Voicemails

1st Voicemail March 10, 2015 – 12:56am
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Hey Sam it’s me. Listen, I know you’ve had a really rough day and I’m really sorry about that and I wish there was something I could do to help you. I just need you to know that I love you and I care about you and I care for you and I just. I’m just really concerned about you right now. And I just, I want to talk to you I want to make sure you are going to be okay. I know you needed to check out and just get away so I’m sorry I’m calling you again. I’m just really concerned about you right now. Take the time that you need I guess. Take an hour or a day or a couple days. I don’t even know. I don’t know what you need and I don’t know how best to help you right now. You are just such a good guy. You care about people and I don’t know if other people that for you and I just wanted to make sure you are okay. I’m just really concerned about you. You are just really down right now. So anyway, know that I care. Know that I love you, know that I care. Know that I’m concerned about you.

2nd Voicemail March 10, 2015 – 8:48am
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Hey. So I’m driving so it was easier and safer to call you than text you back. But, as far as you saying you want to come up here just to hug me. I think that is just really sweet, but I don’t want to make you do that at all. It’s too out of the way, you know whatever thing and I just, I mean, I don’t want you to think that I’m turning you down. But I, you know how I am about not wanting to ask somebody to do something and that’s a huge thing to do. But I really appreciate that. So, it’s up to you. If you want to, I would love to see you and if you don’t, it’s a hassle, it’s an all day thing, I’m totally understanding of that. The other thing is…

