it? Her face is all in red. She can’t stop it from happening.

Until Meri takes full responsiblity and tells the truth about the affair they will have no interest in fixing anything with her. Mariah and Kody know there is a lot more to the story. And because Meri has never came out with the full truth or even anyway to show proof of what she says about me, they punish her by pushing her away. That’s her fault. All she has to do is talk it all out and tell the damn truth. So I don’t feel bad for her at all. She can fix it and change it. She wants to continue to lie to both of them. And they won’t move forward in any way with her until she does that.

Kody admits that for 10 years or more their marriage was shit. And that’s why she found me. She wanted to feel loved again. And I loved her very much. I wanted to marry her.

See. She chooses to stay. That’s on her. She hopes things with Kody will love her again. She wants Kody to say I want you here honey. Please don’t leave. And he never will.

Interesting to see how bad their marriage is now. I would have thought they would have fixed it by now. That shows how horrible he is to her.

Season 7 Episode 9 Recap

I thought it was nice they got back to filming something fun instead of all of this heavy stuff all of the time. We all know Meri’s pet name for me was baby. When I started getting serious in dating my wife she knew this and told me not to ever call her that. I said fine, I will call my children that. It’s just a southern thing to call your woman baby so I came up with 2 different pet names for her. Which I won’t share. My wife has one pet name for me, it’s not baby. And we have gotten past that.

I will say my wife being so much younger than I am, she gets her monthly Cosmo magazine and lawyers answers out of me like the vicious lawyer she is Lol If I get even one question wrong I am immediately accused of not listening enough. But when I get one right she says Very good, (insert pet name). I can also say taking those relationship quizzes makes me want to poke my eyes out with a fork Lol It’s just all a big set up. Cosmo does not have relationship saving advice. And that magazine is very raunchy. I don’t like that she reads it when there is so much more informative thing to read. But Cosmo and Vogue are her dirty little things she does she says. And she doesn’t complain about all of my pilot, food, or veganism magazines I get. We work it out.

Great way to get the audience back to watching, some silly fun and getting more insight on who these people are.

Season 7 Episode 8 Recap

Mariah announces that she’s gay. What a very brave, very important step for her to take. How awesome is that! I like her grandma hugged her first. Then Robyn. Kody stays seated, Meri stays seated. She really didn’t know her own daughter was gay? I told her I thought Mariah was gay. Lindsay told her she was “def gay, omfg are you blind?” We both told her. She said nooooo. She is just really busy with school and work. Um okay Lol That doesn’t mean she’s not gay. That just means she’s busy.

Meri admits she did not see it coming. Honestly, in this moment thank God for Janelle. She was excited, talking, so sweet and supportive. That’s everything she needed. She just needed them to hear it. Because all of her life she needed to say it. I’m so happy for her. I really am. What a great moment.

Oh here we go again. Blame me for your relationship with your daughter being bad. I did not catfish Meri Brown. She is lying! I have proven that over and over on this blog. We had an affair. That’s it.

Meri has always used Robyn as the buffer. She doesn’t want Kody to yell at her and he won’t do that in front of Robyn. So she has Robyn come in as a therapist to explain what each side is really saying. That’s so sad to me. My wife and I don’t always think alike but we always find a way to talk to each other. You have to.

Meri is upset about not knowing Mariah was gay. All of the signs were there. Anyone can log into her Tumblr at and see it written there for the past year. There’s even a photo of her kissing a girl Lol


If you process this without showing the real emotions, it’s no different from hiding the affair we had. You have got to be real, be up front, and be honest with this kid. She’s way too smart to not pick up on it. And she also has been through enough. That’s bad advice from Robyn. If you are upset, be upset. If you have questions, ask the questions. Hiding it because you are crying, that won’t help anything.

If Meri would admit things to Mariah and stop lying, I’m pretty sure Mariah would talk to her mom. If she would take ownership and say yes I was leaving for Sam, yes we had an affair. Yes I have lied to you. If Meri would do all that I have done, things would heal. I took ownership. I went around to all of my family and friends and told them I had an affair. I answered their questions, I asked for forgiveness. I lost some people in my life. I stayed true to my truth. And I showed them the proof they wanted or needed. That’s the only way I got my wife to start dating me. By showing her everything. She needed to know I wasn’t lying to her. She deserved it. After that, we had a clean slate together and ended up married. I love my wife. I know I say that a lot but I really really do. She just walked by and saw I was writing this blog and kissed my forehead.

