190th Voicemail – July 4th, 2015

190th Voicemail 7-4-2015 3:11pm

Baby, my baby. Give me a call when you can. Love you, bye.

Meri and Robyn had went to see the movie Age of Adeline in the theater a few weeks before this. She said she wanted to watch it again. I had never seen it. I found the link online, sent it to her and we watched it while I was working on emails from my house. It was a great movie. It’s full of historical references. I’m a history nerd. Love those kinds of films.

On the 4th of July the entire family went up to St George, Utah where Robyn is from to enjoy the festivities. Meri told me that they chose to go there because Kody and Robyn like their 4th of July events there. Everyone went, except Meri. She wanted to stay home to be with me. These are the photos I have. 20150704_144412 20150704_144442 20150704_144511It’s the back of Meri’s house and showing the yard.


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189th Voicemail – July 2nd, 2015

189th Voicemail 7-2-2015 10:41am

Hey just wanted to call and tell you that I was thinking about you and I don’t want to interrupt your work I know you are busy. But I just miss you and love you and feeling greedy for you today. Anyways, I hope you have a fabulous day and I will talk to you as soon as you’re able. She had to wear pajamas that fully cover her up for their religious modesty reason. It was really hot in Las Vegas so I told her I would help her pick out a lighter pajama set because she had been struggling to sleep. I sent one from Target I found online. She went and picked it up and took this photo modeling it. She said she slept a lot better that night. She said she should have done that years ago but because of him she had to follow their beliefs. She said she was going to start wearing shorts more often too, it was just too hot.

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This was a typical day. We are both working but making time for quick phone calls and texts back andforth. Very happy and in love. 20150702_084638 20150702_204130-1 IMG_2233 IMG_2234 IMG_2235 IMG_2236 IMG_2237 IMG_2238 IMG_2239 IMG_2240



172nd Voicemail, 173rd Voicemail, 174th Voicemail, 175th Voicemail June 27th, 2015 – Our Utah Trip Together

Another great day together. I got myself all turned around because it was dark Lol I had no idea where I was going. I went the wrong way off of the mountain so she was trying to help me. But I kept losing internet signal as well as phone signal so I was a little messed up. I figured it out and turned around the right way. It was pretty funny. This was our last night in Utah together. We needed to get home the next day.

So we spent the night together, again 😉

172nd Voicemail 6-27-2015 2:52pm

Baby where did you go? You disappeared on me. Okay. Just seeing if you would answer, alright, sorry.

173rd Voicemail 6-27-2015 6:20pm

My love. Baby I’m here at the amphitheater. And I’m just waiting for you. I hope you’ll come find me. Give me a call okay? I love you.

174th Voicemail 6-27-2015 8:44pm

Love of my life.

175th Voicemail 6-27-2015 8:47pm

Baby I just got your message. There’s no way to drive around in circles. You need to just go up or down. Don’t take any side roads. Just stay on the main road. I don’t even know if you are going to get this message. I don’t even know where you are. Anyway. Just stay on the main road. Just drive. You are going to get to one side of the mountain or other. And then you can GPS your way to wherever way you want to go. Give me a call. I love you. I love you I love you I love you I just do.



161st Voicemail, 162nd Voicemail, 163rd Voicemail, 164th Voicemail, 165th Voicemail, 166th Voicemail, 167th Voicemail – June 25th, 2015 – Our Utah Trip Together

Another awesome day up in the mountain. We had such a great time because we could hold hands and kiss and hug as much as we wanted and no one saw anything. We were able to be outside and enjoy the weather. It was a very special day. We talked about wanting to be married someday soon. We wanted to see about having kids together and/or adopting. We wanted a life. This was not just a fling for either one of us. We both found each other. She began calling me her soulmate and the one she was meant for. She said God can bring soulmates into your life but only one is the true fit and she believed it was me because of how well I treated her and how well we got along. She said I never did any type of personal attacks or called her dumb. I never called her stupid or crazy. She said I was always patient and listened to her. I asked questioned instead of assuming and attacking her. That we were able to talk anything out and most of all she trusted me 100%. She loved that she was the only woman in my heart and that she couldn’t get enough of all of the attention I gave her. She said she wanted to marry me several times that week. And I wanted the same. We were completely in love with each other.

161st Voicemail 6-25-2015 11:41am

Hey give me a call when you can, okay? Thanks, love you, bye.

162nd Voicemail 6-25-2015 5:52pm

Hey baby. I just wanted to tell you I love you.

163rd Voicemail 6-25-2015 7:26pm

Baby. Baby. I love you.

164th Voicemail 6-25-2015 7:29pm

Baby where are you? I’m out of the mountain. I’m heading down to the freeway and I’ll be there shortly. Okay? I’m driving as fast as I can to get to you. Give me a call, okay? I love you. I love you. Okay.

165th Voicemail 6-25-2015 7:33pm

Samuel you need to answer your phone. Where are you baby? I’m in a place where I have a signal and out of the mountain. And obviously you are too or you couldn’t have left me that message. You said that you were out. Anyway, give me a call, okay?

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167th Voicemail 6-25-2015 8:03pm

Baby I’m here.