3rd Voicemail March 10, 2015 3:47pm
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Mr. Sam Cooper. I wanted to leave just a quick little message for you just thinking about you, just wanted to say I’ve had a fun time getting to know you. You are a great guy, I’ve totally enjoyed it. We’ve had great conversations and I’m just having fun with it. This is, just really sweet. I am on my way home now and I was just thinking about you so I thought I would leave you a message. Anyway, I will drive safe, I want you to fly safe and we will talk later. As soon as you touch down and have some time you should shoot me a text and let me know that you got there all safe and everything is all great and I can’t wait to talk to you again.
4th Voicemail March 12, 2015 8:36am
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Baby. I’m getting flooded with texts from you this morning. Did I not get any of these last night? I wondered what happened and I’m now getting all of your texts and I totally understand your frustration. Oh my gosh. Oh, baby just answer your phone and talk to me, okay?
5th Voicemail March 12, 2015 8:24pm
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Sam Cooper. I’m right out here waiting.
6th Voicemail March 12, 2015 9:47pm
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Baby, don’t be giving up. Hey. What is going on with you? I know you are really stressed. I really do. I understand that. I’m just trying to make it easier. I’m like. I’m good here, okay? I’m good here. I don’t know why you are saying that about this, my love. I don’t know what’s going on. Call me, okay? I’ve got plenty of time, I’m driving. I love you. I, dang it honey give me a call. I’m fine doing this thing without you. I don’t know, I don’t know why you’re not. I’ll make it fast, so.
7th Voicemail March 12, 2015 9:52pm
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Baby, I’m sitting here smiling and thinking about you, okay? Things are good, okay, we’re good. So, yes. I don’t know just call me. I’m fine. I’m fine, I’m good. I don’t even know. Just call me, okay. I’m thinking about all of the fun that we have together and I know that work is really stressful for you and having to be away and stuff like that. So I understand that okay. I’m not quite sure why you said you wanted to give up. I don’t know what I said to make you react like that and I’m sorry for whatever it was. Anyway, just call me, you know. I’m here okay, don’t shut me out, don’t break up, just call, I’m trying to…
8th Voicemail March 14, 2015 5:25pm
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Sam I’m so sorry. I’m really sorry. I’m just so scared right now. I just know what I want and I just don’t know how I’m going to get it. I don’t know if you are going to walk away from me. I just wish you’d answer your phone. I wish you’d talk to me. I’m just so scared.
9th Voicemail March 14th, 2015 8:08pm
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Hey babe, I guess you got tied up again. Just call or text when you can if you want to. Okay I’ll talk to you later, bye.
10th Voicemail March 20th, 2015 2:22am
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Baby, where are you? What’s going on? I don’t know what happened. I don’t know why you are not answering. I don’t know you won’t text me back. I don’t know why you hung up on me. You don’t need to run from me okay baby, I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. I love you, call me back. Love you.
11th Voicemail March 24th, 2015 11:30am
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Good morning. I just thought I’d try giving you a call. I know you wanted me to the other day and I didn’t so I thought I would try today. Anyway, I hope to talk to you soon. Hope you are doing okay. Okay. I’ll talk to you later. I love you, bye.
12th Voicemail March 24th, 2015 3:56pm
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Hey babe, sorry about that. I just got a couple of people come and not leave. Give me a call whenever you want. I’m completely available. So, alright, I’ll talk to you soon. Love you.
13th Voicemail March 29th, 2015 3:13am
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Hey baby, I’m seeing a tweet that just says it’s over. I can only assume you’re talking about us? Maybe I’m wrong, I know how I am. I don’t know what’s going on or why you would say it that way? Because I love you and I believe that you love me too and so I’m just trying to figure out what’s going on. So I get if you need some space…
14th Voicemail April 2nd, 2015 11:06am
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Mr Cooper, this is Meri calling. I need to apologize for pushing my business agenda this morning. And ask your forgiveness. Anyway. I will talk to you soon. Let me know if there’s anything else I can do to be of service.
15th Voicemail April 7, 2015 7:44pm
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Hey baby. I was just giving you a call real quick. You told me that it was okay, I know you are probably busy or resting or whatever. But anyway, I’m just missing you like a lot right now so I thought I’d call. Anyway, give me a call when you have a second, okay? Alright, I love you babe. I’ll talk to you soon.
16th Voicemail April 9th, 2015 10:58pm
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Sam, I need you to know that I love you and I’m sorry that what I said upset you, okay? I love you, don’t shut me out please, okay? We promised we wouldn’t do this to each other, okay? I love you. I’ll talk to you soon, okay? Bye.
17th Voicemail April 12th, 2015 1:58am
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Hey baby. I just wanted to make sure that you are okay. I just want you to know that I’m thinking about you and I love you. And I just love you very much. I’m hearing you sending me a bunch of texts right now. It’s not screwed up I don’t know why you said it’s screwed up, baby. It’s not screwed up I’m just trying to respect your time, you know? Just like you do for me. Anyway. I love you very much. I’m not sure why you are texting and you’re not answering. I don’t. Anyway, that’s okay. I understand you need your time and your space right now. I just miss you and I’m just thinking about you and I’m just really, you know, concerned about you and I just really care about you. And I don’t want to bug you and I just want you to know that. Okay? Alright, babe. I love you and I will talk to you…
18th Voicemail April 12th, 2015 10:06am
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Hey Sam it’s me. Just wanted to give you a call this morning. Touch base with you see how you are doing. Just wanting to let you know that I’m thinking about you and I love you very much and I just want you to know that. I’m here for you, for whatever you need. Whenever you need. Just know that, okay baby? Alright, I will, just give me a call when you can, okay? I’ll text you and just try to touch base with you. I love you and I will talk to you very…
19th Voicemail April 12th, 2015 1:21pm
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Hey babe. I thought I might be able to catch you since we were texting. Maybe you had to step away from your phone or something. Just wanted to let you know that I was thinking about you and I love you and that’s just all. I just love you. You told me to call you whenever. And I just want you to know that I was thinking about you and I’m always here. I’m not going anywhere, okay?
20th Voicemail April 12th, 2015 7:22pm
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Hey Sam. Hey, wow you are texting me saying you said Don’t. I just wanted to let you know that I’m thinking about you and that I love you. And I had a very interesting thing happen to me today and I’m really excited to talk to you about it. I hope you are okay. You seem kind of frustrated but I wanted to call you because earlier you said call you anytime. So I’m kind of confused. Anyway, I love you. I hope you are doing well, as well as you can anyway right now. Just, I want you to know that I’m thinking about you and I love you and I’m here babe. And I’m not going anywhere…
21st Voicemail April 13th, 2015 1:43pm
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Hey babe I saw you tried calling me a couple of times I was just trying to call you back. I just stepped out of a meeting to try to reach you. Anyway, I hope everything is okay, I love you very much and I will call you back in a little bit. Okay? Alright, I love you, bye.
22nd Voicemail April 13th, 2015 2:34pm
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Hey just give me a call when you have a second. Okay. I’m getting texts from you, give me a call, bye.
23rd Voicemail April 13th, 2015 4:06pm
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What is it with you babe, about texting me and then not answering me when I call? Holy crap. I am so confused by you. What were you saying about me like being the protector. I never said I was a protector. Why are you cracking up? I need to know why you are cracking up. So anyway, call me. Now. Obey.
24th Voicemail April 13th, 2015 7:11pm
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Well Mr. Cooper. So here you are throwing me to voicemail again. I’m just teasing you. So I just wanted to mention to you really quick that I was just out getting my mail and I haven’t gotten it for a few days but there is no letter from you or anything like that. So I just needed to remind you that you are more than welcome to write to me and send a letter to me anytime you would like. Because it would be a fun little surprise to get something in the mail from you. Just saying. Anyway, I was just thinking about you and wanted to say hi. And, I love you, so I will…
25th Voicemail April 13th, 2015 9:45pm
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Good evening, Sam. Hey, I was just thinking about you and thought I would give you a call and I know that you like voicemail messages I guess. Anyway, so yeah, just thinking about you so anyway. Call me back whenever you want. Okay. I love you, call me later.
26th Voicemail April 14th, 2015 9:23am
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Good morning Sam. So I thought I would try to call you but I guess you are not available. So anyway. I love you and just thinking about you this morning so, just call me when you can. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you later.
27th Voicemail April 14th, 2015 1:38pm
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Hey. I just was thinking about you and I’m feeling very obsessed with you and I love you. And I just wanted to call and tell you that. So, I love you Sam. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.
28th Voicemail April 14th, 2015 3:56pm
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Sam. It’s been like 6 hours since I’ve heard your voice and I’m going through withdrawls. Oh my gosh I’m just playing. Checked to see if I could catch base with you. Anyway, alright, call me whenever you want. Okay? I love you I’ll talk to you later.
29th Voicemail April 14th, 2015 6:58pm
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Baby. You need to hear this right from my voice okay? And you need to listen to me and what I’m saying. I love you. You love me. I’m not going anywhere. That’s not something you have to worry about. The only kind of curse that you have on you is the curse of me. The curse of love. The curse that we are going to spend the rest of our lives together. This is a good thing baby, okay? That we still don’t have to worry about anything. This is real. Just like you and I have said last night and every other time that we have talked. Okay? Don’t worry about anything. I love you more than I can even say and I wish that you would know that when you hear this that and I hope your voicemail is not full. I hope that you are actually going to be able to hear this. Anyway, I love you intensely and passionately Sam. You know this, okay? You don’t need to worry about anything. Call me as soon as you can. So that I can tell you and you can hear it with your own ears how much I love you and how much I’m not going anywhere except for closer to you everyday. Okay? I love you with a passion like no other and you know this baby. You know this. I love you so much. You are so good to me and we are so good together and you know this. Okay? Don’t let doubts creep in today, okay? I love you…
30th Voicemail April 14th, 2015 8:31pm
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Hey baby. You had just said that you were going to call me in a little bit and I just wasn’t sure by what that meant by that like if you meant half hour, hour, 2 hours, I just didn’t know. So I was just wanting to let you know when this meeting was. I will be able to step out of it for a bit and talk to you as well. I just don’t know what your schedule is so I just was wanting to let you know what mine was. So, I’m kind of nervous because you kind of seemed like frustrated when you were like Oh, have a good night. I don’t understand why you are saying that, I don’t know. I hope you are okay. I hope you are okay with me. I just wanted to make sure. Anyway, but I will be able to talk after if you can’t call in the next…
31st Voicemail April 15th, 2015 12:34am
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Hey babe I just thought I would try and reaching you. It kicks me right to voicemail so your phone must be off. So, anyway, oh I just got your text, no you are not available. Sorry about tonight. I hope you are feeling better with me. I love you and I hope you sleep well and I hate that we didn’t get to say goodnight. If you wake up and you want to call me, feel free. Okay. I love you.
32nd Voicemail April 15th, 2015 4:18pm
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Hello Mr. Cooper. I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I want to see your face and I want to have your babies. And I love you very much. And I will talk to you soon. Give me a call whenever you want. Okay.
33rd Voicemail April 15th, 2015 7:25pm
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Look at you throwing me to voicemail. Okay, so that video of the puppy (Sam jr.) is adorable oh my gosh he is so cute. Alright, give me a call later, okay? I love you.
34th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 1:07am
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Baby, just wanted to call and say hey, how’s it going. See what you are up to, thinking about you. Anyway, just give me a call when you have a second, okay? I love you and I’ll talk to you later. Bye.
35th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 5:50am
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Good morning babe. I sure wouldn’t want you to be missing the flight this morning or anything like that. This is not a day you would want to be late so I hope you get up. Okay, I love you I’ll talk to you later, bye.
36th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 5:57am
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Good morning babe, just checking on you. Wanting to make sure you get up and catch your plane. I will talk to you later, bye.
37th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 11:05am
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Baby, I just wanted to tell you that I was thinking about you. And that I love you very much. And you mean the world to me and you are amazing and I love you. So, give me a call when you can. I would love to hear your voice, okay. I love you.
38th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 6:58pm
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Baby, how is it going? Hey don’t be asking if I am breaking up with you. I’m not ever breaking up with you. Okay? It was just a little note that I wrote to you because I was sitting there in the shop getting work done on my car. Anyway, so don’t be nervous about that I’m not ever going to do that, okay? Trust me on that. Hope your day is going okay. Hope the dog is good and everything. Hope you are happy and hope you are having a fabulous day. And I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. But I’m sure you already know that. But I will tell you anyway. I love you Sam Cooper. I love you, I love you. Okay I will…
39th Voicemail April 16th, 2015 10:51pm
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Hey baby what happened?  Where did you go? I love you. I really love you I don’t. Did I scare you off or something? I don’t know. Anyway, give me a call okay? I love you I want to talk to you again.
40th Voicemail April 17th, 2015 11:00pm
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Honey I didn’t say…
41st Voicemail April 18th, 2015 4:29am
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Babe, come on what is going on tonight? Why are you struggling? My gosh I was not saying that being intimate with you is my worst, it’s my hair, it’s my mop. Oh my gosh honey don’t. Please, honey you’re really having a hard time with something tonight and I wish that you would talk to me. Honey I’m here for you, I’m here, I haven’t gone anywhere I keep trying. Honey, please? I just love you I don’t know what’s going on.
42nd Voicemail April 18th, 2015 4:38am
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Baby I’m really sad. I feel like you are pushing me away. You really misunderstood what I was saying. I said laying here with you is very vulnerable especially with my hair looking  a mess. That’s all I was saying, all I was saying. Please don’t try to read anything else into it. Being with you is very special to me. It really is.
43rd Voicemail April 18th, 2015 4:45am
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Well I’ll just try one more time, I just want to say I’m sorry for what I said to upset you and I really, really am sorry. I love you I know you need your space. Just come back to me okay? I love you very much. I hope you sleep well. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, okay? I love you baby. Please try not to be mad at me. Because I wasn’t saying anything about us at all I swear I wasn’t. You made me sad. Very. It’s completely non-intentional. Okay? I hope you sleep well tonight baby.
44th Voicemail April 18th, 2015 10:28am
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Hey baby. I just want to try to talk to you today and just. Just feeling like there is something wrong and I don’t know what it is. I don’t understand I feel like you are pushing me away and it makes me sad and I don’ t know if I did something. You are saying that nothing is going on. And I’m just trying to figure it out I just want to make things right. I really do  because I love you and you know that. And I hope you are okay with that. And I know you love me. I’m just trying to make this better, that’s all. Please call and talk to me later. Thank you for…
45th Voicemail April 18th, 2015 4:30pm
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Hey babe, can you call me when you have a second? Just want to chat with you. Missing you, I love you. Bye.
46th Voicemail April 20th, 2015 1:08am
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Hey babe I don’t know what just happened. If we got disconnected or if you just hung up. I heard you say you love me and then I said hold on let me turn my music off because I couldn’t hear anything. I just wanted to say goodnight to you. So, god I miss you. I just wanted to say goodnight. Okay?
47th Voicemail April 20th, 2015 1:27am
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Baby what’s going on? That wasn’t about you or about me or anything. I don’t know why you are upset. I love you baby. Bye.
48th Voicemail April 20th, 2015 6:21pm
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Hey baby. I just am on my way over to the school to go to the library and do some research for this lovely research paper I have to do for my final. Anyway, I just thought I would try and touch base with you see if you are available. Anyway, hope you’ve had a good day and I look forward to talking to you later. I’ll probably be there I don’t know maybe an hour or so. I’m not sure I think, I remember telling you about it so, anyway, I wasn’t sure if I was going to do all this today but anyway. So now I’ll find Logan to meet me so I’m heading out now so I still hope I’ll talk to you later…
49th Voicemail April 20th, 2015 8:45pm
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Hey babe I was just finishing up here on campus. Heading home so I thought I would try you. Anyway, I hope you have had a good day. It’s crazy you have been so busy, anyway. I’ll touch base with you later. You just give me a call when you can. Anyway, just call me I’m leaving campus, alright, I…
50th Voicemail April 21st, 2015 3:32pm
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Hey Sam. I have a minute so I thought I would just call and say Hey, how’s it going? Hope you are having fun with the puppy. I didn’t figure I would catch you but thought I would leave a message anyway. Alright, so I will talk to you a little bit later. Okay. I love you, bye.
51st Voicemail April 21st, 2015 8:21pm
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Hey baby I was trying to catch you again to just kind of tell you that I love you and I don’t know if you will even will listen to this because it’s been kind of a crazy day. Anyway, just wanted to let you know that I’m thinking about you like I always do. Okay? I love you baby I’ll talk to you later, okay?
52nd Voicemail April 22nd, 2015 3:31am
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Baby I’m here. Honey I’m here.
53rd Voicemail April 22nd, 2015 10:59am
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Hey baby. Wanted to touch base with you. Oh my gosh, really, just sent me that text that said it’s going to voicemail. Yours sent me to voicemail too babe. We are calling each other at the same time.
54th Voicemail April 22nd, 2015 8:26pm
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Sam you are texting me but you won’t answer my call. Which only leads me to believe that you really are still mad at me. I don’t. All I can do is tell you where I am, tell you my truth, tell you my absolute truth is that I don’t lie to you. I never have and I never will. And I just, I don’t even know what else. I don’t even if you’ll be listening to this message. So I’m, I just feel really bad that you’re so angry at me and I’m doing the best I can here. Okay? I love you bye. I don’t know how you feel.
55th Voicemail April 22nd, 2015 10:11pm
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Hey I see that you texted me and you’re saying I’m sorry and I appreciate that, it’s sweet. I’m assuming you are saying I’m sorry for just kind of struggling just for the last couple of…
56th Voicemail April 22nd, 2015 10:15pm
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Hey sorry to bother you again. I just wanted to let you know, I just wanted. I wanted you to hear it from me that I just really do love you and I really hope that is enough for you. I really do. I know you are struggling and I totally understand. I really do. I’m just. You know I’m here and well I just hope you can believe that. I really. This has just been big for me and I hope it has been for you. I’m not going anywhere. I’m really not. Except for in your direction if that’s what you still want. And I hope that it is anyway. I really do love you Sam. I really do. You make me smile. Yeah. I just want to work through this so…
57th Voicemail April 23rd, 2015 4:42pm
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Baby I’m out of class. Give me a call okay? Alright I love you, bye.
58th Voicemail April 23rd, 2015 10:44pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VIUaJvno1lM&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. Yeah I see you texting me. No I’ve been driving around and don’t see her (Lindsay’s) car. So anyway. Okay. I love you. Call me back.
59th Voicemail April 23rd, 2015 11:41pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ldMeeSEN-7w&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. Just got your text and left Lindsay just a little bit ago. So I’m on my way, I can be there in probably 15 minutes. So, anyway give me a call, okay? Alright, I…
60th Voicemail April 24th, 2015 1:29am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wr4IkU718k&feature=youtu.be