If Meri really wanted to fix things, if she really wanted to heal. She would sit down and just fess up. I did. It scared the shit out of me. It was one of the hardest times in my life. Thank God for Lindsay. She got me through all of that. The months after we broke up were hell. And Lindsay took very good care of me. Then when it was getting to a bad point she called in Drew and they both took me to where I needed to go and we got through it. Meri doesn’t know how to talk to Mariah because she can no longer control her. Meri is a control freak. The best thing she can do is just fess up to the affair. Tell her everything. Stop denying it because all of my proof and the opinions of so many people are all over the place. The entire world agrees Meri is lying about me. They just haven’t figured it all out yet. They aren’t sure what she is lying about and what part might be true.

It’s so odd to me how much she oppresses herself. She wasn’t like that with me at all. She said what she wanted, she confided, she was truthful and honest. Now she’s just this fragile scared empty person. It really is sad. I wish she would get over me. So she could find happiness with someone new like I did.


Season 7 Episode 3 Recap

We check in 6 weeks later from the last therapy session for Meri and Janelle. Remember, good therapy is every 6 weeks Lol Come on. Meri might as well be in therapy with a jar of pickles. Could these 2 hate each other any more? Their issues all stem from the beginning of Janelle moving into the trailer Kody and Meri started out in. Meri gave up the master bedroom to welcome Janelle to the cult and Janelle didn’t like losing control over the money. At the time Kody and Meri spent like they actually had cash.

What turned out to be a $230,000 bankruptcy a few years later.

Read about all of the bankruptcy’s here:

2005 Kodi Brown and Meri Brown (his legal wife) jointly file for bankruptcy
Kody’s monthly income: $3,948 (plus a little
Meri’s monthly income: $865.50
Monthly expenses: $6,101
Total assets: $104,892.91 (Includes $90,000 invested in their Utah home, 3 vehicles, clothes, furniture, etc.)
Total liabilities: $229,892.91 That breaks down into:
Secured claims (1st and 2nd mortgages totaling just under $137,000 and 2 car loans totaling over $7,000)
Unsecured claims: $85,612.73 (This looks to be mostly credit card and retail debt)
Some examples of the unsecured claims:

$2,756.70 – Sears
$3,298.73 – Discover
$1,539.88 – Lowe’s
$1,566.68 – Lowe’s (separate)
$1,328.03 – Best Buy
$4,338.98 – Home Depot
$3,863.24 – Home Depot Credit Service
$6,992.71 – CitiFinancial (for “consumer purchases)
$6,824.37 – CitiFinancial (for “consumer purchases)



I guess Janelle should have taken over sooner. Meri’s issues with Janelle came when she was pregnant with Mariah and they got into a huge fight. Janelle grabbed Meri by the shoulders and jammed her knee into Meri’s baby belly. That’s when the big split happened. And also when any possible relationship/friendship between the 2 ended completely. And obviously forever. I was the one that pushed Meri to forgive Janelle and try to work things out. That episode aired and the follow-up to that one when Meri hugged it out with Janelle. It took me a month to get her to do that much. I told her she had to let things go. As we all have seen now, she doesn’t let anything go. And she holds a grudge until the end of times.

Janelle is the one that wants to pass the peace pipe. Meri has no intention of working through any of this. She is going along. She wants camera time and sits there without any viable input or suggestion of how to fix it. You can tell she feels this is beneath her and its a waste of her valuable centerpiece making time. Oh wait. I mean painting time. I forgot she has thrust herself into copying the art of an at home art teacher. Please hold your applause and keep reading.

The best part of this episode was watching Janelle squish herself onto that love seat. They were thigh to thigh. Meri acted like every flea Janelle has ever had jumped right over and sunk into her socks Lol Wasn’t that the most uncomfortable thing you have seen all day? I laughed my ass off.