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152nd Voicemail, 153rd Voicemail, 154th Voicemail, 155th Voicemail – June 23rd, 2015 – Our Utah Trip Together

This began our first vacation together. We met up and decided to head to the mountains where we could get lost in the trees and no one would know who we were. It was a lot of fun with her showing me around Lehi and the surrounding towns. I was very surprised at her house. The original one that was on the show. They have a renter living upstairs now but we went to the downstairs side, through the back of the house that used to be Christine’s. It was very interesting for me to see a polygamist house. It was in the middle of a remodel so it wasn’t put together but it was different.

152nd Voicemail June 23rd, 2015 12:21am
https://vimeo.com/166276841 (This audio file had to be remade it was corrupted so we moved it to Vimeo)

Hi baby just trying to reach you.

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154th Voicemail 6-23-2015 7:01pm

Hey just touching base with you. I’m out of the mountain so anyways give me a call when you can. Okay. Love you, bye.

155th Voicemail 6-23-2015 8:16pm

Hey where are you at, what’s going on, how are you doing? All of that stuff. Anyway, give me a call when you can. Okay I love you, bye.

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41st Voicemail, 42nd Voicemail, 43rd Voicemail, 44th Voicemail, 45th Voicemail – April 18th, 2015

IMG_0658This is what happened that night. We were in such a good place. Things were great. The only struggles we ever had is when I got busy or she got busy and we weren’t able to talk a few times a day. That would cause both of us to get a little insecure. At this point in the affair I was working a lot of late hours. I was really busy and trying to figure out when I could make time to see her. This was the night we had sex in her bed at her house. I took this photo of her laying in her bed before things started. We made love for over an hour and we were both a mess. Her hair was really messed up. It was all over the place. While we were talking I misunderstood something she said. She got up to get fixed up. I left. I was pissed. I went home.  She called, I answered and went off on her and hung up. For the next few hours I didn’t answer or text her back. She was blowing up my phone. By the next morning I was cooled off but still wanted to know what she meant by what she said.

This not only confirms that we have seen each other in person but also that we were having sex.

In her bed sometimes. Most of the sex was at my house or in hotels. I had a house 5 minutes away from her house in Las Vegas at the time. More than enough proof of our sexual relationship is in my R-Rated section of this blog. I will explain later how we managed to pull this off sneaking me in and out of her house late at night with all of them living right there. We had a system down that worked great for months. Later on in the day we did talk and she explained what she meant and what she said. I explained how I took it and how it made me feel and then we were fine. This was usually what would happen when both of us were so busy we didn’t have time to talk. We would miss each other and turn it into a crazy, ridiculous argument. They never lasted more than a few hours Lol It was really dumb.

41st Voicemail 4-18-2015 4:29am


Babe, come on what is going on tonight? Why are you struggling? My gosh I was not saying that being intimate with you is my worst, it’s my hair, it’s my mop. Oh my gosh honey don’t. Please, honey you’re really having a hard time with something tonight and I wish that you would talk to me. Honey I’m here for you, I’m here, I haven’t gone anywhere I keep trying. Honey, please? I just love you I don’t know what’s going on.

42nd Voicemail 4-18-2015 4:38am

Baby I’m really sad. I feel like you are pushing me away. You really misunderstood what I was saying. I said laying here with you is very vulnerable especially with my hair looking  a mess. That’s all I was saying, all I was saying. Please don’t try to read anything else into it. Being with you is very special to me. It really is.

43rd Voicemail 4-18-2015 4:45am

Well I’ll just try one more time, I just want to say I’m sorry for what I said to upset you and I really, really am sorry. I love you I know you need your space. Just come back to me okay? I love you very much. I hope you sleep well. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, okay? I love you baby. Please try not to be mad at me. Because I wasn’t saying anything about us at all I swear I wasn’t. You made me sad. Very. It’s completely non-intentional. Okay? I hope you sleep well tonight baby.

44th Voicemail 4-18-2015 10:28am

Hey baby. I just want to try to talk to you today and just. Just feeling like there is something wrong and I don’t know what it is. I don’t understand I feel like you are pushing me away and it makes me sad and I don’ t know if I did something. You are saying that nothing is going on. And I’m just trying to figure it out I just want to make things right. I really do  because I love you and you know that. And I hope you are okay with that. And I know you love me. I’m just trying to make this better, that’s all. Please call and talk to me later. Thank you for…

45th Voicemail 4-18-2015 4:30pm

Hey babe, can you call me when you have a second? Just want to chat with you. Missing you, I love you. Bye.


13th Voicemail – March 29, 2015

vm  This was the day we were having some issues. I posted on Twitter early that morning that it’s over. I meant all of the fighting and all of the miscommunication we had going on. She was worried I meant the relationship. That is not at all what I meant. I was being proactive and letting her know that the small arguments were over.

Later that night I texted her while she was soaking in a bath. I told her to call me when she got out. Out of nowhere she sent me these pictures. She said look at the one it looked funny with the way her leg was in the bubbles. I did not ask her for these photos. She freely sent them. It worked because that night we had sex for 2 hours Lol

13th Voicemail 3-29-2015 3:13am

Hey baby, I’m seeing a tweet that just says it’s over. I can only assume you’re talking about us? Maybe I’m wrong, I know how I am. I don’t know what’s going on or why you would say it that way? Because I love you and I believe that you love me too and so I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on. So I get if you need some space…

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