Sam will you please call me when you get home and in bed?
61st Voicemail April 24th, 2015 1:39am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FazgdWiE_xQ&feature=youtu.be

Sam please call me.
62nd Voicemail April 24th, 2015 1:54pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glT8u8Rv4jc&feature=youtu.be

Hey babe. So I just have to tell you. I was sitting here in my chair doing some homework and I was getting really super drowsy so I put it down for a little bit and actually just took a snooze and while I was snoozing  I dreamed just a little bit. And in my dream I really don’t know exactly what it was but it was like all chaotic, it was just like chaos and anxiety and whatever. And then I was thinking of you in my dream and everything calmed down and everything was good and I woke up thinking about you and so. It was just kind of cool that everything was good. So I just thought I would share that unbelievable moment with you. Anyway, so, I love you. I will…
63rd Voicemail April 25th, 2015 1:06am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMEgNGSPxg8&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby so you said to call back and leave you a message so here I am. Anyway, I just listened to mine,  I just wanted to say hi so I hope you are having a good evening. Glad your day went somewhat okay. And, it’s been nice talking to you a couple of times. So thank you for calling me when you did, alright. I will not bother you for too long and let you get back to what you are doing. Okay. I will talk to you later.
64th Voicemail April 25th, 2015 11:20pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tro0m3s-_xE&feature=youtu.be

Hey, I just tried calling you back to get, and you are texting me. Anyway I just tried calling you back because I don’t know, you just hung up when I was trying to answer, like it barely started ringing and I tried to answer and you hung up, so. Anyway, just try me back later and you are no bother I think you are silly for saying that. Okay.
65th Voicemail April 26th, 2015 6:27pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5NIf9bewww&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby I just got my appointment confirmed for tonight it’s at 6 o’clock so in about an hour and a half. I thought I’d let you know because you were asking about it later. So anyway that’s at 6. Probably last me an hour. Maybe an hour and a half I’m not even sure so. Anyway it will be interesting to see what I find out. Anyways, then maybe hopefully later we can chat. I hope you’ve had a good day. I’ve done homework sitting on my chair and of course I fell asleep for 2 hours. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Anyway, alright, I will…
66th Voicemail April 27th, 2015 8:27pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dNW3LJFBmkU&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. I just thought I would try to catch you and I was just thinking about you so I thought I would try. Anyway, I love you Sam. I will talk to you soon.
67th Voicemail April 28th, 2015 8:54am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EAJvjnovUE8&feature=youtu.be

Sam. Now you’re not answering my call. I don’t know why you are upset with me. I’ve been texting you babe. I’m not sure what is going on. So look back through your texts and you will see. You asked me when you could call me and you never called me. So I just figured you were busy so. But I’ve been texting you so don’t say I’ve not been talking to you we’ve both been texting just the same. Okay? So give me a call.
68th Voicemail April 28th, 2015 6:31pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vc9bdo_3ssE&feature=youtu.be

Hey Sam I’m trying to call you and you’re not answering. So, just. Before I can answer you’re texting me but you won’t answer.  So I’m sorry that you are upset if that’s what it is. If it’s not what it is sorry for saying that. Anyway, so just call me when you can okay? Love you, bye.
69th Voicemail April 29th, 2015 12:16pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SvIz_6bw9bM&feature=youtu.be

Hi, just touching base with you. It’s been a few hours and we said that we were going to try doing that. So anyway, I will talk to you soon okay? I love you I hope you are having a good day. Bye.
70th Voicemail April 29th, 2015 2:34pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvXKAu0Avhs&feature=youtu.be

Sam. I tried reaching you again. You are texting a lot today and I love that so thank you very much. I still want to hear your voice. So anyway give me a call later when you can. Okay? I love you babe. Talk to you later, bye.
71st Voicemail April 29th, 2015 4:05pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nz2svB0E9w&feature=youtu.be

Mr. Cooper. I would like to respectfully ask if you would please return my phone call at your earliest conveinance. Okay? Give me a call as soon as you can. Sorry about earlier, okay. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you soon. Bye.
72nd Voicemail April 30th, 2015 8:20pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8FoL-kdp8o&feature=youtu.be
Hey just wanted to let you know that I was out of class. Just give me a call when you can, whenever you want. Love you.
73rd Voicemail May 1st, 2015 11:36am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-514Lxtn6U&feature=youtu.be

Good morning or afternoon as the case may be. Just thought I’d try touching base with you. Okay. Call me when you have time. Love you, bye.
74th Voicemail May 2nd, 2015 8:12am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Bj3GHlvPzI&feature=youtu.be

Good morning baby. I see your tweet and I’m just wanting to tell you please don’t give up. Okay? Keep your promise to me. Keep your promise to us. I’m not going anywhere. I’m making steps, okay? I’m here and I love you. And if you love me and if I love you then, then I think we will be fine even though it’s really hard I understand that. Okay? Just don’t give up on us okay baby? I love you very much. It was a crappy day yesterday. I know you are frustrated. I know you feel like I’m not doing anything but I am. I swear to you I am. Okay? Happy Anniversary today. 2 months. 2 months since we started talking since we started having that amazing connection. I believe it was there and I need you to believe it was there. 2 months is such a drop in the bucket in our life, okay? It really is. It’s just the beginning I know it’s crazy but it’s okay. We can do this we can get through this. Just don’t give up on me okay? I love you very much Sam Cooper, I really do.
75th Voicemail May 2nd, 2015 8:40am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdCEM1gEaIk&feature=youtu.be

Baby there’s no giving up allowed on my watch. Okay? I’m here and I swear I’m taking steps to you. You are what I want. You are what I need. You are what our life is. We knew that this was the case when we got into this. We both knew this. And I don’t want to ruin you or ruin me. Your business or my business. And I know that’s what we are taking care of with doing things the way that we are, okay? Things will work out just hang in there with me, okay? I love you very much. I know yesterday was a rough day. I’m here for you today, okay? I just need you to call me. I need you to make yourself available to me, okay? You were so sweet yesterday when we were talking in the afternoon when I had my little temper tantrum with you. Thank you for that. Nobody has ever done that and been there and told me how much they loved me after something like that, he’s (Kody) always pushing me away or walking away from me. But please don’t walk away from me Sam.
76th Voicemail May 2nd, 2015 12:22pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyERrEEc5O8&feature=youtu.be

Hey I just wanted to give you a call and tell you that I was thinking about you and I love you. So, I hope you are having a good day Sam. I will talk to you soon, okay? I love you Sam.
77th Voicemail May 2nd, 2015 5:43pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-4rFBt19kI&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. That’s not a little bit of frustration I hear in your voice I hope. No she just called me and we started talking and catching up and it was really, it was a good conversation. It was good. Anyway, I don’t really often do that with anybody but you to have these long conversations. But it was kind of cool we are going to meet up. She lives in Utah so next time I go up there we are going to meet up for dinner or something like that and just catch up with her. Anyway, so sorry I missed you. Give me a call when you can because I will…
78th Voicemail May 2nd, 2015 7:11pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9XMb1YptSI&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. Hey, a friend of mine just called me and wanted to know if I wanted to go over  and watch this movie at her house that we’ve been talking about wanting to watch but she needs to wait until after she puts her kids in bed. I don’t want to miss a phone call with you tonight. And I don’t know what time would be a good time for you. So I just wanted to chat with you about that. So she’s thinking about 9 o’clock is when I could go over which means I would probably be done 11 or 12 I don’t know for sure. I don’t know how long the movie was and whatever. Anyway, I just wanted to have a chance to talk with you tonight and I just didn’t know what your plans were so I just wanted to run that by you and see what we could work out. Anyway, I haven’t said yes for sure. I really want to be able to chat with you tonight. So anyway, give me a call or text me or something and…
79th Voicemail May 3rd, 2015 7:57am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Axznbc0vxLo&feature=youtu.be