The reality is I had already given Brene Brown’s book to Meri as a gift. I told her how much it changed my perspective on my life. I gave it to her and I know she had been reading it. How funny it’s the exact book the therapist offered.

I’m a huge Brene Brown fan. Here are some great Youtube links to watch her in person. Great, great, life lessons.

So that’s about all for this episode. They will never work things out. Not until they both learn to lose control a little, calm down, let go of the grudges and most of all take responsibilities for all the rotten, terrible things they have each said and done to each other.

Season 7 Episode 2 Recap

I skipped my recap of the show up to the part where it talks about me, again. I swear they should just interview me at this point. It’s getting ridiculous.

Kody begins how Meri was an emptynester and she started talking to people and making friends. He admits she got very close to me. I’m included in the “some people”. Lindsay is the other person he is talking about. So we are back to more than 1 person that was involved in the fake catfish storyline Lol I thought it was a singular person? Now we are back to the Them/They/People which again shows that Meri is lying and can not keep her stories straight. It also proves that Kody doesn’t have any idea what really happened and if you look at how red his face is, he’s pissed that he’s talking about me again. Hey bro, I’m one of the main reasons your show got so much free publicity from the tabloids. You’re welcome?

He says I don’t exist. Then why are you so mad at your wife? Why stay away from her and treat her like she had an affair? Why are you still struggling in your marriage and your daughter won’t even talk to her mom? Because Kody is lying to protect the storyline that got them another season. He has listened to all of my voicemails. He has seen the photos. He just wants to sweep it under the rug but he can’t. Because he knows Meri and I really did have an affair. He knows I’m real. He knows I exist. And so does Mariah.

Mariah still hasn’t forgiven her mom. This was filmed in April of 2016. We ended our affair in August of 2015 and it went public because of Meri in October of 2015 just to give everyone a timeline of anger. Kody talks about how last summer (Summer of 2015) was hard on Mariah, himself, and Robyn. Really? I’m just shaking my head at his stupidity. He was completely clueless until September of 2015 that we had the affair.

Mariah starts sharing her side of this. She says Meri was trying to convince her to like me. Why would Mariah like the guy her mom was fooling around with? Mariah had walked in on several of our phone calls. She did not like that we talked so much. She was suspicious that something was going on but Meri never told her the truth. She says that Meri told her she wished Mariah would appreciate our relationship. Meaning Meri and I. And Kody asks Mariah what she meant by that. He’s still clueless Lol

Kody says that Mariah thinks that her mom was struggling with fidelity. Yes, we struggled 3 or 4 times a week for 6 months Lol

Kody says that Meri was targeted. That’s not true. Again he’s sticking to their fake catfish story. Meri came after me. I have proven that with the Twitter Dm’s as well as the voicemails and the texts from WEEK 1 of us talking. She continued to pursue conversations with me. I did not target her, I did not go after her. I replied to her. I didn’t even call her back half of the time. That’s why she is heard saying over and over call me back or you never answer your phone. It’s because I was trying to figure out why she wanted to talk to me so much. She liked talking to me. She liked the attention. And we got along great. We had so much fun talking. We had an even better time hanging out. Because we would laugh so much more together in person.

Meri’s agenda was not making friends. She fell in love with me. She is heard over and over in March, 2 weeks after we started talking and seeing each other that she loved me. That she was IN LOVE with me. That’s not just friends. Proving again how much Meri has lied to Kody and how stupid he is to believe her lies.

Kody just found out that we were on the phone all of the time. All he has to do is go to the cellphone bill on Verizon’s website and look that up. Or go to my website and look at the Call log. She called me a total of 1560 times in 6 months. She left me over 300 + voicemails. All of this is on my blog proving how much we were talking.

Do you also notice Mariah is not referring to me as a girl or a fake or a catfish? She is telling the truth. She says anytime Meri would be on the phone with HIM. Male. I’m a guy. Enough with calling me a catfish or a female or whatever. I’m so sick of hearing that. It’s not truth.

Kody believes all Meri was doing was making friends. Mariah doesn’t believe it at all. Kody says she never met this person and Mariah responds, I know, well… She is pausing because she knows we did meet. Then Mariah tells her dad that she believes that Meri felt more than she is letting on. Which is the truth. She was in love. We were in love with each other.

