We made it a habit to talk before she went into class and when she got out of class. Sometimes she would leave school and come right over to my house to hang out for an hour or two. Or we would meet up somewhere real quick. It depended on where I was and if I was in town.
72nd Voicemail 4-30-2015 8:20pm
Hey just wanted to let you know that I was out of class. Just give me a call when you can, whenever you want. Love you.
This was the day I finally told her that she didn’t need to get upset if I didn’t answer. That I am very busy and we had a nice long talk about it. She said she just misses me a lot during her day and wants to know what I’m doing. She said she wanted to know where I was, what I was working on, who I was talking to and what my plans for the night were. She said she was obsessed with me and knowing everything about me and my life. I told her it was a little smothering at times and I just needed to be able to work the hours I had to then I was all hers. She was fine with that. We worked it out and I’m glad we finally had a chance to address it.
69th Voicemail 4-29-2015 12:16pm
Hi, just touching base with you. It’s been a few hours and we said that we were going to try doing that. So anyway, I will talk to you soon okay? I love you I hope you are having a good day. Bye.
70th Voicemail 4-29-2015 2:34pm
Sam. I tried reaching you again. You are texting a lot today and I love that so thank you very much. I still want to hear your voice. So anyway give me a call later when you can. Okay? I love you babe. Talk to you later, bye.
71st Voicemail 4-29-2015 4:05pm
Mr. Cooper. I would like to respectfully ask if you would please return my phone call at your earliest conveinance. Okay? Give me a call as soon as you can. Sorry about earlier, okay. Okay. I love you I’ll talk to you soon. Bye.
I had realized that anytime I was busy and wasn’t available to answer Meri’s calls she would get upset with me. Then she would think I was the one upset and that’s why I didn’t answer. Most of the time I did not answer is because I was at work or in a meeting or busy with things. I always called or texted back as soon as I could. This was an issue throughout the entire affair. She would become paranoid if she hadn’t heard from me in a few hours.
67th Voicemail 4-28-2015 8:54am
Sam. Now you’re not answering my call. I don’t know why you are upset with me. I’ve been texting you babe. I’m not sure what is going on. So look back through your texts and you will see. You asked me when you could call me and you never called me. So I just figured you were busy so. But I’ve been texting you so don’t say I’ve not been talking to you we’ve both been texting just the same. Okay? So give me a call.
68th Voicemail 4-28-2015 6:31pm
Hey Sam I’m trying to call you and you’re not answering. So, just. Before I can answer you’re texting me but you won’t answer. So I’m sorry that you are upset if that’s what it is. If it’s not what it is sorry for saying that. Anyway, so just call me when you can okay? Love you, bye.
My work schedule had slowed down finally so I was able to talk to her and meet up with her a lot more.
66th Voicemail 4-27-2015 8:27pm
Hey baby. I just thought I would try to catch you and I was just thinking about you so I thought I would try. Anyway, I love you Sam. I will talk to you soon.
On this day she had a doctor appointment scheduled. She was trying to figure out what was going on with her stomach issues. She had lost about 30 pounds very quickly and still was not eating very much. She said it hurt when she ate. I was supportive of her going to the doctor and figuring it out. At this point she was not even telling anyone about these appointments until after they were finished and she knew the results.
65th Voicemail 4-26-2015 4:27pm
Hey baby I just got my appointment confirmed for tonight it’s at 6 o’clock so in about an hour and a half. I thought I’d let you know because you were asking about it later. So anyway that’s at 6. Probably last me an hour. Maybe an hour and a half I’m not even sure so. Anyway it will be interesting to see what I find out. Anyways, then maybe hopefully later we can chat. I hope you’ve had a good day. I’ve done homework sitting on my chair and of course I fell asleep for 2 hours. I don’t know what is wrong with me. Anyway, alright, I will…
We were in a really good place. We were communicating very well. I was there for her during a really difficult time. She was going through a lot of medical tests to find out what her stomach issues were. She was not even telling him about her appointments until after they were already over. I was supporting everything she had going on. And she was supporting me working so many hours. That’s why we had to spend a lot of time really late at night because that’s when I was available or that’s when she could sneak out of the compound to be with me.
63rd Voicemail 4-25-2015 1:06am
Hey baby so you said to call back and leave you a message so here I am. Anyway, I just listened to mine, I just wanted to say hi so I hope you are having a good evening. Glad your day went somewhat okay. And, it’s been nice talking to you a couple of times. So thank you for calling me when you did, alright. I will not bother you for too long and let you get back to what you are doing. Okay. I will talk to you later.
64th Voicemail 4-25-2015 11:20pm
Hey, I just tried calling you back to get, and you are texting me. Anyway I just tried calling you back because I don’t know, you just hung up when I was trying to answer, like it barely started ringing and I tried to answer and you hung up, so. Anyway, just try me back later and you are no bother I think you are silly for saying that. Okay.
Meri came over the night before and stayed until around 1am. I had to go do something but she was upset that I wouldn’t tell her what it was. I went looking for Lindsay. I didn’t want to tell Meri that because I wasn’t sure how long it would take and I knew she couldn’t go with me. She was not very happy about me not telling her what I was up to. By that morning we were fine, I explained everything to her and we went back to being in love and happy. She is a planner and needs to know everything. If you do not tell her things she gets really upset and feels out of control. I had never done that before where I did not tell her what I was doing so we learned how better to deal with it.
60th Voicemail 4-24-2015 1:29am
Sam will you please call me when you get home and in bed?
61st Voicemail 4-24-2015 1:39am
Sam please call me.
62nd Voicemail 4-24-2015 1:54pm
Hey babe. So I just have to tell you. I was sitting here in my chair doing some homework and I was getting really super drowsy so I put it down for a little bit and actually just took a snooze and while I was snoozing I dreamed just a little bit. And in my dream I really don’t know exactly what it was but it was like all chaotic, it was just like chaos and anxiety and whatever. And then I was thinking of you in my dream and everything calmed down and everything was good and I woke up thinking about you and so. It was just kind of cool that everything was good. So I just thought I would share that unbelievable moment with you. Anyway, so, I love you. I will…