Hey sorry I don’t know if you got the other message or not because I heard this weird beep and I don’t know if it erased whatever. I don’t even know what happened, I don’t know if you got it. I just want to tell you I love you I’m here I’m not going anywhere. I made a promise to you and I’m not leaving. I know you are struggling I’m very sorry about that. I wish there was something I could do to help you through it. I just need you that I am still working on my stuff and I hope you will be there at the end of my road because that’s what we said we would do. You said you would be here with me, you said you’d wait for me and I am just praying that that’s the case, so. I’m just trusting. I’m trusting you. And I’ll just keep trusting you and I hope you’ll do that for me too. Anyway, I love you very much and I hope I get to hear your voice again. Call me please baby.
80th Voicemail May 3rd, 2015 11:17am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IuIr3Vk_gCI&feature=youtu.be

Hey there just wanting to call and say hi I haven’t talked to you for a long time. Texted a lot but I haven’t talked to you and I like to hear your voice so anyway. Hope you are doing well hope you have had a good day and I hope to talk to you soon. Okay. I will talk to you later, love you bye.
81st Voicemail May 4th, 2015 11:27am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkw_wgDIprQ&feature=youtu.be

Hey just checking in on you seeing how you are doing. Give me a call when you have a minute okay? Hope you are having a good day, okay.
82nd Voicemail May 5th, 2015 12:24pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c8m-l6BWLLo&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby just thought I would touch base by phone like we said we would I hope you are doing okay. I haven’t heard from you in a while and I hope your day is fabulous. Okay, I will talk to you later. Love you bye.
83rd Voicemail May 6th, 2015 1:51pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5t5BBk0xjw&feature=youtu.be
You know baby you should at least put a voice message on your phone so I don’t have to hear the automated lady at least I could hear a voice when I call you and you don’t answer your phone. Just like you hearing mine when you don’t answer your phone. Anyway, alright, just touching base with you. I love you, I’ll…
84th Voicemail May 6th, 2015 6:22pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u1dWhFtqI2w&feature=youtu.be

Hey just thinking about you hoping you are doing okay. Just give me a call when you can, okay? Alright I love you bye.
85th Voicemail May 7th, 2015 8:09pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z05ZmQXbt8I&feature=youtu.be

Hey babe. I’m just out of class so I just thought I’d give you a call. So call me when you can, okay? I love you I’ll talk to you later, bye.
86th Voicemail May 8th, 2015 12:59am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUmtNrYa0ok&feature=youtu.be

Hi. So I kind of hesitate to call you this late. Just because I don’t want to seem like I’m being a nag but you told me to call you whenever I wanted. So anyway, I’m calling to say hi and see how you are doing and just haven’t talked to you for a while. Anyway, give me a call if you want to. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you later.
87th Voicemail May 8th, 2015 12:41pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLfUDJ-Fgpg&feature=youtu.be

Hey I am finished here. Would you give me a call when you have a minute? Okay thanks. I love you I’ll talk to you later. Bye
88th Voicemail May 9th, 2015 8:41am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-GQGSZ7DO8&feature=youtu.be

Good morning. Just calling to touch base with you wanted to check and see how you are doing. So give me a call whenever you want, okay? Hope you have a good day. Love you, bye.
89th Voicemail May 10th, 2015 7:42pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CCt_0iab3MM&feature=youtu.be

Hi Sam. I just wanted to let you know that I just got your texts. I know it’s a couple of hours after you sent them. And I just wanted to respond and say I am very glad that we talked too and I do miss you extremely. I really miss you. I love the conversations that we have and I totally understand that you need to be careful and where you are coming from. I do understand that. I had to just leave my house for a while. I left my phone. I just needed to go be alone for a while. Just to drive and just was alone in my thoughts. Went up to the mountain a little bit and so that’s where I’ve been. That’s why I didn’t respond I just needed to just leave my phone and be alone and just figure some stuff out and just think. Anyway, I love you very much. I really do and I don’t want you to think that my response was anything about not wanting to talk to you because I do want to talk to you so that last one that you said maybe it’s better that we don’t talk I understand your frustration because I didn’t respond but it’s not because I don’t feel like we shouldn’t talk. I just needed to leave my phone at home because I drove around for a while. Anyway, alright, I hope you are having a good evening whatever you are doing. Thank you so much for talking to me. And…
90th Voicemail May 11th, 2015 1:27pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8kf3SEi2Uk&feature=youtu.be

Hi just touching base wanted to say hi see how your day is going. Hope you had a good afternoon, anyway. I will talk to you later, okay.
91st Voicemail May 11th, 2015 5:43pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKHqNCjcDjI&feature=youtu.be

Hi. I’m sitting here thinking how much I love you and I miss you and I wish I was with you. So I thought I would call you. Anyway and I remembered you started saying you were going to get your tattoo tonight so I don’t know when tonight that was. Maybe that is what you are doing right now if you want to just give me a call when you have a second when you are done or something. Anyway, alright…
92nd Voicemail May 12th, 2015 4:05pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08RqssLSspo&feature=youtu.be

Hi. I am out of my movie and home and saw that you are out of your meeting so I thought I would try to call you so. Anyway, call me if you get a chance. I love you.
93rd Voicemail May 13th, 2015 11:50am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_7jDceSnbM&feature=youtu.be

Hey there. Just out running errands and was thinking about you and thought it was fun to hear your voice. Thought I would touch base. Anyway, I will talk to you when you can. Love you, bye.
94th Voicemail May 14th, 2015 12:04am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lz6p3qDGKmg&feature=youtu.be

Hey. Hope everything is okay. Just wanting to touch base and say hi and see if you got there okay. Anyway, just wanted to make sure everything was cool. Okay. Give me a call when you want, okay. I love you, bye.
95th Voicemail May 14th, 2015 9:24am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWrHTdk_MFg&feature=youtu.be

Hi. I’m on the road so give me a call whenever you want. I’ll be driving for about 5 and a half hours. Okay. I’ll talk to you later when you call. Love you.
96th Voicemail May 14th, 2015 12:09pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0Tc6MqhX20&feature=youtu.be

Hi just checking in with you. Your meeting must have gone late. So anyway just give me a call when you can, okay. Love you, bye.
97th Voicemail May 17th, 2015 8:06pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XE_DCmJom_w&feature=youtu.be

Hi. Just checking in. Don’t know where you went or what happened. Anyway, okay. I will talk to you whenever you can.
98th Voicemail May 18th, 2015 12:27am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gJ3mRamFQps&feature=youtu.be

Hi just calling you back. Give me a call okay? Love you, bye.
99th Voicemail May 18th, 2015 12:05pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RlAzm64Y9M&feature=youtu.be

Baby, where are you? I’m done with my appointment will you call me when you can? Okay. I love you.
100th Voicemail May 18th, 2015 12:46pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aitFgDrTrSI&feature=youtu.be

Hi I called you right back I’m not quite sure why you couldn’t answer me because I called you like right back I was just stepping out of the gym getting Mariah added back onto my gym membership and I was just walking right out the door and I called you right back. Sorry I missed you hope everything is well. I am available so if you want me just let me know. I’m here. Okay.
101st Voicemail May 18th, 2015 12:50pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k54XdJwV0lc&feature=youtu.be

mail May 18th, 2015Hi. So, okay, so yeah I just listened to your message. That whole 1 o’clock thing that was just kind of a roundabout time just because I wasn’t sure what Mariah’s friends were doing or what she was doing and stuff this morning but remember I had texted you this morning saying that I had left and a change of plans when I went into that appointment. Anyway, I was out of that at noon and tried calling you then to see what was up see how you are doing. What was going on. So, yeah. So I am available now. Just I hope everything is okay with your foot. It doesn’t sound fun but please communicate with me and let me know what is gong on. I mean I appreciate you calling me I just wish that I would have been able to grab the phone real quick. I was just in the middle of talking to somebody, So anyway, call me back when you…
102nd Voicemail May 18th, 2015 3:33pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pu56mhSVWSE&feature=youtu.be

Baby. Love of my life. Sorry I missed your text earlier and your call earlier. I hope you are doing okay. Give me a call, okay? Please? Alright, I love you. I’ll talk to you later, give me a…
103rd Voicemail May 19th, 2015 9:47pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=27gfNxaI0QQ&feature=youtu.be

Baby. I’m being persistant trying to find you. Because I want to talk to you and I know you want to talk to me. Anyway, hurry, give me a call.
104th Voicemail May 20th, 2015 7:04am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTYpVPB9We0&feature=youtu.be

Good morning. Just trying to reach out to see if I can get in touch with you again. Okay. Call me when you want to.
105th Voicemail May 20th, 2015 1:33pm – Therapy session where she left
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrVKVIOu_j0&feature=youtu.be
Hey. I’m done here for a bit so call me when you can, okay? Okay I love you, bye.
106th Voicemail May 20th, 2015 6:43pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbnjyeswdv4&feature=youtu.be

Baby it’s been hours and I need to talk to you I miss you. Will you please call me I just really miss you. I love you. Okay…
107th Voicemail May 21st, 2015 3:09pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g19KQsS5AwQ&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby, just touching base with you. I finished up here for a while. For quite a while actually. And I just thought I would call and see how you are doing. Hope you are having a good afternoon. Okay give me a call when you can. If you have time. Okay.
108th Voicemail May 22nd, 2015 12:05pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ADmd-fxxOs&feature=youtu.be

Okay dialing you was completely an accident I meant to text you but then I thought it would be totally rude to just hang up. So I’m leaving you a message. It’s so funny how you can just sit  there retweeting a text and yet you won’t answer my call. You are such a dork. Okay I’ll talk to you later. Okay, love you bye.
109th Voicemail May 23rd, 2015 5:09pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX0rppQVMjs&feature=youtu.be