Kody says all he wants to do is bring Meri back into the family. So when was she kicked out of the family? Is he admitting he threw her away just as she threw him out of her house in May of 2015?

Then Mariah drops the truth bomb and tells Kody that she really believes that Meri was going to leave her dad for me. And that’s the truth. We had made plans to move Meri into my Las Vegas house as soon as Mariah went back to college in August. Mariah is telling her dad what she thinks and feels about the situation. And Kody is completely in denial. Are we at all surprised at how stupid he looks right now?

Go ahead and blame me, but remember Kody, we were just making friends Lol, Right? That’s all it was. This guy is a douchebag.

Want to know how Kody and Meri’s marriage got so bad? Because of how he deals with everything. He shoves it to the side and keeps going. He doesn’t stop and fix, communicate, or really deal with anything. Because he is always so busy (Sitting with Robyn) to really deal with hard issues with any of them. That’s why I know that he doesn’t try or do his best with his marriages. And he gave up on fixing things with Meri. They ended it a few months ago. All of the stuff you see with them from now on will be for the sake of the cameras and for the sake of the $$$. And that’s the truth.

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The new blog design is up and getting a lot of really great comments. Thank you all for taking time to read my blog. It’s been a great thing for me. I can connect and reach so many people by writing my story.

It’s almost wedding weekend. My little cousin is getting married at my house in Lake Forest this weekend. The wedding is Saturday. They are having it inside. She decided against the big tent in my backyard. Glad to hear it will be indoor. My house up there is already looking great. Her wedding team has been there since yesterday morning. I told her anything she needs let me know. She is flying in Wednesday to help coordinate everything. My entire family, extended family and a lot of my friends are on their way here. Some are staying downtown. We still have the beds left over from Thanksgiving so again we are setting those up for my older relatives. It’s just easier on them and their wheelchairs to stay in a bed on the main floor in my house. Much easier on us to get them back and forth also. And they said they were all comfortable. I got nice beds for them. I figured after this event we would just wrap them all up and store them in the garage anyway. Maybe do something with them later on.

The wedding is on a schedule. My role as an usher is pivotal because I have to make sure the other ushers who are all much younger than I am do their jobs correctly. How hard is it to say Groom or Bride? Then walk them down to the appropriate seats. Duh. But she insists that I’m Head Usher Lol Great. Just what I needed, a fancy title to sit people down.

Drew is excited because we are getting the “Boys” back together. All of our junior high/high school/college buddies will be here. That means trouble and I know it. I specifically don’t invite some of these guys to vacation in Chicago because I know how they are. I do give them permission to vacation in our Hawaii homes or our Miami/Miami beach homes though.

I just want my baby cousin to be happy and have a very special day. I’m so excited to meet everyone I don’t know and I pray everything goes well. I have given her full access to my house. She can decorate it anyway she wants. And we will have a cleanup crew come in Sunday to get everything put away. I’m really hoping that house doesn’t turn into the new family wedding facility. I don’t mind it but it’s a little pain in the ass to get things coordinated.

On Sunday I am leaving for Dubai. I have to go check on that office and see how it’s going. Sarah will be going with me. All she talks about is Dubai. She is so excited. I’m happy to take her along. We will be gone until Saturday and I warned her that the time difference is killer. She says she will sleep while I’m working. She still doesn’t understand but she will see soon enough.

Things are going great. That annoying tv show continues to try and keep their fake catfish storyline alive. It is very annoying to have my affair drug through the mud so publicly. I made a mistake falling in love with a married woman and I really thought it would be over with by now. She continues to bring it back into the spotlight. She continues to openly discuss it. So I respond. She is not happy that I have written some things on here. She is not happy at all that I have called her out. But my truth is my truth and she can’t take that away.

And let’s all be honest about this, if there really was a catfish targeting her, if there were threats made, if there was one piece of evidence it would be exposed by her side. Not one thing has ever come out.