Hey Samuel I was just calling to say hi, touch base and I love you I was just thinking about you, so. Anyway I hope you are having afternoon or evening. Okay I love you bye. I’ll talk to you…
110th Voicemail May 24th, 2015 12:32pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMXglgbJARA&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby I’m calling. Where are you? Give me a call back okay? I love you. Bye.
111th Voicemail May 26th, 2015 11:27am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snoRtAnlGSo&feature=youtu.be

The moment when you run upstairs to bring something up there and you think I should grab my phone and take it up with me. Totally missed your call and you must be leaving me a super sweet message I can not wait to hear it. Okay. I love you babe. Talk to you soon.
112th Voicemail May 26th, 2015 1:20pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vw4zH_336ww&feature=youtu.be

Hey I need you to call me right away please. Okay, thanks.  Love you, bye.
113th Voicemail May 26th, 2015 2:24pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-f0DA2JZtBE&feature=youtu.be

Hey it’s me again. I am not quite sure why you are not answering my calls. Can you please call me? Okay, thanks bye. I love you.
114th Voicemail May 26th, 2015 4:39pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kim01Y5NCDY&feature=youtu.be

Baby can you call me please. I’m sorry I’m good now but please give me a call. Thank you, bye. I love…
115th Voicemail May 27th, 2015 3:48pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlC8brvm_yw&feature=youtu.be

Hey just touching base. Just give me a call when you can. Okay. I love you. Bye.
116th Voicemail May 28th, 2015 8:16am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=taPjdPOVAg0&feature=youtu.be

Baby it never rang. I don’t know why it didn’t ring. Anyway. I’m still out on my walk and now I’ve tried calling you back and now you are not answering. So tag you’re it. Okay. Alright I love you I’ll talk to you later.
117th Voicemail May 28th, 2015 3:57pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9fEFhllYDk&feature=youtu.be

So it’s been like 3 and a half hours and I just couldn’t take it anymore. So I just had to call and at least try and reach you. Anyway, so hey how’s it going. I love you and I hope to talk to you soon. And I really hope to see you today. I hope you’re day is going well. I love you, bye.
118th Voicemail May 28th, 2015 6:07pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rae6KQCo5Zc&feature=youtu.be

Okay baby I’m really starting to get worried now because I have heard from you in like hours. And this is just not like you. I’m just really, oh gosh. I just hope you are okay. I just miss you and anyway. I hope everything is okay. Okay…
119th Voicemail May 31st, 2015 4:51pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nyYu5C91zPw&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. I know you are busy but I just wanted to call anyways and leave you a message and tell you how much I love you and just been thinking about you all day. Can’t get my mind off of you. Anyway, hope you are having a good day and I can’t wait to talk to you. I think I’ll have to go listen to some of the voicemails that you’ve left for me because I just got to hear your voice. Anyway, I love you. I will talk to you whenever you can. Okay.
120th Voicemail June 1st, 2015 7:46pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hl2nf228trM&feature=youtu.be

Hey I’m just returning your call. So give me a call back when you have a second. I don’t know the answer to that question though. I have no idea. Anyway, give me a call. Okay. Talk to you later.
121st Voicemail June 1st, 2015 8:04pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TmLxDJ24L7g&feature=youtu.be

Hey you called me and wanted me to call you back. So, I’m trying to. So give me a call. Okay, thanks.
122nd Voicemail June 3rd, 2015 1:47pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2FGdqZh0X0&feature=youtu.be

Hi. I’ll never understand why it doesn’t ring when you call I’m sitting here holding it. And I just get the notification. Anyway, so, I tried calling you back. So, alright. I’ll talk to you later, bye.
123rd Voicemail June 3rd, 2015 5:52pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdtY8-YEvKw&feature=youtu.be

Hey just thinking about you. Just missing you thought I would just give you a call. Try and touch base with you. Okay. I’ll talk to you soon. Okay. Love you
124th Voicemail June 4th, 2015 12:58am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4i7wwjxn4bA&feature=youtu.be

So that you can kind of slap out of it so that you realize that you are kind of, that you are being kind of ornery or whatever so you can calm down. And I know you are reactionary I understand that and I know you don’t think that I am taking responsibility. I’m not quite sure what the responsibility is I’m telling you everything that I know about Kendra. I don’t even know exactly what is going on. Why, like I don’t, I mean, I didn’t even know what I was supposed to be telling you about her. I mean I told you everything I know which is not anything. I didn’t know that I was supposed to tell you a contact in my phone. Like she was given my phone number. I didn’t give her my phone number. I’m so frustrated that you are so mad at me because I don’t think that you should be as mad at me as you are. I understand some frustration. I get it. I don’t know. I don’t even know what is going on here. You know this is, this whole weird situation with her and this whole thing. And I, I just don’t even get it and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with you because now you are saying you are want a break for a few days and do I push you or do I just sit back and let you take a break. I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do here. I am so confused. I want to push you. I want to yell at you and I want to tell you, you know what knock it off quit being stupid. I mean I get us being frustrated and angry but I don’t know how many times I need to tell you we’re on the same side. So quit separating from me. Quit separating from this. Just knock it off. Be frustrated for me, at me for not telling you all of the information but I don’t know what information I’m supposed to tell you.
125th Voicemail June 4th, 2015 6:01am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8c8xxcPL_xo&feature=youtu.be

Hey are you really not talking to me still? Will you please call me? Okay.
126th Voicemail June 4th, 2015 6:07am
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Will you please just call me and just talk to me okay? I see that you are posting things on twitter so that I will see what is going on with you. And I understand that. I just need you to talk to me quit avoiding me, okay? Call me.
127th Voicemail June 7th, 2015 2:17pm
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Hey I told you I would try calling you this afternoon. So this is me trying to call. Anyway, yeah. Just call me when you can. When you got time, I know you are busy. Alright I’ll talk to you later. Bye.
128th Voicemail June 8th, 2015 1:41pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqC3DKtaXzU&feature=youtu.be

Hey. I was just listening to a message that you left me a couple of days ago. You were like. I love you. Meri, I love you. And it was just really sweet. And I thought you know what. I’m going to quit being shy about it. So Samuel. I love you. Anyway, call me when you have a second. Hope you are having a fabulous day. I love you. I really do. Okay. Call…
129th Voicemail June 8th, 2015 4:00pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FJzTxGFMIKg&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby I was just out running errands and I’ve got a question for you on one of my errands but I can take care of it tomorrow. If I don’t hear from you. Actually it’s probably getting late enough I may have to take care of it tomorrow anyway. Give me a call when you have a second.
130th Voicemail June 8th, 2015 5:00pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gqPtHP1TCA&feature=youtu.be

Hey, so you told me to let you know when I was driving down your road. So I’m driving down your road so I’m letting you know. And I thought it would be fun to see if I could try to catch you but maybe you are busy. Anyway, so that’s all. And actually because we haven’t talked in over 2 hours. So I was just touching base with you. Hope you are having a good afternoon and things are fabulous.
131st Voicemail June 8th, 2015 6:24pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFNDN2LJpWA&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby it’s been like 4 hours since we’ve talked. I thought we were going to try to be in touch a little bit more. A little bit better. To get things going back on track. Anyway, give me a call when you have time. Okay. I love…
132nd Voicemail June 8th, 2015 7:18pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyyS8e0i9mo&feature=youtu.be

Hey, so I have a favor to ask. Since you tell me that you can’t say no to anybody. All I’m going to say is I need you to stop being polite to me. Alright? No more just being polite, okay? Okay. That’s all. I love you, bye.
133rd Voicemail June 9th, 2015 8:03am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zr2kXcFiRow&feature=youtu.be

Baby I know your phone is turned off. And you’ve probably blocked me and I don’t know if you will even get this. I don’t even know what to say except for what I’ve said before. I am sorry. I did nothing on purpose. I did not keep that from you on purpose. I am so sorry. I know how it looks and it was not what it was intended at all. I did not even know about what was going on with that business dealing with them until it was halfway through. It just was not even on my radar to even talk to you about it. I just, am so sorry. So sorry for the anger, and hurt and pain. I’m really sorry. Please call me.
134th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 8:16am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_8njtK6JmE&feature=youtu.be

Baby I am so sorry. I can’t. Imagine what I have done to you and the hurt that I have caused you. And I am so sorry. I am so sorry. I need you to just please call me, okay baby? I just can’t even think of what else to say. Please just call me.
135th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 8:23am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYpKIUDU3Hg&feature=youtu.be

Samuel. Samuel Cooper. You are what I want. Do you understand that? I need you to know this. You are what I want. I am out for you and that is all I am out for. That’s all. That’s all I want. I’m not going for anybody else. I am just so sorry. Please talk to me. Please talk to me.
136th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 8:57am
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Samuel I am so sorry. This was an honest mistake it was a huge mistake but it was an honest mistake. And I am so sorry. I am sick about this. I am sick mostly of how you feel about me because of it. I know you are angry with me and it is completely warranted and I am so sorry. I didn’t do it on purpose. I just wasn’t even thinking about that aspect of it. And it had nothing to do with trying to withhold anything. I swear to you baby. I swear. I don’t even know if I could even ever convince you of it. I am so sorry. This is screwing up your life and my life and us. And I hate it. I am so angry about it. I am so angry that she is doing this. I don’t know why she is doing this. I don’t get it. I am so angry.
137th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 3:06pm
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Hi, could you call me please. I want to know what those phone numbers were that you listed off the other day, yesterday. Last night. I’ve gotten a couple of calls from California and I don’t know, I haven’t answered them. But I don’t know who they are and I don’t know if it’s something I need to be concerned about if she’s got another phone possibly that I need to block. Anyway, could you give me a call and give me a heads up on what’s going on?
138th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 9:14pm
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Samuel. I know it’s not fair or appropriate to try to apologize and ruin that an apology with an excuse. I know that. All I can say is I’m sorry. Nothing was done with any malintent. I did not even think. I did not even think about that issue. It did not even cross my mind. I never. Oh god. It didn’t even go there. I am not out to get you for anything other than you and who you are because I love you. That’s all. You asked me to stay open to you and I did. You made me fall so in love with you. You made me fall really, really hard. That’s all I want. That’s all I’ve wanted. Please call me. Please let me talk to you, please. I hope your appointment goes well. I really do.
139th Voicemail June 9th, 2015 11:13pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFE0Q6t4hAs&feature=youtu.be