Lindsay did find out about the production for this season (Again) and we are already aware of one certain Georgia stalker (Cheryl) making an appearance later in the season. To be proactive in getting my side of that story out Lindsay put up the 2 stories I wrote about her. And how much I have no idea who she is and why she is stalking me. They are on the front of this blog as you can see. She is 50 years old. You would really think she would find something better to do with her life than try to stalk me and get some fame for herself. I have never met, talked to, or dealt with that woman in any way. But the police have. And Twitter has. They sided with me because I proved who I was and BOOM! she was suspended within a few hours of me filing reports on her. She disappeared. I’m surprised she’s going to resurface soon and who knows what she’s going to say this time. Since she knows nothing about my life this woman will come up with anything outrageous or stupid to make herself into a victim. And I can’t believe Meri was dumb enough to even go talk to her. I mean really, how stupid is that to talk to a woman who stalks someone they don’t even know?

I am pissed about all of it. And I’m not going to let Meri, TLC, or the Brown family continue to throw this fake, made up storyline out there anymore without me responding to it.

Her own daughter confirmed that Meri wanted her to like me to support our relationship. And her own husband said Meri told him she can be IN LOVE with 2 people. In their own words they continue to prove my story is all truth Lol I like that part.

Stay tuned because we all know I will have a lot more to say about this stuff. The episodes get put on youtube by random people so I’m able to watch it on there. I wouldn’t dare give them any ratings.

I’m glad you are all here. Thank you for reading my story.


The Cubs aren’t the only one taking a Big Swing today

Last night I had a bunch of family and friends in town. We all watched the Cubs game at my condo and snacked on all kinds of good food. Some of my cousins liked the vegan dips I made. Some didn’t. My Uncles and Aunts just wanted to go to bed so we sent them back to the hotel for the night. Today everyone is out shopping and enjoying the city. When I get off work I’m taking everyone out for a nice family dinner and then they will be on their way back to their homes. My family is big and coordinating events is always a pain in the butt. I’m glad they are here. It’s important for my boys to know everyone. I did dress them up in their Halloween costumes for a 2nd time because I thought their costumes were hilarious. For my twins first Halloween costumes I decided to do Mario and Luigi. They both had on the plumbers outfits that was just a onesey in the 2 colors and then I put hats on them that had of course they kept yanking off. I did manage to get some awesome photos of them in the hats. Everyone laughed and loved it. After they all got to take pictures with them I changed them into their cubbie shirts for the game. My boys went to bed around 8:30 and we all tried really hard to keep it down. We did wake them up twice yelling at the tv and talking too loud. I know I’m a bad daddy for that but it’s the World Series. We were all excited.

Tonight is Game 7! I did not think the series would go to this game 7 so I’m happy and worried. Last night the runs kept coming in and then the Indians came back a little and that Uh oh panic sets in. This time the game finished strong and the win was hopeful. All we talk about at the office is the Cubs. It’s so exciting to everyone. I’m happy to live here and be able to watch it with my family. The entire city is going to go crazy tonight when we win. And if we lose, it’s another disappointment, another missed opportunity, and a heartbreaking end to an amazing season.

Lindsay has been a huge help wrangling everyone around. She does her best to keep her temper in check until something stupid happens then she just walks away and you can’t find her. She helped me feed everyone last night then helped Sarah get the boys to bed while I was cleaning up the kitchen with my Aunts. I forgot how much my family eats. I swear I had a fridge full on Sunday now I need to go to the store tonight and pick up more food. I thought about having food delivered but getting pizza at dinner time during the World Series is a few hour wait at some of our favorite pizza delivery places. I told them I will pick up food and bring it home. That’s the best I can do. Lindz and I will get off work at 4 and go hit the 3 places to pick up the things we need and head back home. I hope it’s enough. It’s like watching goats eat a pasture. You check an hour later and nothing is left on the tables Lol

Heston is the first to try to push himself up to stand. He hasn’t stood yet. We work with both of them to stand and help them learn to walk. No one has done it on their own yet. Sarah said we need to get their legs strengthened for it so we work on it every day. No first words either unless Gababagabagaba is a word. That’s what it sounds like anyway. I hope Dada is their first words. I really do. I’m dying to hear it. I say it a million times a day to them trying to teach them. Sarah said the first word might be Hi since we all say that a lot too.

This weekend I decided to take everyone up to the lake house. I want to start decorating it for thanksgiving and Christmas. I have some things but I need to buy a lot more. The girls said they will help me shop for stuff. I want Christmas lights on my house. I want to buy out Hobby Lobby and get crazy with it. I want my boys to always love Christmas and enjoy the traditions we will have. I’m a real Christmas tree guy. I recycle it afterwords but I love the smell of it. There is nothing like a real tree. I’ve had the store trees before and it’s just not the same.

I went ahead and deleted about 600 pending comments. I haven’t gotten to them in months and I won’t get to them anytime soon. Thank you all who wrote a comment and shared a thought but sorry I’m not publishing or answering them. The good news is it’s a clean slate right now so you can start all over. I will get to the new ones if Lindsay doesn’t delete them all.

I’m going to finally open up about a few things. It’s frustration at this affair that won’t seem to go away. I don’t understand why people continue to be interested in me at all. So here’s a few things I want to say.

Yes I am aware for a 3rd season in a row Meri is still talking about our affair and lying. She is sticking to the fake catfish story yet again and it’s disappointing to me she can’t move on from it. I know they need ratings and I know she is trying to cover up all of her lies about the voicemails and how she really felt about me. However I’m not going to watch it. She has lied so much I don’t think me adding to it will do any good. She is never, ever going to admit the truth. Even when her own daughter knows and openly criticizes her for not being honest and hiding a lot of what really happened. The truth is I moved on a long time ago. I don’t talk about it because it’s in the past. The internet trolls are still playing their insane games and trying to solve some great mystery about me. Instead of just asking me or Lindsay anything they make up, create, and completely lie to create stories about my life and Lindsay’s life. The truth is Jackie Overton has never met Meri Brown. The truth is Jackie Overton is not a catfish and has nothing at all to do with any of this. She has moved from Oklahoma and is working hard at her job, living a good life and really pissed off that the tabloids and the internet trolls continue to lie and throw her name into this scandal.

The truth is there never was a catfish. Never. I had an affair, I ended it, I stayed away from Meri. She continued to contact me, continued to try to get ahold of me and ask to see me. I refused so she got scared and lied. She claims I’m a catfish yet she refuses to say a name. She offers ZERO proof at all. She gets all red-faced and makes no sense in her stories. Many times she makes stuff up on the spot. She has never had 1 person back up her stories and her family fell apart after they found out she cheated. She latched onto the story that was made up by the trolls and sold it to her family, her friends, and her fans. All in an attempt to cover up the truth. That we had a real affair. We met, we were in love, we had sex, and we wanted to be together. She was leaving her husband and family for me. We broke up and she is still living a quiet life alone. She doesn’t get the attention she wants, she obviously can not let go of how she feels about me and will do anything in her power to ruin me and my life. She has her trolls attack me daily, still. The good news is the troll group has dwindled down to 6 or 7 people who continue their online bullying.

Please keep in mind if you do a search on Twitter with my @notbatmanyet you will read and see the kind of things the people say about me. It’s disturbing. These are horrible women with no lives. They have attached themselves to a tabloid rumor and want to continue to feed off of it because they have nothing better to do but be mean. The truth is these trolls have caused so many problems in their own groups they can’t get along, can’t work together and only bash anyone that disagrees with them. The trolls have accomplished nothing. They have nothing to show for over a year of cyberbullying me, Jackie, and Lindsay. The sad part is that these women put so much effort into something that is none of their business. The affair was between Meri and I. No one else. Lindsay and Kendra were privy to a lot of information about what was going on. That’s it. No one else knows the full story. Anyone that came in after the fact is making shit up. That part can be frustrating. I have learned over the past year to ignore and block the trolls. They don’t have anything positive to add or say. They never ask me direct questions. All they do is hammer away at one idea and offer no proof on anything they say. Most of what is out there is all fake and lies. The real truths get overlooked and hidden. Why is that? The entire time everyone has heard me say over and over it was an affair. Why not investigate that? There were hotels we were at, restaurants we ate at, places we were seen together, a lot of people she met with me standing right there. There is so much proof yet no one looks at it. And Lindsay and I just laugh and laugh at all of the mistakes and lies the trolls make.