Baby please will you do whatever the physical therapist is asking you to do. Lindsay texted you. She said you are kind of being stubborn. Will you please just do what you need to do to heal your foot. Okay? You need that healed. Okay? Please. I love you, bye.
140th Voicemail June 10th, 2015 7:16am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-cmGU4lGnl0&feature=youtu.be

Wakey wakey sleepyhead. I’m just calling you I’m out walking. So just give me a call, okay? Love you, bye.
141st Voicemail June 10th, 2015 10:01am
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Oh my gosh that totally came out wrong. I’m really, really sorry please call me. Oh my gosh. No. I was just saying just like. Do you know how you were saying to me the other day about oh you know anything text can be used you know becareful about what you text or something. Anyway, I’m sorry that totally came out wrong. Anyway, give me a call, okay.
142nd Voicemail June 10th, 2015 6:20pm
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Hey so. I thought since you are off work I thought I would just try giving you a call. Seeing how you are doing. Anyways, just give me a call when you have a minute. Okay. I’ll talk to you…
143rd Voicemail June 10th, 2015 11:26pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7rC7-vOVexw&feature=youtu.be

Baby you told me I could call you whenever I wanted. So I’m calling you and just wondering where you are or what are you doing. It’s like super late. I haven’t talked to you in hours and I’m just wondering what’s going on. And I just want to know like what’s going on with all of this stuff and I miss you and I’m hoping you are doing okay. Anyway, okay…
144th Voicemail June 21st, 2015 3:38pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YXiKYmGE8_A&feature=youtu.be

Hey I called. Call me back, okay? Love you, bye.
145th Voicemail June 21st, 2015 3:56pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=glKYcWEjJtE&feature=youtu.be

So sorry for blowing up your phone but I just can’t wait. Please don’t make me wait much longer. Okay? Just call me. I love you babe.
146th Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 12:21am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU9PM4iUDWA&feature=youtu.be

Hi baby I’m just trying to reach you. Just give me a call if you want to. And, I will talk to you soon. Okay. I love you, bye.
147th Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 12:24am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BBJDV2L_1c&feature=youtu.be

Hey. Wanting to talk to you. Call me when you can, okay? Love you, bye.
148th Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 12:43am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnK03Lm486w&feature=youtu.be

Hey. Just wanted to try to touch base with you. Say goodnight. If you want to. I don’t know if you’ve already gone to bed. So anyway. Talk to you later. Call me (Me beeping in) if you want. Oh look there you are.
149th Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 1:08am
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Baby, where’d you go. I need you. Will you please call me. I need you baby.
150th Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 7:21am
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Hey can you give me a call? Thanks, love you bye.
151st Voicemail June 22nd, 2015 11:59am
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I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Do you understand me. I love you.
152nd Voicemail June 23rd, 2015 12:21am
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Hi baby just trying to reach you.
153rd Voicemail June 23rd, 2015 12:43am
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Hey
154th Voicemail June 23rd, 2015 7:01pm
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Hey just touching base with you. I’m out of the mountain so anyways give me a call when you can. Okay. Love you, bye.
155th Voicemail June 23rd, 2015 8:16pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivnjwD7fjLA&feature=youtu.be

Hey where are you at, what’s going on, how are you doing? All of that stuff. Anyway, give me a call when you can. Okay I love you, bye.
156th Voicemail June 24th, 2015 12:08am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KU34sGggIrg&feature=youtu.be

Baby why aren’t you answering your phone? Listen, you must not have got my text. That was just a cute little conversation that somebody had on Pinterest. It was just a Pinterest thing. And I thought it was just cute because all it was me saying that your smile or my smile is just specificially for you. That’s all it was. It’s just something on Pinterest. Okay? Don’t worry, don’t get funny? Okay? I love you.
157th Voicemail June 24th, 2015 12:16am
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Okay baby you need to answer the phone. I don’t know what’s going on but you need to stop whatever it is you are thinking and quit going there. Okay? Don’t take this completely out of context it was a thing on Pinterest. You know what? Just call me back okay?
158th Voicemail June 24th, 2015 8:45am
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Hey I’m not quite sure how long you wanted me to stop calling you. So I’ll just do it this once today until I know that you are ready to talk to me. I don’t know what is going on I’m really, really confused and now you’re not answering this call. I just, I don’t know what is going on. So, anyway,  just know that I am open for a phone call from you whenever you ready. I don’t really have no idea what’s going on at all. So anyway, just know that I love you and you can call me whenever you…
159th Voicemail June 24th, 2015 7:01pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWDbEMFqVww&feature=youtu.be

Forgive me for being a nag. It’s been like a half an hour baby. I’m just anxiously awaiting your arrival. Come find me baby.
160th Voicemail June 24th, 2015 8:16pm
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Hey just letting you know I called. I love you, bye.
161st Voicemail June 25th, 2015 11:41am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KZvMQltZcGA&feature=youtu.be

Hey give me a call when you can, okay? Thanks, love you, bye.
162nd Voicemail June 25th, 2015 5:52pm
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Hey baby. I just wanted to tell you I love you.
163rd Voicemail June 25th, 2015 7:26pm
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Baby. Baby. I love you.
164th Voicemail June 25th, 2015 7:29pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=alvGUdsw5LU&feature=youtu.be

Baby where are you? I’m out of the mountain. I’m heading down to the freeway and I’ll be there shortly. Okay? I’m driving as fast as I can to get to you. Give me a call, okay? I love you. I love you. Okay.
165th Voicemail June 25th, 2015 7:33pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK5zCXuVvNo&feature=youtu.be

Samuel you need to answer your phone. Where are you baby? I’m in a place where I have a signal and out of the mountain. And obviously you are too or you couldn’t have left me that message. You said that you were out. Anyway, give me a call, okay?
166th Voicemail June 25th, 2015 7:47pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UxSc06fSbiA&feature=youtu.be

Baby?
167th Voicemail June 25th, 2015 8:03pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZor25aSS5I&feature=youtu.be

Baby I’m here.
168th Voicemail June 26th, 2015 11:19am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dBMMvjLw39s&feature=youtu.be

Baby where are you? Why aren’t you answering my call? Alright, I love you. Just wondering what’s going on with you. Where you are? Anyway, give me a call. Okay.
169th Voicemail June 26th, 2015 12:17pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SHu0q4odZ4&feature=youtu.be

Oh man, you didn’t answer. Baby. You  had fair warning. Okay. I love you.
170th Voicemail June 26th, 2015 12:22pm
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And I even gave you an extra 5 minutes. And you are just sending me a text, lol, laughing at me. Don’t laugh at me baby. Let me know what you are doing. Okay?
171st Voicemail June 26th, 2015 11:51pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gbrb6rao1k8&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby just wanting to touch base with you. Don’t forget I don’t want to go to bed tonight without having a good night call from you. So. Give me a call whenever you can, okay? I love you, bye.
172nd Voicemail 6-27-2015 2:52pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ReUC-l-ick&feature=youtu.be

Baby where did you go? You disappeared on me. Okay. Just seeing if you would answer, alright, sorry.
173rd Voicemail June 27th, 2015 6:20pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgii9I41D0k&feature=youtu.be

My love. Baby I’m here at the amphitheater. And I’m just waiting for you. I hope you’ll come find me. Give me a call okay? I love you.
174th Voicemail June 27th, 2015 8:44pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MM9tPAplsD4&feature=youtu.be

Love of my life.
175th Voicemail June 27th, 2015 8:47pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_MQiX0bSM8&feature=youtu.be

Baby I just got your message. There’s no way to drive around in circles. You need to just go up or down. Don’t take any side roads. Just stay on the main road. I don’t even know if you are going to get this message. I don’t even know where you are. Anyway. Just stay on the main road. Just drive. You are going to get to one side of the mountain or other. And then you can GPS your way to wherever way you want to go. Give me a call. I love you. I love you I love you I love you I just do.
176th Voicemail June 28th, 2015 12:16am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-WQVavJ9aw&feature=youtu.be

Hey. Just, I was seeing if I could get in touch with you. Please give me a call as soon as you can. I don’t care how late. I just want to talk to you. Okay. I love you.
177th Voicemail June 28th, 2015 1:37am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oQ8peeRilow&feature=youtu.be

Hey. I hesitate calling this late. But you say to call you if I feel like it.
178th Voicemail June 28th, 2015 12:57pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0kEeW162kvs&feature=youtu.be

Baby you said you’d answer my call when I called back. Anyway, I love you. Call me when you can.
179th Voicemail June 28th, 2015 1:30pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=705gfTJ7OZg&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby, give me a call. Okay, I love you bye.
180th Voicemail June 29th, 2015 2:02pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6K96_GWwyM0&feature=youtu.be