What all do you know about me? What I have said here about my life or what some tabloid wrote about me when the writers of the articles have never once spoken to me? See why I continue to maintain this blog? Because my story and my truth is right here. Anytime the show gets back on the air I sell a lot more of my books. I get a lot of hits to my website that makes me an enormous amount of money. And I also get my side of the story out there. A lot of people watched last season and saw the lies Meri was trying to tell. They also saw how TLC was editing the show to prove that Meri will lie to her husband to avoid getting into trouble. She is more of his assistant than his wife. I’ve said that for over a year now. And watch the show this season. Will that change? Will they grow closer after she cheated and lied to him? Or is he still distant and spending time with everyone, except her? You will see from day 1 I told ya’ll she was lying. And more of her lies will come out.

I would like everyone to leave me and my kids alone. We have a great life. I’m very happy. They are healthy and I ask you respect our privacy. I also know no one is going to do that so keep commenting. You will continue to be ignored, blocked and have nothing to show but your own hate and anger at a situation that is none of your business. I’m happy to answer questions. I have done my best to always be open and honest. I’m glad that things are quieting down and I pray that Meri finds happiness. The stories about her dating a guy in Hawaii are bs. She is talking to someone on the phone and texting him but it’s not that guy Lol All has been confirmed. I’m happy she found a new guy to talk to. She needs that. Don’t believe me? All Kody has to do is go look at her cellphone bill from Verizon. The proof is right there. Will he? Nope because he wants to continue to live a life of stuffing his head in the sand. He doesn’t care. I pray everyday that she leaves Kody. He is toxic to her. He doesn’t fulfill her life in any meaningful way anymore and he will continue to ignore and distance himself from her. He is not a good guy like he wants the world to believe. He is a verbally abusive, controlling guy that wants to justify 4 marriages when that’s not at all what it has turned into. What part of his religious life does he want to share with everyone using a tv show? There is barely any mention of it anymore. The focus has become what can this family do to peak interest and get ya’ll to watch them so they can keep cashing checks and not do any real jobs to become active members of society. Yes fame can be fun I guess. But when the show is over, who will they become? And how long until the money is gone. If you put your money in the hands of a non-college educated person and a money hungry 2nd wife, how long will that last you when you have more bills/taxes to pay than you can afford. They are all setting themselves up for a huge drop. It’s coming sooner than they think. And I hate to see it happen. I think the Brown family could have done so much more with this opportunity but they coast by with minimum responsibility to a show and a tv network that is their lifelines. The greatest indication of how much polygamy does not work for this family is NONE of their children want to partake the lifestyle. That tells me right there how bad growing up with Kody as an abuser and dictator has been. If he has to actually go out and get a real job in the next year or 2, who will even hire him? What can will he put on his resume the last 7 years of his life?

And yet I’m the bad guy Lol I have taken a lot of shit for months. It’s been very unfair yet I continue to say nothing and be graceful. I don’t know what led me to finally say something but it feels good to get some of this off of my chest. I have taken full responsibility all along for the affair. I knew she was married. I knew she was still in the family. I should have asked her to leave then gotten with her. I should have backed off. I was in love. I fell completely in love with her. I won’t ever apologize for that. But when will Meri ever take responsibility? When will Kody? Why is it all my fault when she was actively pursuing me from day 1. The voicemails she left on my phones do not lie. She was not forced to say or do anything at all. She was not threatened in any way. She was never asked to send naughty photos or do anything outside of her comfort level. She willingly continued the affair for months because she was so happy. And then we broke up. I stayed away from her refusing to talk to her and she got pissed. Then she got revenge. That’s all that happened here. Watch what I continue to do with my life and businesses and watch his. It’s no wonder to me at all that Meri found me and fell in love. Because I have always had more to offer her than working for someone who no longer cares and just wants the money she can make. He takes all of the money and divides up as needed. He does not dole it out to what each wife actually makes filming the show. That causes a lot of resentment and fights. There is so much more I can open up about since I was close to Meri for months. She confided a lot to me and I think it’s time I finally start talking about that. She deserves better. I hope she leaves Kody. I will always stand up for myself on this subject and continue to state the truth. There was no catfish. Not at all. Meri lied.  And I can’t wait to see what her life will become once she is finally free from that douchebag.

Just sayin 😉