Hey I’m just sitting out here with Mosby and the last little potty break until I end up having to film. So, I’ve got a little time right now so I thought I would give you a call and say Hey, how is your day. I hope everything is going well. Okay, I love you I will talk to you later.
181st Voicemail June 29th, 2015 6:03pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-OMA_ZDFTl4&feature=youtu.be

Exasperated sigh back. Okay bye.
182nd Voicemail June 29th, 2015 8:30pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdRif6ONr5c&feature=youtu.be

You had asked me to push you. That’s what I’m doing. So quit sending me to voicemail, please. I am pushing you and I am trying to tell you, you need to stop.
183rd Voicemail June 29th, 2015 8:31pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1GMR4pRsV9E&feature=youtu.be

Okay, I’m telling you again I’m pushing you. I need you to stop it please. You don’t need to hang up on you that wasn’t very nice. This is my 5th call, 4th message. I think. Or 3rd. Now I’m confused. Anyway, I’m pushing you. So please call me. Please answer my phone…
184th Voicemail June 29th, 2015 8:32pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEI70Za19EA&feature=youtu.be

Still sending me to voicemail. Okay I don’t know how many times I’m supposed to do this. But I know it will piss you off if I keep doing it. I’m in a catch 22. You say please push me, please push me, please tell me that I’m being a jerk and you need to stop. Okay. I think you are being a jerk and you need to stop. Okay? But I’m not going to push you enough that it’s going to piss you off anymore. Because I know you are already pissed off. Anyway, so there I’ve done my 8 texts, I’ve done my messages.  I don’t know what else to do for you because you are not answering. So…
185th Voicemail June 30th, 2015 2:25am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hrH3Yt-j_8&feature=youtu.be

Baby. You are scaring me. Talk to me. I love you.
186th Voicemail June 30th, 2015 7:14am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mpWFp3SB7LM&feature=youtu.be

Saw you and thought it looked like you were probably walking. So I thought I’d just give you a call. Okay, call me back if you want to.
187th Voicemail June 30th, 2015 7:52am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aD6CzjAfPOI&feature=youtu.be

Samuel I’m sorry that you felt like that was a comparison. All I was saying was I had that (With Kody). I know what that feels like. That’s not what I’m looking for with you. Do you understand. That what I want with you is something deeper and stronger. And more passionate. It’s what we have. We have something more passionate then I have ever felt and you know that.
188th Voicemail June 30th, 2015 7:58am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UIs1Df2YdYA&feature=youtu.be

And I wasn’t comparing you (To Kody) and anyway. You know what? Guess what. If I were compare you, you win on all counts. You win on all fucking levels. Now I’m pissed. You don’t think. You don’t think that I think that you beat out? You don’t think that I think that you are taller, better looking. Very much better looking by the way. Kinder. Sweeter. You care about me. You want me. You say that you are willing to fight for me. You say all these things about love and affection and passion. So yeah if I were to compare you. You win. All the time. But that was not a comparison. It was I know the pain of that. That’s all that was. And that’s not what I want with you. I think you need to just. I am fighting my darndest for you right now. Because I feel you slipping away. And I’m fighting when everything in me tells me, all my history (With Kody), excuse me, all my history tells me to just back off and let go. And I’m not doing that with you. I told you I wouldn’t and I’m keeping that promise that I’m right here. But I know that it makes you mad when I. It’s you. And all I want is you Sam. All I want is you. And I just keep fighting for you and I just keep pushing you away.

 

189th Voicemail July 2nd, 2015 10:41am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nff1MVj3IDk&feature=youtu.be

Hey just wanted to call and tell you that I was thinking about you and I don’t want to interrupt your work I know you are busy. But I just miss you and love you and feeling greedy for you today. Anyways, I hope you have a fabulous day and I will talk to you as soon as you’re able.
190th Voicemail July 4th, 2015 3:11pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-I9tjgTbOI&feature=youtu.be

Baby, my baby. Give me a call when you can. Love you, bye.
191st Voicemail July 5th, 2015 6:34pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CfLqhI1tY7I&feature=youtu.be

Oh lord. Please don’t tell me you still not done it’s been 45 minutes. I love you, call me back. Bye.
192nd Voicemail July 6th, 2015 10:55am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdMdJ2aVfKo&feature=youtu.be

Baby. My baby. Baby. Baby. Call me back, baby. Can you tell I listened to your message. Baby? Baby? Mmmmhmmm, baby.
193rd Voicemail July 6th, 2015 12:21pm
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyb2gL1ED6g&feature=youtu.be

Hey I’m done so. Call me whenever you want if you have time. Hope your day is going well. Okay. I love you. I’ll talk to you later.
194th Voicemail July 8th, 2015 12:44am
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEI9dO-GPnc&feature=youtu.be

Hey baby. Sorry I just saw your text it just barely came through. So yeah I’m just reminding you to call me because it’s been like an hour since you showered. Okay. Give me a call, I love you, bye.

 

195th Voicemail July 9, 2015 10:32am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpvGptfVFgc
Um, I just hope you’ll trust me. Okay? I’ll talk to you later.

 

196th Voicemail July 10, 2015 10:51am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvR1k0ZxW00
There’s that comment, hey I’ve got to take this call. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you later, okay. Bye.

 

197th Voicemail July 10, 2015 9:14pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZm1ocmVj3g
I love you babe. I’ll talk to you later. Bye.

 

198th Voicemail July 12, 2015 6:38pm


I need to know where you are babe. I need to get in there and see you. Okay? Give me a call. Come on answer my phone. Alright? I love you?

 

199th Voicemail July 13th, 2015 3:51pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y54Nj69-SFE
Hey, just give me a call, okay? I love you. Bye.

 

200th Voicemail July 14th, 2015 1:12am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hY6vL1OYzn4
I was just trying. I was doing everything that you wanted me to do. So.

 

201st Voicemail July 15th, 2015 8:31pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBdNHweetLo
Samuel. I don’t know if you are even going to get this message or you are even going to listen to it but I really need you to hear me out. I need you to stop doing this. Please. I am here for you for whatever you need whenever you need it and you know that. I have done this. The whole time. I am here and you are not sharing with me. You are not opening up to me and you just keep shutting me out. I don’t know what you need unless you open yourself up to me. You can’t just call me and say what are you doing? And I start sharing with you what you are doing and then your just shutting me down. I don’t know what that is all about. I don’t understand this. I love you. You called and say you just have a couple of minutes what are you doing and I start telling you and you are like Oh, okay, well nevermind, okay, bye. And then like I needed help but nevermind. That’s fine and I’m like babe just tell me what you need. I can’t read your mind. I can’t read your mind. I try. I try so hard but I just can’t do it I’m doing my very best. Baby, gosh. Tell me what you need. Tell me how I can help you. Tell me how I can be there for you. That’s all I want. Okay? You just need to open up to me. I love you. And when you hang up the phone on me and you just run away and don’t say anything. God, baby.

 

202nd Voicemail July 16th, 2015 10:02am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1klqeopR3OU
I love you. I love you. I love you.

 

203rd Voicemail July 17th, 2015 6:30pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNlrMqSEPjo
Oh, anyway, I hope you’re okay. I just want you to know I love you and I would love to touch base with you again today. We haven’t, I mean we talked this morning you know, for a while and that was great. And just for a second this afternoon and I caught you at a bad time but, anyway. So I would love to talk to you this evening and say goodnight to you and stuff. So, anyway, I hope you are okay. I’m kind of getting a little nervous that you are not and I just want to make sure that you’re okay. So, I just need you to know that I love you very much and I’m not going anywhere I’m right here. And I’m happy about it.

 

204th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:30am

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I had fun. It was fun. You got to see me. You are really cute on the phone. You are really sweet. I don’t. Now I’m just afraid I scared you off or something. Anyway, I love you. I just wish you would talk to me. Okay?

 

205th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:35am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5o8PYHBsDXo
Don’t take that away from us okay? It’s very special to me. You know that. I feel like you have been struggling tonight and I don’t understand why. And I’m trying to just be very caring and very understanding. You’ve hung up on me like 3 times. And I’m just. I guess I’ll just give you your space I understand that you need that and just know that it’s breaking my heart because I don’t know what’s going on. You just keep saying it’s fine, it’s fine. And usually when you do that something is really bugging you and I don’t know if it’s me or if it’s some other external thing. I don’t even know. I guess I will just give you the space that you need. Just know that I am really sad about it. Because I don’t know what is going on and I feel like it’s me and I don’t know what I did. If what I said was not how I think you took it and it wasn’t at all. So I’m very sorry that I said it in a way that you misunderstood and it came across in a different way. I’m very sorry about that. Anyway. I wish that you weren’t so mad at me right now. I hate it when you are mad at me. I wish that you weren’t pushing me away. I love you very much.

 

206th Voicemail July 18th, 2015 12:41am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxsLdbBf76Y
Okay. I look forward to talking to you on the phone.

 

207th Voicemail July 21st, 2015 10:59pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FM9HB-T_F78
Um, let me know what’s going on because I’m kind of confused now.

 

208th Voicemail July 22nd 2015, 11:10am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UliF_mK-1Rw
Why won’t you answer your call, your phone? Why are you ignoring me? I don’t understand. I didn’t do anything wrong here.

 

209th Voicemail July 22nd, 2015 11:51am

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Sam. I need you to call me. Please. Okay? I don’t know what’s going on. I just don’t understand why you’ve completely shut down on me. I didn’t do anything wrong. You didn’t do anything wrong. There is absolutely no reason for this to have happened. I don’t understand. And you are saying to me I don’t understand why it gets like this and I’m like I don’t either. So why don’t you just give me a call and let’s talk about it. Okay? I love you. We need to figure this out because…

 

210th Voicemail July 24th, 2015 11:41pm

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I don’t know what’s going on. You are ignoring me you are not talking to me and I just don’t know what to do. So just please call me, okay? I love you. I do. I’m sorry for whatever it was that I said that made you mad at me. I don’t even know what’s going. Thinking back over the conversation and thinking what did I even say obviously I said something so. I’m really sorry, please forgive me, please come back to me, please stop being mad at me. Please just call me okay? I love you I’ll talk to you later. Call me whenever you want, okay. I’m here I’m not going anywhere, okay? I love you.

 

211th Voicemail July 26th, 2015 11:46pm


So I see you don’t want to say goodnight to me anymore because it’s probably been about, well I guess Tuesday night we did talk. But other than that it’s probably about the last 5 nights or so you refuse to talk to me at night and I don’t know why. I don’t know what’s going on. One time you told me that you wanted to you know that you have this expectation, you were upset with me when I had texted you to say that I was going to bed or something like this. This was a while ago. And you got mad at me, you were like well I have this expectation that we would say goodnight, everynight. Well I now have come to have that expectation too and you know I’ve enjoyed that I like that. I like chatting with you and touching base with you at night, saying goodnight I love you sleep well you know that kind of stuff. And you’re ignoring me, completely shutting me out and I did nothing wrong here.

 

212th Voicemail July 26th, 2015 11:48pm


I need some communication. Without communication I don’t know what to do. Okay? I want to talk to you. That’s what I need. I need that. I need you to please call me. Okay? I love you, you know I love you. You know this. But I need to know that you love me too. And I need you to call me. Okay? I need us to talk on the phone. We can’t go to bed like this. I can’t have you just ignoring me like this.

 

213th Voicemail July 27th, 2015 10:04pm


Babe, there’s no way in hell for me to know that you really wanted to meet me tonight, again.

 

214th Voicemail July 27th, 2015 10:10pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2wuqBHuOLo
I promised you I wasn’t going anywhere. I love you but I just need to know what you want. I need you to open the hell up to me and tell me what you want from me. Tell me what you need from me. I can’t read your mind. Alright, I love you.

 

215th Voicemail July 28th, 2015 1:02am

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Sam it’s really not fair for you to be so upset with me when I’m honest with you. You asked me to do that. I am open and honest with you. I am emotional because I love you, okay? I’m telling you that I am doing this stupid dinner. I don’t get it. You told me be open, honest, be angry, whatever and I will support you in love.

 

216th Voicemail July 28th, 2015 1:08am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YFKuI12tT3Y
Sorry for hanging up on you. I love you. Bye.

 

217th Voicemail July 28th, 2015 2:11am and 2:13am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H50thwK4OiI
Hi. I saw that you said that you did say you called back and you left a voicemail but there’s no voicemail so I don’t know what you are saying. Sorry I hung up. I just needed your strength in that moment and I didn’t have it and I’m just upset. It frustrates me sometimes. Gosh. You just said that I was going to have that from you when I was having a hard time and you didn’t give it to me and I just needed it. Anyway, okay.
and then
So your message finally came through and I finally listened to it. I need you to know……….

 

218th Voicemail July 28th, 2015 12:06pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFl3OF5toqA
You know what Sam you’re pissing me off. You want to hear my honest feelings? You’re making me really mad. Quit baffling back and forth. This is stupid. Get on the phone. Have a conversation with me. Quit running away. Just knock it off, quit running away. Take that stupid tweet off. That’s ridiculous. When you know it’s over, you know. Really? Take that off the phone right now or off the tweet right now. Get it off. Call me back.

 

219th Voicemail July 28th, 2015 6:04pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ODoV2DK8UGM
You know I did talk to you earlier today about wanting to get together this afternoon and do something and hang out.

 

220th Voicemail August 13th, 2015 8:21pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mfyi7usX81k
Please hear the sincerity in my voice and in my heart honey. I am here for you. You are what I want at the end of this. I am what you want at the end of this. Please let that happen honey. It’s not about money or cars or houses or trips or businesses or anything. It’s just you and me, please. Please let me talk to you. Baby I love you. I know you’re still mad and I understand it. I understand your frustration.

 

221st Voicemail August 13th, 2015 8:53pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LaB1H34b7xA
Samuel, why are you telling me to stop. What do you want me to stop doing? Trying to get through to you? I don’t know what’s going on here. I don’t know why you are ignoring me.

 

222nd Voicemail August 14th, 2015 10:04pm

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So it’s been like 45 minutes since you sent me that text that said “WTF, why would you send that to me if he (Kody) said that to you?” You know those texts. And I explained to you, you know  in a bunch of texts  after that and I called you and stuff. So now I don’t know if you are just mad and ignoring me or if you’re busy or you’ve fallen asleep. Or if you’re just ignoring me. I have no idea. I don’t know if I’m supposed to be calling.

 

223rd Voicemail August 14th, 2015 10:09pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQb0azp8nz8
I don’t know. I guess I’ll stop calling you and texting you tonight because I don’t. Maybe I’m pissing you off. I don’t know. I just don’t even know. I hope you’ll call me back. I really do. I really want you to. You know. I sent you all those pictures and stuff of my day and stuff and I’m not even getting a response on those.

 

224th Voicemail August 15th, 2015 12:53pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BTu4yuaYMjI
Hey baby I just wanted to tell you I love you.

 

225th Voicemail August 15th, 2015 5:02pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PdRfkH-LEM
I hope to see you very soon. I’m just hanging out here and I’m just thinking about you and I’m just feeling really peaceful. Just thought I would try touching base with you.

 

226th Voicemail August 16th, 2015 2:07pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TpskI7lSdkE
I’m just watching for you. I’m waiting for you. You said you would be here and you’re not going anywhere so I’m watching for you.

 

227th Voicemail August 17th, 2015 12:29pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppXUO9_dKgA
Hey baby I’m home. Wanted to let you know and call me and yeah. Just call me, okay? I love you.

 

228th Voicemail August 18th, 2015 3:51pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IIn46TbM_uc
Hey, so over 2 hours with no communication was just way too much for me so I’m just trying to touch base with you. I miss you. Anyway, call me when you can, okay. I love you babe, bye.

 

229th Voicemail August 19th, 2015 11:37am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W6tPXDKEaGE
Hey baby, just trying to touch base with you. Haven’t heard from you. Anyway, give me a call. Bye.

 

230th Voicemail August 20th, 2015 1:24pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoACBl31Y5Q
Where are you baby? I love you give me a call. Love you, bye.

 

231st Voicemail August 21st, 2015 9:16am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Eses8E62Q8
Hanging up on me is not nice, it’s not kind, it’s not sweet, it’s not cool. I don’t know why you do that. All I’m saying is that I care about the fact that you have another appointment and you didn’t have to cancel it just because I wanted to be on the phone. I want to be on the phone with you when you are available. I am trying to be considerate of your time I don’t need to be hung up on. That was rude. I have been trying to be nice and sweet all day long. Trying to be caring. Okay.

 

232nd Voicemail August 28th, 2015 8:16pm

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJLiegVnbME
I literally don’t know what to do. Because you ask me to push you and you ask me to tell you, how much, what I want and what I need and how much I love you. And yet when I try to do that you just don’t answer and you won’t let me talk to you. And. You get frustrated when I’m trying to push you. I’m really trying to find the balance here. I really am. I’m trying to do what you want and what you need. This has to do with history (With Kody) has nothing to do with anything. Like, if you don’t want me to bug you then I’ll back off and not bug you. But I don’t want to back off and not bug you. I want to shake you and say listen to me damn it. I want to shake you and say let’s fix this damn it. Don’t walk away. You can’t fix it when you walk away. Gosh. I love you. Don’t you get it? I want you. Why else would I fight for you? Why else would I fight…

 

The End August 30th, 2015 10:26am

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hrtk7XCmgf0
Sam I need you to know that I love you. Okay? I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. You told me once that you were not going anywhere, well you told me lots of times, that you weren’t going anywhere either. I know the last couple of days have been a struggle and I’m really, really sorry that it’s been hard for you. I just need you to know that I’m just working on what I’m working on and I hope that you come back to me. You know you’ve said that you would never leave, you said that you would always be here. You’ve said that you would wait for me. Lindsay said the same thing that you were never going anywhere. She’s said to me  too many times how much you love me. And I’m just going to have to trust, and hope, and pray that that’s really, really true. And that you really do and that you are coming back. So I just want you to know that I love you and I’m just going to focus on my stuff and pray that you’ll come back to me. I see that you’ve blocked me off of your twitter and I don’t know if you’ve blocked me off of your phone so I don’t know if you’ll even get this message or not. I just don’t know how that works, but, anyway. I just love you and I’m not going anywhere. And I’m not saying goodbye. I promise. I made you a promise. And I’m keeping my promise. I’m not saying goodbye. I’m not going anywhere. I’m just going to stay working for you, working towards you, and hope that you’re there. I’m really sorry that you’ve had a rough couple of days. I’m really sorry that in your words that I’ve fucked up your life or that you’re in, you’re in, your life is all fucked up because you are with me is more how you put it now that I’ve messed it up. Anyway. I love you…

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